Num ???? err i lost count...

boo hoo hoo.....here i am... exactly 2 months 3 days later, i finally updated my blog. mainly because i have nothing to update about.

my life so far has been boring. in a few sentences, i'm going to elaborate.

i sleep late, wake up late. feed chloe and my 2 new puppies, kimi and suki. occasionally i'd drive to Queensbay Mall to have lunch with my bf and shop around (window shopping though coz i have no source of income as for now). once in a while, i'll go for interviews. got a few jobs offered to me but since i'm picky, i chose to decline them ==" finally accepted one and will start working on dec.

there u go...my life for the past 2 months in less than 80 words.

oh...and at night, i'll either have dinner with my parents or go out for supper with bf, watch tv and call it a night.

ok, that makes it 102 words....

who knows once i start working, i might have things to complain about and 'Angie Rambles' might be an active blog again. =="

till then, may u have a wonderful day!!! =)

Num 123

my blog is in a coma thank u very much....

and after next week i think it'll officially be dead...

coz i'm having my last paper of my final sem on monday, do the necessary corrections on my thesis so that my supervisor can approve it and then i'm done with my degree....

hopefully...cross my fingers i dun fail the worst paper i've done in my whole entire life...otherwise i might have to repeat. yes, i'm not a bright student.....T.T

so unless i'm frustrated or have something to rant and ramble about, don't count on me to update this blog of mine. blogging is not really a passion of mine. it's more of an outlet for me to just pour all my feelings out...

so that's all for now i guess.....will be back soon...hopefully =)

Num 122

when will this thing called 'cancer' stop interfering with my life...

no, i don't have cancer.

but i just found out a few days ago that another person that i truly love has cancer...

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again!!!

throughtout my 23 years of existence, i've received this news 3 times!!!

my mum survived cancer =) coz she's young and strong....but my aunty (babysitter/god-mum) did not =(

and now it's her turn....judging from her age, i really dunno if she would survive it =(
i'd always thought that she would live to a ripe age of 99 and die of natural causes.
and i can't bare to go home to visit her coz it would kill me so much i might break down there and then....but not visiting her would make me an unfaithful/ungrateful/mean person...

from what i wrote, some u might guess how this person is related to me..

i have so much in my head, i woke up today with the worst headache ever!

there's nothing i can do but to keep myself occupied right now...

Num 121

first of all i would to apologise in advance because what u r about to read is again another post of me getting frustrated and angry over a group assignment....

so, i've spent my whole day editing my group's assignment yesterday. going through shitty grammar and lousy sentences. i don't mind doing this part, coz that's what editing is about right???

but then, wat i got from them...total nonsense.

1. uncomplete work...so instead of editing, i ended up doing their part...how should i put this?? er....'got head, no tail'....so i ended up writing the 'tail' part...=="

2. capital letters and full stops!!!!! capital letters and full stops!!!!!! CAPITAL LETTERS AND FULL STOPS!!!! these are simple common things....and some couldn't even be bothered to put in a capital letter and a full stop....==" hello, all u have to do is press a key or two on the keyboard. i don't need unnecessary work like adding in capital letters and full stops just because they are lazy to press 'caps lock'.

3. i did as much as i could. using my effort and precious time to edit, writing extra, putting all the pieces together....and what i requested was for them to help me do the cover page and help in printing out the assignment. that's all right??? simple and easy....guess what???
mistakes on the cover page =="'

haiz...i was speechless and at that point, i was totally dissapointed. i spent my whole night trying to make the assignment better, when i could've done my own thesis instead. i corrected mistakes and grammar errors, and hell...even added capital letters and full stops!!!

so i thought, simple cover page nia ma......no way they can do mistake on that ma.....i was wrong apparently... coz some ppl couldn't be bothered to double check before printing....it only takes a few seconds of ur life to scan through the cover page, spot the mistake, and correct it. the least u can do compared to the amount of work i did!!!!

some might say....haiya, nvm la....a bit nia ma........that's not the point!!! the point is they rely too much on others and do not show any effort at all....they knew i would pick up their shit and clean it....and so, they shitted everywhere so that i can continue cleaning up the shit....i can't take it when ppl take me for granted.

we passed up the assignment earlier today. i didn't want to look at the final printed copy at all!!!
thank god it's the final group assignment i'll ever do in my uni life.... after today, the only shit i have to clean up is my own and chloe's!!!!

to coursemates of mine who are reading this....i'm sorry for being such a bitch for the last 3 years! i can't help it but to be like this.....i was born with this obssesive-compulsive thing when it comes to doing my work. don't believe me...ask my secondary schoolmates....i used to cut small pieces of white papers and stick them on whatever mistakes i had instead of using liquid papers =="

Num 120

this is really fu*ked up la...........

i have no time for my thesis and yet i have to edit the group assignment....

i don't mind actually to edit........

but when i c the work they did, i get so frustrated!!!!!

i'm abt to cry now!!!!

seriously???? is that all???

i know the assignment is only 8 pages maximum, but it doesn't give us the right to slack off........

please la........it's 40% of my final grades for that subject k...

u guys may be smart but i rely on my asisgnments to score in the subject....

and thanks to u guys, i don't think i can do well in this fu*king assignment anymore....

some of u may read this, but then again i don't care.

u guys cost me my 40%!!!!!

T.T

stress is really getting on me.......

ps: dude, copy and paste is not even an option la....it's so obvious that u copied and paste....i kept my mouth shut because this is the last group assignment. thank god it's the last sem...

Num 119

i have tons of things to do and yet when i c this shitty work, i become so effing pissed off!!!!!

thank god it's the last sem.....

grrrrrrrrrrrr............

Num 118

once again, the feeling of being such a failure arises again tonight.

another good friend of mine is on to something great soon.

y am i so incompetent??

*sigh*

being in a typical chinese family, my mum would definitely compare me to these ppl if she knew.
and being me, i would be so dissapointed in myself for not making my parents proud.
it's hard to live up to their expectations. and my own expectations as well.

=(

Num 117

i'm feeling inferior and at a very low point of my life right now...=(

former schoolmates of mine who had 90% graduated are all going places. as in they are getting their dream jobs, working outstations, interning outstations, first class degrees from international universities, going to graduate school etc. i'm really happy for them =) and it shows that SGGS produces good quality students that will go on in life to become successful ppl.

but somehow i'm stuck here. unsure of what lies ahead of me. not motivated, and very sure that i won't be getting these chances like them.

Num 116

now this is really weird........

i was abt to go to sleep, said good nite to sheng and closed my eyes.....

till the image of my aunty and ke-pa pop into my head out of a sudden....i have no idea y but i started missing them so much i cried so much i never cried like this since the day she died.

aunty and ke-pa were like my parents. they were my babysitters who took care of me till i was 9. i was so attached to them when i was younger i wasn't even close to my own parents. by as i grew up and moved back into my parent's hse, i started to grew apart from them. n when they moved to kl to live with their working daughter, we didn't seem to keep in contact much anymore. i remembered promising myself that i would give them some monthly allowance one day when i start working.....bad news came and aunty was diagnosed with colon cancer. she eventually passed away. i can still remember seeing her thin fragile body when we visited her in kl abt a few months before she died. 4 months after she passed on, ke-pa passed away as well....

i was crying so badly just now i couldn't stand it but to get out of bed wanting to blog abt my sudden emo-ness.....i checked back my previous blog under friendster to read abt the post i wrote on the day i received the news. and was shocked....aunty died on the 6th of July 2006... today is 6th of July 2010. exactly 4 years later....i can't believe the coincidence here....was it pure coincidence? or did some bizarre and weird force of nature happened here??

really, i am not creating any story or anything....it really happened right before i went to sleep. all of sudden the thought of them came out and i started missing them so much.....i cried buckets of tears..am still crying now =(

4 years is a long time, and lots had happened. i'm abt to graduate in abt 3 months....i thought it was stress causing all my sudden outburst just now...but apparently not. i know both of them are in a happy place....i just wished i had the chance to repay them and take care of them. although they are not related by blood to me and my sis, we owe them tons for loving us like their own daughters.

this post is for my aunty's 4th year death anniversary. will always love and remember both u and ke-pa forever.

Num 115

as usual when i'm in an irritated mood, i'll blog..............

the one and only way to vent out....go elsewhere if u don't wanna read this...

i mean who needs a laptop and a netbook at the same time???

apparently his dad bought him a netbook, 2 months after his dad bought him a laptop...which he is slowly paying back every month........i think it's so not necessary and a waste of money....

it's their lives, not mine...what can i do??? i say what i have to say already, and he didn't even try to stop the dad from buying it....

daddy's boy is truly blessed...and spoilt to the max!!!

at this age, he should be buying the dad something and not the other way around...

-fin-

Num 114

i hate blogging except when i feel like expressing something without anyone really understanding what i'm actually talking about....it's a crazy habit of mine coz i really want to keep my thoughts private but can't help but to write it out....

so.................


RANDOM POST ALERT!!!!
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it's weird....but i can't help but to feel flattered by it....

it happened last year, and it happened this year....

or maybe i'm just too perasan of myself....

=="

on another note, i saw a rainbow today after an exhausting 7-hour lab session.....made me smile... rainbows have a weird effect on me =)

Number 113

just for laughs...i find this hilarious =D

u have edward there all of a sudden ^^" and i just love the fact that voldemort and snape hv Fb accounts as well....lolz..

harry potter and twilight are the two most anticipated movies this year...so yea....

Num 112

i'm too bz to blog these days..and not to mention...lazy

arghhhhhhhhhhhh......
WTH....my graduation present/november HK holidays has been downgraded to Sg T.T

i feel like kicking somebody in the arse......any takers??

my HK trip ah T.T..............T.T we were about to book the flight tickets in a matter of days and sheng had already made his passport..........and then we got the 'news'...jeng jeng jeng...

all because of sheng's friend whose wife suddenly decided to waste RM8000++ on a stupid slimming programme....and now they r on a tight budget and couldn't afford to go to HK anymore....

stupid ppl....just because of ur fat wife, 5 other ppl had to cancel their plans.....

i know i know, some might ask y can't we just go along with the plan without the two of them....

well, they are a bunch of good friends so much so that if one decided not to go, the rest wouldn't go either....so, me, as a 'supporting actress', was dragged into the hole as well....T.T


FML la.....

Num 111

to sum up my day.......UNPRODUCTIVE!!

i did nothing although i'm suppose to do my thesis....==" kill me plz

but hey, today's Agong's birthday. n he deserve some form of celebration from me =P

i was dissapointed in myself at first for not doing anything today except watching the latest episode of Glee and catching up on Ugly Betty. Yesterday i watch the 4 last episodes of Grey's Anatomy and cried like hell when Gary Clark went on a rampage and started killing the doctors... T.T i cried in front of the webcam in front of sheng. =="

n i was angry at myself earlier for doing nothing today till i saw the itineray posted up by sheng's friend on the HK visit this November. couldn't help smiling and wishing Nov would come soon... HK Disneyland!!! here i come!!!! =D

but before that, i need to straighten out my priorities and start to get real serious on my studies and FYP. 4 months is real short and time is running out!!!! i'm scared deep down inside. i'll just have to keep motivating myself.....and stop watching dramas for now...=="

AFTER TONIGHT, I, NG YUET HUI, SOLEMNLY SWEARS TO DO HER VERY VERY VERY VERY BEST IN HER FINAL SEM!!!!!

Num 110

i dunno what to do right now!

so dissapointed of myself. the more expectations i put on myself the worst i become. this is probably the worst ever. infact, it can't get any worst than this. yes, i'm so ashamed of myself i'm afraid to even write abt this 'thing' on my blog.

i dunno what to do at all!

when everyone else are getting better, i'm getting from bad to worst. i thought i was good at what i was doing or at least an above average person. well, it turns out that i'm not. i'm way way below average. i worked so hard and nothing seems to ever pay off for me.

mum, dad i'm so sorry!!!! if only u guys knew!

=(

it's f-ing painful to come back here (kampar) today with a dissapointed heart and low morale to start off my final sem. i didn't manage to see him yesterday due to a stupid heavy rain at balik pulau. no comforting hugs from him. no 'it's gonna be ok. everything will turn out fine dear' pep-talk from him. so yea, here i am abt to explode anytime, wishing i have someone i love next to me to comfort me when i'm down.

=(

i'll have to face the harsh reality tomorrow!
=(

Num 109

i'm having my last paper tomorrow and i'm not in the mood to study anymore =="

reason?

scroll down to the bottom of my blog n u'll know!

it's our 3rd ANNIVERSARY!!! =)

time really flies, and it has already been 3 years......doesn't feel like 3 years though. i remembered when i entered into UTAR, we had only begun to 'date officially' for about 7 months..and as a new couple in the early stage, u know la....all lovey-dovey and the i'm-gonna-miss u-dun-wanna-leave-u thing.....

3 years later, it's still the same thing...and i'm about to graduate in abt 4 months....hahahaha ==" but we've adapted so well to the LDR. we c each other once every 3 weeks and if it's longer than that, he'll make an effort to come down to kampar.....delivering McD of course =P

i can foresee that final (next) sem is gonna be hard for us, with me doing fyp thesis....but it helps since he now owns a laptop and we get to virtually see each other every night. whatever la, we can make it through.....=)

if i go on writing abt how awesome he is, this post is never gonna end and i need to study NOW!! so yeah, he's 'almost' perfect with a few flaws....who doesn't right?

yea, silly picture....u could almost c my tonsils....but i love it coz that's how we act most of the time...=)

p.s: good luck to the Malaysian team....against Denmark wor later =="

Num 108

PLEASE DON' T READ!!!!! it's just a post on me complaining.........
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it's a norm that i ramble and complain excessively during the exam seasons =.="

but seriously, i should kill myself here and now....

it wasn't the most difficult paper....it was actually quite okay with the exceptions of a few difficult questions here and there.....

argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh......but i wasted some stupid marks away....

A = Q4 was easy!!! but i couldn't manage to finish the last part T.T so there goes my 4 marks

B = my incomplete/imperfect answers for other Q4 parts (due to me rushing like hell during the last 5 minutes)

C = questions i dunno how to answer at all

A+B+C = not good!!!!!!!

how am i suppose to pull my cgpa up leh???

if the paper was difficult, i wouldn't be so hard on myself.....but it was actually a do-able paper so go die la angie ng!!!

5 more minutes....an additional 5 more minutes would make me a happier girl right now T.T

y is it that science papers only have an allocation of 2 hours while the other business/ elective papers are 2 1/2 hours?? so unfair T.T

Num 107

my 23rd birthday fell on the study week....it was actually a blessing having my bday during the study week unlike the previous two years where i was having papers on the 29th....=)


sheng wanted to suprise me by coming down to kampar....but somehow i figured it out earlier and forced the secret out of him....lolz....he then complained that i'm so un-romantic...so true =P....i'm too clever to be fooled...or in other words, i'm no fun >.<

i don't actually like taking pictures...but it's my day so whatever la.....=.="

my pressie from him...such a waste of money but whatever la, it's nice ma hor?? =.=" he did gave me a children's t-shirt =.=" coz he said the design was nice...like wtf, the round-neck collar was so high i could barely breathe.....the last pic on the right is the reason y i don't like taking pictures....whatever la hor, it's a rare chance for u to admire my ugliness....and make u feel good abt urself =D

anyways...to UTAR students reading this, GOOD LUCK IN UR FINALS!!!!!

and to my other graduating friends (i.e. SGGS girls =D )....CONGRATS!!!!!! i have 5 more months to suffer before joining u guys...

Num 106

it's confirmed.......i'm not meant to be in the science field =(

i know i complained tons of times before about this already, but the results i got today justified everything i felt previously =="

i'm always clueless about all the new researches in science...in fact, i have more knowledge and interests in non-science related fields i.e. arts, social science and business....and err.... entertainment =P

haiz...how leh...if there's not much passion how to do masters leh =="

get a bachelor of sciences in biotech then do MBA lolz....as if la i'm so capable *sigh*

Num 105

at last, i finally have some time to breathe, read news, and blog...

i found this news a few minutes ago and seriously think that the guy that kena extorted is stupid...

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/4/15/nation/6056857&sec=nation

what grown man in his 30s doesn't even know how to masturbate??

so naive to believe meh??

=="

also..... read this

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/4/15/nation/6055104&sec=nation

of all possible locations, the porno film was shot at taman negara...

=="

Num 104

i've been trying to read some journals and books for my FYP the whole night n my brain is totally fried...

i can't seem to process most of the sentences coz they're written in a way that goes on for miles and miles....
like this for instance.....

"A high proportion of the blunders in diagnosis of conservation problems within the declining-population paradigm can be traced directly to faulty scientific method: equating association and correlation with causality, failing to identify and cut through confounding of factors, failing to replicate, failing to balance, failing to control. Most of this springs from a creed that the rules of design, and the analyses appropriate to them, might have a place within the pages of a scientific journal, but can be dispensed with by practical people solving practical problems. A highly recommended antidote to that derangement is Underwood's (1990) paper on the logic of experiments in ecology and management. The squeamish will be relieved to hear that it contains no equations.”
G. Caughley (1994) J. An. Ecol.

can u enlighten me on the statement above?? lolz....'a highly recommended antidote to that derangement is...." hahahaha...y would he use words like this...for god's sake just say "a solution to this would be...." hahaha....also "the squemish will be relieved...." >.<" y la??? i bet the squemish will not be relieved after reading that... i started the night feeling optimistic and now i'm =.=" no longer in the mood to read....

anyways, to distract myself, i'm gonna put up a pic of an eye candy for u girls out there.....

yup, that's hottie kellan lutz aka emmett cullen with his dog, Kola....

yes, don't buy and please adopt instead.....

ppl these days prefer miniature toy dogs or pure breed dogs just coz they're 'cooler' and cuter. even me n my family are guilty for buying Chloe....but that was 4 years ago, we didn't know any better....

do u know how bad the conditions are at the puppy mills?? those idiotic dog breeders do not care abt the dogs' welfare and health....all they care abt is breeding them for money!!! also, if u or someone u know plans to breed their own dog and to sell off the puppies for some extra cash, then shame on u as well....

if u continue to buy dogs from petshops or from any of ur friends, please think twice....this is because there are tons of dogs out there at the streets or the pounds waiting for a home...most of these dogs are waiting to be euthanized or are slowly suffering to death at the city pound... SPCA and PETA are trying to make a difference...but their efforts are in vain as most ppl don't even bother about mongrel dogs....=( stupid human mentality....

like these mixed mongrels at the Klang Dog Pound...the ones in the first picture was killed on the 28/3 n the one below will be killed on 14/4....

if that doesn't pull ur heart strings, then u must be really cruel...T.T

go to http://www.petfinder.my/ and look at the left side bar....the ones above are just only a handful of the hundreds of dogs waiting to be killed at the dog pound....save them, save lives...=(

i know i know, who am i to tell u wat to buy or not buy right? after all, i myself was guilty of buying a toy dog 4 years ago....but me n my family, we're making a difference by spaying Chloe... we know that we won't succumb to the cruel act of breeding our chloe just to earn some money n so to avoid her from getting 'unwanted' pregnancies, we spayed her last week...we also pledge to adopt dogs in the future instead of buying....

more people should spay n neuter their cats and dogs especially if they r often let out to run around the neighbourhood...just by that, we help reduce the amount of street dogs and cats who will eventually be caught and killed.....=(

seriously, i may sound like a hypocrite right now and u might think that i'm just saying this so that i can make myself sound like i'm very generous and all that...but i'm just speaking from the bottom of my heart....u can judge me but not those innocent dogs...=(

Num 103

we're so different yet we're the same in so many ways =="

u make me laugh, u make cry....i can never stay mad at u for more than an hour....coz u'll always find a way to make me smile =)

it's amazing how we can just talk for more than 3 hours without realizing it....

that's y u r the best...the only person i can really be myself with...

c u soon =)

~ilyss~

Num 102

i thought that this is gonna be a long long post...

with lots n lots of ramblings and cursings....but it turns out that i was stupid =="

but u've got to read this...

http://nose4news.wordpress.com/2010/03/25/tnb-to-sue-wwf-over-earth-hour/

i spent abt 1 hour writing a post regarding the news article above...i commented on every single statement of his....i was pissed off!!!! totally going ballistic...

till i realized that i'm actually very stupid and naive....the news is not credible at all....lolz..

wasted my whole hour writing abt something that is all made up....boo hoo to that website for making me all revved up and crazy...

i should've known that such a large conglomerate like TNB would not give statements like this, apatah lagi a CEO =.="

if this news is fake then i feel so sorry for the blogger coz he has nothing better to do but to create lies to entertain us =).....however, if this news is real, then TNB should go DIE la....

arrghhhhhhhhh...my 1 hr went poof *dissapears into thin air*.....

i gotta go clean my floor....my guest is coming in abt an hour or so =D

Num 101

a friend of mine just posted something on Fb saying that he get to see his gf 'only' 10 hours per day...n he's worried that their bond will become 'looser'

n i was like =.="

10 hours is hell lot of time to spend with ur significant other...if 10 hours is still not enough to become closer to ur bf/gf, then i dunno what else could be done.. =.="

i 'only' get to see my bf twice per month....each occasion abt 3 hours only...which makes it abt 6 hours per month....=.=" compared it to 10 hours per day, 300 hours per month...hahaha!!! =D hilarious right??

i'm not complaining...i'm satisfied =D 6 hours of pure bliss and happiness is enough for me...=D

he's coming tomorrow!!!! =D i love it when he comes over...movie night!!!

FINISH!!!!!

nowadays, i can't seem to write complete and full sentences...FAIL!!!!

NUM 100!!!!!

it's the 100th post!!!!! initially, i wanted to write something fun as my 100th post...but right now, i'm so frustrated i just wanna vent out........


freaking next door renovation is killing me.........all the drilling since 9.30 has made me gone @#!$$%^(^&%@#@$%$!!!! such a coincidence that they decide to drill today when i'm not having classes....=(

another thing that has made me gone cuckoo....i'm gonna write this in terms that ppl can't understand now...

i want it but i can't have it.... actually i could've have it but my pride and ego has made me lost it...no one else deserves it more than me n my dad...i'm not going to do it with other ppl who is not even crazy over it.... i'm a true _ _ _ and i need someone who is also the same....i can't stand ppl who just do it coz they have too much money...and have no idea of the industry at all....=.="

it's hard to write like this....wtf =.=" but i must not be obvious coz i really dun want hurt anyone's feelings.....

yes, i'm jealous....plz dad, i really really want it....

haiz, what a way to start my day.....

Num 99

i actually wrote a num 99 a few hrs ago....but i chose not to publish it yet as i was waiting for a sign from god...

i did get a sign from Him, but a different one from what i expected...

it's amazing how 60 minutes can do to a person...once i calmed down n started thinking rationally, i realized that i'm actually a very impatient person...

thank god i didn't publish the post as it would've make things worst...

well it's gonna be a long n quiet lab session later...

i look forward to the weekends...to be with my loved ones again =)

Num 98

there are days where i feel like i'm such a failure...today is one of those days T.T

nothing i do seems to be going well these days...as hard as i try, i still end up failing miserably...i dunno...

i should try harder i guess...after all i'm not a genius...i'm not as good in multi-tasking as i used to...old age is catching up on me =="

thank god i'm not having classes on tues n wed....i can't bear going to class n putting on a fake smile when all i wanna do is to be alone...i think everyone sees me as a happy-go-lucky girl...one who is never gloomy or sad...bleh!! i wish...

i so so want to make 'them' proud! so please..........

Num 97

i'm so happy right nowWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalalala.....i'm gonna write in caps lock......

FERRARI WON ONE-TWO AT THE BAHRAIN GRAND PRIX!!!!!!!!!!! =D
though schumi only ended up in 6th place =(
BOTH LOTUS CARS MANAGED TO FINISHED THE RACE.......quite an achievement since this is their first race ever...=D not bad at all....


on another note,

LEE CHONG WEI WON THE ALL-ENGLAND TITLE!!!!!!! =D
AHAHAHAHAHA.....

SUCH A GOOD DAY FOR SPORTS TODAY!!!! all my favourite people won....=D


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y am i so happy when i did nothing productive at all this weekend??? =( i'm so dissapointed in myself right now......

i practically used the whole weekend proof-reading my group's assignment when i'm supposed to be doing my lab report and studying for my test T.T

i'm not blaming anyone but myself......=(
wtf, y am i so generous??? T.T

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it's 1.40 am already.....while writing this, i'm talking to mr.goh on the phone.....=) so efficient right?? if only i can multi-task like this in my daily life....*sigh*

Num 96

u know u're having PMS when u start to get annoyed at simple things in life =="

i might offend some ppl in this post, but wth this is my blog after all.....

this post may not apply to everyone...so if u 'terasa' means u are one of those people who are guilty of pulling my last nerve....

VENUE : entrepreneurship class

VICTIMS : me, n maybe some other biotech students.....but then again, maybe i'm the only one feeling annoyed...

CULPRITS : business students...i.e: students pursuing business admin, entrepreneurship, accounting, marketing....those in the same entre class with me this sem...

SITUATION 1: they talk crap all the time....talk crap to the lecturer, ask crap questions, tell crap jokes (which aren't funny at all)...thank god the lecturer can stand them....or maybe not.... coz he's resigning n this will be the last week for him..maybe he's resigning coz he can't stand those students anymore.....

SITUATION 2: they cheat in their mid-term, right in front of my own eyes n the lecturer's...... at the beginning of the test, while we science students were cracking our heads trying to do a last-minute read-through, they (the business students) were laughing and talking loudly behind.... yala, maybe entre very easy for u guys since ya'll are business students ma....but us science students aren't pro okay....so plz be more considerate for god's sake......anyway, we did our mid-term n when time's up, we (BT students) passed up our papers obediently n quietly like we always do in every other quiz/test/exam, and walked out of the exam hall.....

as for them??? some of them did passed up their papers, while others started talking n discussing at the back with their papers and pens still in their hand o.O wtf right? some even walked to the front table where the lecturer was standing n changed his/her answers on the spot......WTF RIGHT????

the lecturer knew, and he couldn't be bothered with them....what does that tell u??? duh, obviously he's probably used to this kinda situation n sudah tak larat to do anything anymore....

what can we do but to secretly curse them in our hearts for this unfairness.....

y must we take arts and business subjects as our main papers apart from our usual science subjects??? y do we have to come out with a business plan for our assignment when we are actually specializing in tissue culturing and molecular work??? if that's the case, then y can't they have lab experiments as well?? so to be fair lah...........

oh i know, coz we science students are AWESOME!!!! =D we're good at multi-tasking and we're good at everything we do!!!!! ask the arts/business students to do a business plan, lab reports, prepare for tests every week, spend hours in the lab doing FYP etc, and i dun think they can juggle as well as the science students do.....AND to top that, we have to pay more for our fees as well.....where's the equality in that??? hmpppppph........

okay, this may not apply to everyone.....some arts/business students are very very very good in what they do....they have assignments almost every week and are doing their best....i admire that =D

no offense k everyone =) i'm just super-pissed off at those talk-crap-cheating students in my entrepreneurship class.....

sorry for my lousy english =(......if dr.han were to read this, he'll probably change his mind abt my english proficiency T.T

Number 95

i did it just for u...but since my effort is not appreciated then fine!!!!

i'll go to that concert myself with another friend of mine......

i've made up my mind not to come back this weekend n it's all ur fault...

dun say u miss me while i'm at kl......

i couldn't be bothered anymore!!

Number 94

since i have so much time right now n while i'm waiting for my 2.45pm bus tmr to penang... i'm gonna posts up something i just found online



I WANT THIS IS MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =="

i wanna sleep on that huge bed while edward's looking out for me....just in case some crazy deranged tracker vampire decides to make me his meal.....=D

at the same time, i have my edward keeping me company always n reminding me to 'be safe'...hahahah............i want that wallpaper la............=)

okok...i admit...i might be turning 23 this year, but i still have the thinking of a pre-teen girl..... going all gaga over a fictional vampire....but he's drop-dead gorgeous leh...haha pun not intended =P

alrighty then...i won't be updating till after CNY d........so everyone, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!


ps: i wish the time would pass faster....i can't wait to go back

NUM 93

Disclaimer: The following is a post abt something that i love dearly but have been ignoring for the past 6 months or so.

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wanna know what it is???
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FORMULA 1!!!!!!! n SCHUMACHER!!!!!!!!


let's make the story short shall we???

this is MICHAEL SCHUMACHER!!!!!! for those of u who don't know who he is....u should go n bang ur head against the door la......

schumi used to drive for this team~~~~~ the SCUDERIA FERRARI aka the prancing stallion aka the name of my blog ==" !!!!!! he won 7 freakin' world championships ok.....n 5 of it was with ferrari.....O.o

schumi with the 'mastermind' Ross Brawn....brawn the 'mastermind' is the guy that made schumi the legend he is today. he worked with schumacher throughout his whole driving career till the day schumi decided to retire in 2006. schumi retired, he followed along also la.......

schumi then worked as an advisor/consultant to ferrari for 3 years......

n then brawn the 'mastermind' came back in 2009, saving the HONDA team n took over the management as the team principal of Brawn GP.....he changed the name of the team after himself leh.....super filthy rich to be able to buy a whole F1 team =="..........anyway, brawn the 'mastermind' managed to outdo himself and lead Jenson Button and the team to the Driver's Title n the Constructors' Championship.........n it was their debut season leh, how keng is that???

...after 3 years of hiatus, schumi CAME BACK!!!!!! i think he really cannot tahan n succumbed to the lure of F1 driving....all the adrenaline and excitement of driving an F1 car cannot be ignored. somehow i think schumi and brawn are inseparable....so he decided to join brawn the 'mastermind' at Mercedes GP for the 2010 season lo........

someone says 0000000000..............

the GOOD news is.........Schumacher's BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! miss u miss u miss u miss u!!!!!! =D

the BAD news is........he won't be wearing red leh...=( he's wearing white........such an unflattering colour for him. =( and a no.3 car for him this year.....

the problem now is...........i'm a Ferrari supporter n Schumi fan at the same time leh........how to split myself into two??? what happens when schumi is racing against massa???

anyhoooooo..........

here's massa with the new F10.....=) he's back after that horrible horrible accident at Hungary.

and WELCOME FERNANDO!!!!!! though i don't fancy u that much when u were driving for renault, i welcome u with an open mind and an open heart =="....make sure u drive properly ya...

It's now up to tactics and race strategies this season. no refuelling during race is difficult.....i bet there'll be cars running out of fuel halfway on the track.....

Bahrain Grand Prix next month.....!!!!

Num 92

how can i love n hate him at the same time???

Num 91

these are a few of my thoughts and questions that has been bothering me since the beginning of 2010....

another year had passed n i have 10 months exactly to figure out what i want in my life b4 the end of my third year....

What should i do after i am finished with my undergraduate studies??? be content with my humble degree cert...or proceed on to postgraduate studies??
at this point, i'm so tired of studying ==" n so tired of uni life....but by doing Masters i can actually secure a more stable and brighter future....

which leads to this question........
where should i do my postgraduate studies?? locally or outstation??
should i stay in msia after i'm finished with my Masters???

i know for a fact that with a degree cert from UTAR, there's no way that i'll get a job elsewhere other than in Msia. n i'm quite sure that even if i have a Masters from UTAR, i wont' be able to get a job in other countries...what to do?? UTAR so so nia ==".....not one of those top class private universities which offers twinning programmes and certs from other 'ang-moh' universities....so, unless i do my postgrad in canada or germany (which my mum wants me too, i dunno y =="), i'll be in msia for the rests of my life....but, i ain't got no $$$ to go so far leh....if i do, i wouldn't be studying here d la.....

mum always remind me of the fact that malaysian chinese will suffer tremendously in the future!!!! all the oppression and unequality will become worst in the future... better escape before it's too late she'll say............BUT hor, i love msia leh...penang in particular....how leh??? if only penang gets its own independence from msia and become an independent country by itself =D how wonderful is that???

and.....
is he the one???
we r like heaven n earth, totally opposites of one another and yet, we clicked with one another so well. it's amazing that i fell in love with him as when i was younger, i'd always imagine that my future bf/husband/soulmate would be a smart, intelligent, handsome, rich and so totally charming. he's different from what i imagined him to be...he's dorky n silly, really dumb n damn blur...well, at least he is charming in his own ways =.=".....we've been together for almost 3 years n i love every minute of it...somehow i think that if i follow my mum's advise n settle down elsewhere, he wouldn't follow me...he has his obligations to his parents as he's the only child....so if that's the case, should i be dragging this any further??? i wouldn't want to waste his time =( i know i'm selfish this way............

..............................................those r the long-term questions i need to figure out by november 2010....


as for my short-term question...........
SHOULD I GO BACK PENANG THIS WEEKEND?????
i want to...but i have stupid classes till 7pm on friday n the last bus is at 5pm.... also i'm having 2 lab reports to complete leh...FML la...

Num 90

hey there....i know i've been MIA...sorry =(

i've been MIA during my 3-months of sem break...my penang friends kept asking me for a gathering n yet i did nothing....coz i basically was too tired to do anything after work each day =.="...bleh! lazy me!!

n i lost contact with all my coursemates coz i did not have any internet connections...i went back Pg n my parents had already cancelled the internet line as we were abt to move....n when we had already moved, the TMNet idiots took such a long time just to set up everything for us....btw, i moved to Balik Pulau =.="

so this is the 1st week of my final year...it's FYP year n that my dear, equals to DEATH!!!!! =.=' okla...i know some of u might be complaining...

'y u so lucky wan. u dun have to do ur FYP project all throughout this sem...ur FYP starts in May, which is during the sem break. n it only lasts for abt 1 week nia. nt fair la.....' hehhe...i admit. i might not have to slave myself in the lab during the whole sem...but this means that i have less time to do my thesis n project in the final sem...die lo that time =.='

it's not that i chose to do so...i picked a project which involves me going to the forests n so, it involves me being there for 7-9 continuos days. thus, i can only do that during the sem break in May =.="

Week 1 was tiring........not tired of the classes. more like being tired waiting for the classes to start.....the weather here is so hot.....i swear to God, standing under the sun for 2 minutes will give u a minor sunburn =.="

uni social life reminds me of high school....in fact it's worst than high school. i won't say much..but let's just put it this way.....cliques happen...

haiya....i dun have anything to blog about liao laaaa... nothing interesting going on in my life...n so nothing to talk or brag about....

TATAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!1

p.s: next door hse so noisy....y renovate now!!!!!!!! ppl need to study u know....hahaha. as if la =.="

Num 89

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

sorry for the 3-month dissapearance....i know i haven't been updating as much as i should..i was enjoying my holidays..hehehe

anyways, i'm now living in balik pulau...which is this 'ulu' place at the 'forgotten' corner of penang island. *sigh*....such a boring n quite place, it almost remind me of kampar....no entertainment, no good food =(

3rd year of uni will start in 5 days...something that i'm not looking forward to at all...assignments, FYP, quizzes, stress and home-sickness....blehhhhhhh......

i've cut off 6 inches of my hair....n am looking more like a watermelon now...i've put on weight for the past 3 months...no regrets though =D

............ermm..........nothing else to write...


till then.....tata!!!