Num 118

once again, the feeling of being such a failure arises again tonight.

another good friend of mine is on to something great soon.

y am i so incompetent??

*sigh*

being in a typical chinese family, my mum would definitely compare me to these ppl if she knew.
and being me, i would be so dissapointed in myself for not making my parents proud.
it's hard to live up to their expectations. and my own expectations as well.

=(