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there are days where i feel like i'm such a failure...today is one of those days T.T

nothing i do seems to be going well these days...as hard as i try, i still end up failing miserably...i dunno...

i should try harder i guess...after all i'm not a genius...i'm not as good in multi-tasking as i used to...old age is catching up on me =="

thank god i'm not having classes on tues n wed....i can't bear going to class n putting on a fake smile when all i wanna do is to be alone...i think everyone sees me as a happy-go-lucky girl...one who is never gloomy or sad...bleh!! i wish...

i so so want to make 'them' proud! so please..........