Thursday, July 30, 2009

Num 71

OMG!!!!!!

i've not been this happy in such a longgggggg time!!!!!

guess what??? guess what????

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!!!!

SCHUMI IS COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKK
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's schedule to replace massa since massa had a serious fractured skull and coma from last sunday's Hungarian Grand Prix.............i was devastated when i knew that massa got involved in that accident....but behind every bad news, there's an even better news!!!!! =D

i really can't stop smilling coz i'll get to c schumacher racing for a few races =D.........so much for the retirement huh......




but y do i feel like i'm abt to break down deep down inside at the same time????


Monday, July 27, 2009

Num 70

i predict a nervous breakdown coming soon........

a real bad one.........=_="

Friday, July 24, 2009

Num 69

dogs are indeed man's best friend.....

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/32101001?gt1=43001#storyContinued

hell, i'm even willing to lose my whole hand for chloe...... she's worth it!

dogs don't judge u, they stay by ur side no matter what .....chloe's the only one who's always happy to c me .....i miss her

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Num 68

argrhhhhhhhhh.....screw my blog la...........make life difficult nia.... a few things to ponder abt before i continue studying for my mid-term tmr....

i hate to choose......... sometimes some things are best being left unsaid.....n some things are best being left unheard...wat u don't know won't kill u......unless a murderer wants to kill u la.....then it would be best for u to know it 1st.... hahaha =D

haiz...mood swings n pms not good for mental health la ........c wat it has done to me?? i merepek teruk-teruk ...........let's c some rainbows



taken near queensbay as well....once upon a time ago

p.s. : y can't kimi my hamster work??

Num 67

somehow i don't feel comfortable letting ppl read my blog......coz i like to ramble and vent out my frustrations here.....so y am i getting judged on the things i wrote on my own blog?? i'm considering turning it private soon........

i like competitions between peers....i think it's healthy and it makes a person strive harder.....competition can be a positive thing.....yes, i might sometimes compare myself with others....coz if others can do it, then i should be able to do it as well..........no excuses for my poor performance
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coming from st.george's made me competitive....i'm sure some of u girls feel the same.....coz all the girls there were straight A students in UPSR and were specially selected to go there......in fact, georgians are all-rounded and competitive in a way....coz we r so used to winning and getting good grades......after all, we are the best girl school in penang!!!!....right?? remember all those perhimpunan on mondays?? where the headmistress would always give away those certs, prizes and trophies that had been won by the students in national or state 'peraduan' or 'pertandingan' or whatever MSSM or MSSP medals....n OMG who could ever forget our school band, they're awesome!!!!! i used to be so proud whenever someone win something.....almost every student i know has been up there at least once..myself included.......

yeah, i admit i can be jealous at times...especially when it comes to 'kelas terbersih'.......y do u think i was so obsessed in winning 'kelas terbersih' during my F6......it was the trophy and the merit points....i knew some of my classmates needed it....SGGS with strict rules always giving students demerit..ish ish...

the point is SGGS made me take my work and studies seriously.....that is y i'm so particular abt my work quality......i can't stand it when ppl do their work in a lazy manner....SGGS nurtures each student so that they can achieve their full potential....i bet that if i were to come from another school other than SGGS, i would be a different person from what i am today...n i'm happy with myself =)....my english would be a lot worse if it wasn't for SGGS....

the famous clock tower =D

anyway, georgians are awesome (note: myself EXCLUDED!!!!)..... half my peers are now not in malaysia, i.e they r studying elsewhere around the world....Singapore, Australia, US, UK, Rusia....n they r doing very well.....another 25% are in local unis while another 10% have graduated or going to graduate soon....yup, time flies huh.....this leaves the remaining 15% in the private unis around malaysia.....including myself in UTAR (no Choice!!)....older georgians are mostly professionals and a lot of them are Datins and Datos, doing tons of charity works....hello, Dato' Sri Sharizat is a georgian ok... so is Dato' faridah merican if i'm not mistaken...and a lot more in fact....i just dunno their names.........*sigh* i bet ya i'll never become a Datin or a Dato' especially since i'm in the science field...=P but nothing's imposible maaaaaaaaa............

to all my fellow georgian friends reading this, i miss u all dearly....i miss those good old days.....n if u ever doubt yourself even for a moment, just remember our school's slogan.....Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam!!!!!!!! be proud!!! =D


p.s.: i'm writing this to cheer myself up coz i'm in a total emo mood rite now......due to a certain group assignment that i'm not particularly happy abt....let's just say i'm not satisfied/trust the quality of the assignment (mostly grammar mistakes) as i wasn't able to proof-read it first before they submitted it....i 've asked him to let me do so n i waited till late for the soft copy...but alas, nothing!!! whatever la.......

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Num 66

i've just realized i'm in deep shit.........especially after my consultation with Dr. Han....my results were awful last sem n i didn't give a damn abt it till an hour ago......

but i really honestly don't know what went wrong during the finals last sem.....i think the whole thing came down to time management....my time management skills suck, but i didn't make any attempt to change it.......the killer part was the 3 papers in 3 continuos days......

another fact i can't get over is that the weaker students r now doing better while i'm getting worst....=_=" i have a few conclusions on y that's happening but i'm not gonna tell it here...their efforts paid off.....let's just say life is not always fair =(

no matter how hard i tried, it just doesn't seem to pay off.....eg. my test 1 results for molecular bio.....it was actually ok, but compared to how others did, mine was not good....

i'm not going to make any more excuses......n i'll just have to keep on trying harder.....

i'm gonna go cry my eyes off now....bye

Monday, July 20, 2009

Num 65

i'm back!!!! after a dissappearing act for a week....truth to be told, i have nothing to blog abt, i prefer reading one.......

reading other ppl's blog may sometimes make me jealous.........pretty girl with a handsome bf, pretty girl who dresses nicely, pretty girl who has everything in the world she wishes for....

but then again, i have a perfect man in my life.....n he's the only thing i can brag abt apart from my dog chloe.........yes, i know...i have no life.....so if u dun wanna continue reading abt how perfect my bf is then u better go.............

coz he is so perfect!!!!!

the more i think abt it, the more perfect he seem to be......ok, he may not be the most educated person in the world....but he's polite, kind, generous n FUNNY!!!!! n he respects me n love me for who i am......who else would love a fat girl like me??? sheng sheng la......^^

i overheard a few things abt my friend's bf who asked her to run an errand for him....i can't mention wat it is here.....but it's really stupid....to ask her to do such a thing would be memalukan.....he can just do it himself n it wouldn't be embarrasing for him at all....i can't imagine my man asking me to run such an errand....maybe it's a good thing having an older bf... coz he's sensible......but he can be really silly though =D

anywayzz.........i went to Bon Odori on saturday...n OMG....banyaknya orang.....i couldn't wait to get out of there....but as we were abt to leave, the fireworks came..........* in awe* WOW!!!!!!! it's probably the best i've seen so far.......out of the 3 fireworks we saw together in our 26+ months together.....

that was the best 10 minutes of my life....a perfect moment at that time...to have someone u love, holding u close, n just staring into the dark sky iluminated by the bright n colourful fireworks.....it's this 10 minutes that makes life with him worth it.....it's this 10 minutes that makes all the torturous waiting n anticipation to see him again worth it........



p.s: picture not taken by me..i stole it from dunno who.......^^" ......n for those of u who don't know, that circle thing there is actually a replica of the buah pinang near esplanade.........buah pinang = pulau pinang...yea, wat a way to waste the public's money.....FYI, it was built when BN was still ruling.....

p.p.s: just in case u r wondering, my bf is not an 40-year-old man.....he's still very young, just older than me

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Num 64

i dun want the weekends to finishhhhhhhh......

now i have to complete 3 reports and an assignment..*sigh*

i want the time to stop ticking at yesterday.........


ps: y is my next-door-hsemate singing MJ's song with her coursemates?? must be for some assignment..damnit...i want an assignment where i can sing oso.........ish

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Num 63

just came back from my class bbq/steamboat

DAMN FUN !!!!!

n DAMN FULL!!!!

going back to pg tmr..........

can't wait!!!!!!

*hophophophophophop* *skipskipskipskip*

OPTIMUS PRIME!!!! BUMBLEBEE!!!!! SHENG SHENG!!!!!!! here i come..........

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Num 62

if i were to wait any longer, i would die!!!!!!!

no, i'm not talking abt seeing my bf again..........

I'M TALKING ABT SEEING OPTIMUS PRIME ON THE CINEMA SCREEN!!!!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Num 61

the things he do
makes me love him even more
even when i'm angry
even when he's wrong
my guy is so soft at heart
n only i know how soft it it.....
it has been 20 long days
looking forward to friday.....

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Num 60-------READ THIS!!!!!

what has gone wrong with humans these days........

read this......http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/7/5/nation/4260041&sec=nation

it's heart-wrenching.....what did these ppl do to get this kind of treatment?? they r just humans like us, maybe they r disabled but they don't deserve this at all.....

FUCK THOSE STUPID PPL WHO DID THIS TO THEM!!!!!!!!

i've dun usually use the 'word'...but this is a special occasion....

may the ppl who did this to them rot in hell kao kao!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 3, 2009

Num 59

ish...i feel so stupid n immature right now.......



anyway, let's forget abt it n let me show u some rainbows.....=P



taken near queensbay........once upon a time ago

Num 58

NO RAINBOW N NO BUTTERFLIES HERE!!!!

ANGIE IS IN A BAD MOOD!!!!

GET AWAY AS FAR AS U CAN!!!!!!
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FML!!! FML!!!! FML!!!! FML!!!

WHAT A "GREAT" START TO MY DAY!!!!!

STUPID BUS SERVICES!!!!

I'M NEVER EVER GONNA ASK FOR HELP COZ NO ONE EVER OFFERS ANY HELP!!!

THIS IS NOT PMS SPEAKING K....IT'S STILL EARLY IN THE MONTH!!!!

MUM, I NEED MY CAR HERE!!!!!

=(

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Num 57

hahaha..two entries in one night...but i can't help posting this up....my mum is so cute......


Message from Chloe's mummy‏

From: Pat Lim (pat_ng@yahoo.com)
Sent: Tuesday, 30 Jun, 2009 2: 30 PM
To: taurus_ann@hotmail.com

Dear Tua Pui,
Chloe's mummy is waiting for the list of company
Regards
Chloe's Mummy


that's how my mum or should i say, chloe's mum emails me........oh ya, she calls me tua pui =_="

Num 56

so many things r happening to the ppl around me....so many different episodes of dramas surrounding me....n i dun actually know wat's really happening...nor do i intend to know what's really going on.....

coz once u drown in the situation, there's no way of telling when u'll resurface again.....

let's say la...A not talking to B, B not talking to C, C not talking to D, D not talking to E, ------continues to person Z, n Z not talking to A.....

it's very difficult u know, considering the fact that the class is smaller in size compared to other courses....so once u stop interacting with one another, it can get quite tense in some situations....

all these actually made me think....
have i ever offended anyone before without realizing it??
have i said anything that hurts others without intending to do so???

i honestly don't know....coz all these while, i remained low-key n quiet........but i do say some hurtful things in my blog whenever i'm angry.... whatever that i've said, i meant it at that time......but once my anger is over, all those things that i've said seemed so silly n stupid.....
eg. my last entry abt my assignments....sure, i was angry at the quality of work done by others....but after submission, it doesn't even matter anymore.....we passed up a good work....*i think*

so if i've done anything or said anything to the ppl out there that might have hurt ur feelings, i'm sorry..........

i'll try not to talk bad abt others here....i've learn from other ppl's mistakes......so from now onwards, i'll blog abt cute actors that makes my heart skip a beat (though they don't know me)....nice yummy food that i ate (though i've not eaten a nice nice meal in a while).....places i've been to (though i've not been anywhere else other than classes-room-classes-room....), how i miss everyone back in penang.....n lastly abt pretty rainbows n butterflies =_=" oh...oso i'll ramble n ramble n ramble.........useless ramblings!

I MWISSSSSSSSSS MY MUMMY!!!! DADDY!!!! NINI!!!!! CHLOE!!!!! N SHENG!!!!!! =(


side note: i think i've never actually hurt anyone before in my life...not that i know la....maybe someplace somewhere someone holds a grudge against me....someone who's waiting to 'balas dendam' n kill me in my sleep......take out all my organs n sew me back....n no one here will ever know if i'm dead, coz no one really cares actually........n i'll slowly rot in my room till my next door hsemates smell something funky....calls the police but cannot identify my body...coz some indonesian-construction guys had stolen my IC...n so they'll put me in the morgue.......

so in case u wondering where i am, find me in the morgue...........but then hor...u have to find out yourself which morgue i'm at...coz i'm dead n i can't tell u that........


THE END!!!!!
told ya i ramble