Num 88

i'm sitting here in the room of Golden Sands Resort...damn fast internet connection la =D....my mum got complementary rooms...that's one of the perks having your parents working in the hotel industry =P

nothing much these days...just working and gaining weight ^^"

so i'm going for a swim in the pool now...and ignoring the fact that my exam results had already came out yesterday!!!!

i'm still in the holiday mood...n so, i haven't started doing any research for my FYP.....anyways, FYP officially starts next year. n i have the right to do my own things these three months....

i'm moving next month!!! balik pulau =( haiz.........

till then....tata...=)

Num 87

holidays have started n i'm lazing around as usual....ahhhhhhh...life is great again!!!

=D so this means that i won't be updating as often as i should...

firstly, it's coz the line here sucks so much...i don't have the patience to wait for a full page to load...it takes at least 5 mins per page ok...so, no thank u, i rather sit in front of the TV n watch E!

secondly, i'll be working again....after i come back from thailand of course... since i've started studying, i've not been on a proper holiday....n i miss thailand so so much...when i was in secondary school, it'll always be 2 thailand trips per year...ahhhh, the islands there are heaven i tell u....cannot be compared to those in malaysia at all...the islands in malaysia are too commercialized...the thai islands are so secluded and peaceful with crystal clear water...a perfect getaway =)....just simple chalets and a small cafe which operates till 8pm....KOH LIPE HERE I COME!!!!!!

ahh i can't wait to work again...getting paid lotsa of $$$ and given free clothes by just standing there....=D

anyway, like i said, i won't be updating often!!!! so tata.....au revoir...c ya around!!!

Num 86

finals is finished!!!!!!

i'm coming back to penang!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!


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on another note:

how do u expect me to react to that???

this is so wrong in so many ways......

u r such an idiot....

i'll just close one eye n pretend nothing happened....

*sigh*

Num 85

arghhhhhhhhhh...my head hurts like hell!!!!

n i think i've just flunked my 4 credit hrs paper.....i'm so disappointed in myself so much right now i just wanna choke someone to death...any takers??

1.5 hrs of sleep last nite and this is what i get???

i can only hope that a miracle can happen....

i really need to increase my cgpa back to the glory it once was...n that was in Year 1 =.="

damn u angie!!!! u need to focus harder!!!!

Num 84

just a few quick updates and current thoughts......i'm having my finals right now...

1. damn!!! i'm so way behind for my tues molecular bio paper......die die liao la =.="...n yet i'm still so relaxed right now.....knowing myself, i'll definitely start panicking tmr.....oh no!!!! i've already started to feel panic in me while writing this......HELP!!!!!!!!

2. how many more to go????

Pendidikan moral 12/9
Molecular biology 15/9
Cell and Tissue Culture Techniques 17/9
Genetics 19/9
Culture and Communication 23/9

3. i so can't wait for the 3 months holiday to start......good food, good friends, shopping, sleeping, working and getting paid for the work.....ahhhh...life is wonderful again!!! persevere angie persevere!!!!!! 10 more days to go!!!!

4. wei...FYP confirmation coming out liao anot????? i've been waiting for so long for the confirmation...did i get it??? did i not get it??? if i do get my 1st choice, then there goes my holidays....if not then =(

5. i miss out on chloe's first swim today T.T .....my parents took her to mukah head and chloe had fun there.....i wondered how she would look like swimming in the sea....plus, mum told me that chloe kept on chasing and barking after those monkeys...how cute!!!! and she was so friendly to the ang mohs there.....yeah for chloe!!!! show those mat saleh some friendly malaysian hospitalities....=D

6. on another note.....i'm so pissed off with my next door neighbour u have no idea....plz la, show some civic responsibilities....clean the toilet after u use la......there's always this weird smell after u use the toilet =.=".....and also, do u need to take 6 times bath per day......ohhhh, i know!!!! ur bf baths there too rite....dude, electricity bill was already so high before ur bf decided to move in for free....i dun want to pay extra just because ur bf is sleeping in ur room.....ask him to go back n sleep at his own hse la....if not, pay monthly rent for his own room for wat???? also, do u have to be so lansi....smile a bit la....talk with other hsemates a bit la.....don't just play with ur bf in the room and shout like u own the whole house...i'm next door okay??? plus, ur bf is not really that handsome....show off sumore la i dun care....mine is way better looking!!!! ONE MORE THING.....STOP BANGING THE DOOR EVERYTIME U CLOSE IT!!!! FREAKING ANNOYING!!! no wonder ur roomate decided to move out at last.....i bet u're happy rite? coz now u get to invite ur bf n have sleepovers....

i'm so mean rite??? yea, i'm mean like that.....cross my boundaries and i won't hesitate to talk bad abt u here.....but then again she doesn't read this, so it doesn't matter la.....

7. i'm moving to the ulu balik pulau soon.........T.T mum i dun wanna move plz.........i rather stay in a small apartment then move into a bigger house far far away from civilization (aka queensbay)....dahlah i spent most of my time here at ulu Kampar, now i have to move to ulu Balik Pulau.....huhuhuhu T.T.......if i stay at balik pulau then it'll be so difficult to go out at night.....and i dun want him to fetch me back to a place so far away late at night.....ahhh.....i need my late nite supper and midnight movies at the cinema...

8. out of boredom and stress, i spent rm90 on online shopping yesterday....yea silly me spend money on clothes without trying it on.....let's c if i'll regret on my choices in another 3 days....=.="

okay that's it for now....gotta get back to MB.....i won't be updating often...bye

Num 83

since kok quin's posting something just coz it's 09 09 of 09...i'm gonna post something up as well..... yea...i'm a copycat!!!! =.="

though i shouldn't coz i'm running out of time and haven't finish studying for my finals next week....=.="

n yet i'm feeling so relaxed these few days..taking my own sweet time...lalalalalala-ing the whole day.....n not to mention sleeping for abt 10 hours per day....i feel like i've take a whole bottle of sleeping pills which makes me drowsy the whole week......

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! TOLONG AH!!!!! i need more time T.T huhuhuhu!!!!

anywayz....bf sms-ed me at 0909 in the morning today just before he went for his badminton...so sweet rite?? the timing exactly sumore.....=)

so everyone!!!!

HAPPY 090909!!!!!!

Num 82

there's no goodbye

true indeed.............

counting the moments till i c u again =)

now, it's crunch time!!! STUDY!!! i hope.....

Num 81

i spent the whole nite thinking of what could've been....

n i was actually halfway writing more hurtful things in a newer post...........till one of my groupmates sms-ed to apologise to me..........

then i deleted everything off.........=.=" coz i feel so bad..........

coming to think abt it, y should she apologise to me.........she hasn't done anything wrong...she wasn't the leader.......in fact, i think she did more than her own part....

i wanted so badly to help out but......*sigh*

what has been done has been done.........it's the past n there's no use getting angry abt it anymore........i hope i'll wake up tmr feeling much better...so much for wanting to concentrate on my studies tonight huh....

revision for tonight--FAILED!!!!

it's just that i feel as if i dun have control on my life anymore......coursework marks for almost every subject this sem sucks......i strive so hard but it's not paying off.....n when it's not paying off, i feel demotivated......n lazy!!!

God, plz bless me n hope i stay strong for the coming finals....

Num 80

i'm gonna cry...i swear i'm gonna cry.....................

my group assignment marks for CC was so horrible i'm gonna cry......T.T....n to know that it could have been done better makes me wanna cry more.......if the assignment marks was better i could have gotten such a better coursework marks.......

55/100.........what the hell rite??? abt half??? while other groups gotten as high as 92.5/100!!!! i've always done well in assignments n to know that i have no control over this one kills me.....elective subjects are always easy to score, but i guess it's not happening in this case.....

that is why i HATE group assignments...no offense to my fellow coursemates reading this =.="..... but when it comes to group reports, ppl tend to put in less effort...i've seen it lots of times before.....they do their part n submit everything to the group leader....n when u have a not-so-responsible leader, u just know that the whole assignment is going to flop.......

i actually knew that the assignment wasn't gonna be the best when they submitted it.....i didn't have a chance to look at the final work n when i kept asking the leader to let me have a look at it and edit the grammar, sentences and etc, he failed to pass it to me....i waited many days....till late at night the day before submission btw.....but alas, i went to bed frustrated as i recieved NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was actually so frustrated at that time, i wanted to blog abt it.... but i didn't coz what has been done has been done..................BUT AT THIS SHITTY MOMENT, I'M SO PISSED OFF N FRUSTRATED U HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!

i'm a control freak....n when there's something that i can't control, i'll be very frustrated n very annoyed coz i basically trust no one but myself.....n to know that i could have helped to make the assignment better but didn't have a chance to do so kills me so much i want to stab myself to death right now......it's one of those things where u know u can make it so much better but was not given an oppurtunity to do so!!!!! as a result i got this stupid shitty marks for my CC assignment while pulls down my whole coursework marks.............which means it's harder to get A for a usually-easy-to-score-elective subject..........

FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Num 79

lab reports -------no more
quizzes, mid-terms-----------bye bye
assignments----- tata
finals---------HELLO!!!!!!!! =.="

i feel so free right now =) weeeeeeeee..........i'm going to have fun n eat lotz n lotz of yummy food this weekend...who cares abt growing fat.....=P

but at the same time, i'm totally worried abt my FYP...still no reply from Dr.Han....some of my coursemates have gotten their 1st choice tittles d....i'm so afraid that if i dun get my 1st choice, i'll end up getting the 5th or 6th one..n i wouldn't want that...=(

life is really unfair sometimes........i have a friend, Z, who works his/her ass off...Z is so damn hardworking, smart, etc n yet Z couldn't get the title Z really really wanted....plus Z's really independent.......n by independent i mean Z does his/her own work without depending on others....no copying, no relying on others ppl's work n stuff..........yet the lecturer ended up choosing someone else n Z is totally bummed out....i know i would also feel the same if i was in Z's shoes....

anyway, it's the lecturer's loss...coz she's abt to have a major headache next year.....

Num 78

boring boring days....n nites =.="

y do u have to get urself sick??? n i don't mean me...i mean him...

i know laaaaaaaa...u want to accompany me so that we can both be sick at the same time =P

it kills me to know that u r sick n i can't do anything abt it =(

plz wake up n tell me that u r feeling better now....=(

i miss u so much n i'm so bored, i'm watching WWE....wtf right?

Num 77

i'm back......a week without internet can be torturous......

pardon my extremely emo posts last week...i was really really dissapointed with myself at that moment....the good news is that i'm over it now =D..........

yea!!!!! NO MORE LAB REPORTS FOR THIS SEM!!!!!
BOOOOOOOOOO....FINALS COMING SOON......=(

on another note, do u think i'm having H1N1 if i'm having cough n sore throat???? i doubt that i'm having it....though i've been to many public places last weekend.....i've not visited the clinic so far...coz i'm not used to going to clinics as the last time i fell sick was when i was in F6....n even then, i did not go to the clinic...hahhaa...=.="

there u go...i've updated.....

Num 76

i'm at the lowest point of my whole existence right now

feel like such a failure...total failure!!!

where r the fruits of my labour???

even with so much fertilizer, i can't bear any fruits

let's just hope tomorrow's a better day.........

coz i can't stand this feeling

the feeling of being such a loser

it's killing me slowly.....

good nite!!! =)

NUM 75

FML TOTALLY FML TO THE MAX!!!!!! FML TILL KAO KAO!!!!

to those ppl that say good things come to those that work hard...........i say BULLSHIT la!!!!!!!!!

yea...good things do come to SOME ppl who work hard........

except for one particular person........who slave off her big-fat ass n study till late at nite n wake up early to continue....do tons n tons of practise questions.....n was so confident she could do it!!!!!! but alas, she ended up feeling like she just fell into a deep stinking monsoon drain.......

FML la...................how can a person be so sure she can do it n when she does it, it all comes falling down.......yup, that's me!!!!!! the big-fat ass girl...good for nothing n just wasting the Earth's oxygen....=.="

anyway...another shitty news comes on the same day...FYP titles coming out tmr.....n i dun even know what i'm gonna do......but even if i do know, i'll obviously be the last person on earth that the lecturers will choose..............

want know y???

COZ I'M BASICALLY INVISIBLE, THAT'S WHY!

THANKS TO MY LOUSY NAME....WHICH NO LECTURER CAN EVER REMEMBER!!! WHO THE HELL CAN REMEMBER SUCH A COMPLICATED NAME LIKE

NG YUET HUI!!!!!

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YEA....lecturers tend to forget my name often.........coz most ppl can't even pronounce it in a proper way...heck, even i have difficulties saying that name.........next time if i have a kid, i swear on my fat-ass that i'm gonna give him/her such a unique name that ppl will remember it..........names like Hercules, or Athena, or Doraemon!!! maybe Pikachu!!! WTF!!!!

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ok la...normal christian names will do la.......just make sure the name is in the birth cert...

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n u wanna know wat else?? i'm not the smartest or the prettiest or the most stand-out person in class....nor do i have tons of questions to ask the lecturers during class.....n i dunno how to talk n impress the lecturers coz my range of words are limited WTF!!! ...........i dun even know how to bodek....bodek skills very important k.......

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so how the hell am i gonna get to do the FYP that i want????? everyone wants tissue culture, so do i....no one wants those molecular based FYP. hell, i dun want it either....i can't do molecular based subjects....i suck at it big time!!!!...everyone's gonna go after the same few lecturers... so, the lecturers will have the option to choose who they want.......n rest assure, i'll be the last person they would ever pick!!!

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before u go ahead n think that i'm not appreciating my life n bla bla should be grateful n bla bla should work harder bla bla bla bla think positive............words are easier said than done....ur life may be perfect now....but mine isn't!!!!

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IT SUCKS!!!!!

even schumacher can't make me smile right now!!!!

Num 74

just a few updates on my oh-so-boring-life..........

sleeping is addictive....the more u sleep, the sleepier u'll get.....

online shopping is damn fun......u can take the mall away from the girl, but u'll never take the girl out of shopping....even if it's a virtual mall....=D

it has been 23 long days since i've seen him n chloe....n 1 month since i've seen my parents

no more assignments n presentations, but here comes the quizzez, lab tests, exams.....n coming soon---FINALS!!! all at once....i can't breathe...HELP!!! drowning here....we basically have a quiz/lab test/test every 3 days now....*sigh*
example: last wed, molecular bio quiz. then on saturday, genetics test. tmr (monday), tissue culture lab tests. coming thursday, mol bio test. walau!!!

FB is now officially boring.......

Num 73

when u first meet a person, first impression counts.......i admit i do often judge a person by the very first impression....

but once u get to know the person, the true colours come out......n i mean cooooooooooooooooooooooooomeeeeeeeesssssssssssss OUT......

BAM!!!!!


right in front of ur face.......

it irritates me when i think abt these ppl......but then again others might think the same abt me....i might not know rite?

haiya...watever la.....waste my energy getting all irritated abt it....
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on another note, i miss home!!!! i miss him!!!! it has been 19 long days...........



p.s : for the past few days i've been eating one meal per day only.....too much work to do, no time to eat..... well, at least i can lose some weight from all these never-ending workload......*sigh* i want Curry mee!!!!

Num 72

how'z my new blog layout????

cute hor cute hor cute hor.........=P

sorry for not updating as often as i should...i'm have nothing to ramble about.....

TTFN =.=

Num 71

OMG!!!!!!

i've not been this happy in such a longgggggg time!!!!!

guess what??? guess what????

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!!!!

SCHUMI IS COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKK
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's schedule to replace massa since massa had a serious fractured skull and coma from last sunday's Hungarian Grand Prix.............i was devastated when i knew that massa got involved in that accident....but behind every bad news, there's an even better news!!!!! =D

i really can't stop smilling coz i'll get to c schumacher racing for a few races =D.........so much for the retirement huh......




but y do i feel like i'm abt to break down deep down inside at the same time????

Num 70

i predict a nervous breakdown coming soon........

a real bad one.........=_="

Num 69

dogs are indeed man's best friend.....

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/32101001?gt1=43001#storyContinued

hell, i'm even willing to lose my whole hand for chloe...... she's worth it!

dogs don't judge u, they stay by ur side no matter what .....chloe's the only one who's always happy to c me .....i miss her

Num 68

argrhhhhhhhhh.....screw my blog la...........make life difficult nia.... a few things to ponder abt before i continue studying for my mid-term tmr....

i hate to choose......... sometimes some things are best being left unsaid.....n some things are best being left unheard...wat u don't know won't kill u......unless a murderer wants to kill u la.....then it would be best for u to know it 1st.... hahaha =D

haiz...mood swings n pms not good for mental health la ........c wat it has done to me?? i merepek teruk-teruk ...........let's c some rainbows

taken near queensbay as well....once upon a time ago

p.s. : y can't kimi my hamster work??

Num 67

somehow i don't feel comfortable letting ppl read my blog......coz i like to ramble and vent out my frustrations here.....so y am i getting judged on the things i wrote on my own blog?? i'm considering turning it private soon........

i like competitions between peers....i think it's healthy and it makes a person strive harder.....competition can be a positive thing.....yes, i might sometimes compare myself with others....coz if others can do it, then i should be able to do it as well..........no excuses for my poor performance

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coming from st.george's made me competitive....i'm sure some of u girls feel the same.....coz all the girls there were straight A students in UPSR and were specially selected to go there......in fact, georgians are all-rounded and competitive in a way....coz we r so used to winning and getting good grades......after all, we are the best girl school in penang!!!!....right?? remember all those perhimpunan on mondays?? where the headmistress would always give away those certs, prizes and trophies that had been won by the students in national or state 'peraduan' or 'pertandingan' or whatever MSSM or MSSP medals....n OMG who could ever forget our school band, they're awesome!!!!! i used to be so proud whenever someone win something.....almost every student i know has been up there at least once..myself included.......

yeah, i admit i can be jealous at times...especially when it comes to 'kelas terbersih'.......y do u think i was so obsessed in winning 'kelas terbersih' during my F6......it was the trophy and the merit points....i knew some of my classmates needed it....SGGS with strict rules always giving students demerit..ish ish...

the point is SGGS made me take my work and studies seriously.....that is y i'm so particular abt my work quality......i can't stand it when ppl do their work in a lazy manner....SGGS nurtures each student so that they can achieve their full potential....i bet that if i were to come from another school other than SGGS, i would be a different person from what i am today...n i'm happy with myself =)....my english would be a lot worse if it wasn't for SGGS....

the famous clock tower =D

anyway, georgians are awesome (note: myself EXCLUDED!!!!)..... half my peers are now not in malaysia, i.e they r studying elsewhere around the world....Singapore, Australia, US, UK, Rusia....n they r doing very well.....another 25% are in local unis while another 10% have graduated or going to graduate soon....yup, time flies huh.....this leaves the remaining 15% in the private unis around malaysia.....including myself in UTAR (no Choice!!)....older georgians are mostly professionals and a lot of them are Datins and Datos, doing tons of charity works....hello, Dato' Sri Sharizat is a georgian ok... so is Dato' faridah merican if i'm not mistaken...and a lot more in fact....i just dunno their names.........*sigh* i bet ya i'll never become a Datin or a Dato' especially since i'm in the science field...=P but nothing's imposible maaaaaaaaa............

to all my fellow georgian friends reading this, i miss u all dearly....i miss those good old days.....n if u ever doubt yourself even for a moment, just remember our school's slogan.....Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam!!!!!!!! be proud!!! =D

p.s.: i'm writing this to cheer myself up coz i'm in a total emo mood rite now......due to a certain group assignment that i'm not particularly happy abt....let's just say i'm not satisfied/trust the quality of the assignment (mostly grammar mistakes) as i wasn't able to proof-read it first before they submitted it....i 've asked him to let me do so n i waited till late for the soft copy...but alas, nothing!!! whatever la.......

Num 66

i've just realized i'm in deep shit.........especially after my consultation with Dr. Han....my results were awful last sem n i didn't give a damn abt it till an hour ago......

but i really honestly don't know what went wrong during the finals last sem.....i think the whole thing came down to time management....my time management skills suck, but i didn't make any attempt to change it.......the killer part was the 3 papers in 3 continuos days......

another fact i can't get over is that the weaker students r now doing better while i'm getting worst....=_=" i have a few conclusions on y that's happening but i'm not gonna tell it here...their efforts paid off.....let's just say life is not always fair =(

no matter how hard i tried, it just doesn't seem to pay off.....eg. my test 1 results for molecular bio.....it was actually ok, but compared to how others did, mine was not good....

i'm not going to make any more excuses......n i'll just have to keep on trying harder.....

i'm gonna go cry my eyes off now....bye

Num 65

i'm back!!!! after a dissappearing act for a week....truth to be told, i have nothing to blog abt, i prefer reading one.......

reading other ppl's blog may sometimes make me jealous.........pretty girl with a handsome bf, pretty girl who dresses nicely, pretty girl who has everything in the world she wishes for....

but then again, i have a perfect man in my life.....n he's the only thing i can brag abt apart from my dog chloe.........yes, i know...i have no life.....so if u dun wanna continue reading abt how perfect my bf is then u better go.............

coz he is so perfect!!!!!

the more i think abt it, the more perfect he seem to be......ok, he may not be the most educated person in the world....but he's polite, kind, generous n FUNNY!!!!! n he respects me n love me for who i am......who else would love a fat girl like me??? sheng sheng la......^^

i overheard a few things abt my friend's bf who asked her to run an errand for him....i can't mention wat it is here.....but it's really stupid....to ask her to do such a thing would be memalukan.....he can just do it himself n it wouldn't be embarrasing for him at all....i can't imagine my man asking me to run such an errand....maybe it's a good thing having an older bf... coz he's sensible......but he can be really silly though =D

anywayzz.........i went to Bon Odori on saturday...n OMG....banyaknya orang.....i couldn't wait to get out of there....but as we were abt to leave, the fireworks came..........* in awe* WOW!!!!!!! it's probably the best i've seen so far.......out of the 3 fireworks we saw together in our 26+ months together.....

that was the best 10 minutes of my life....a perfect moment at that time...to have someone u love, holding u close, n just staring into the dark sky iluminated by the bright n colourful fireworks.....it's this 10 minutes that makes life with him worth it.....it's this 10 minutes that makes all the torturous waiting n anticipation to see him again worth it........

p.s: picture not taken by me..i stole it from dunno who.......^^" ......n for those of u who don't know, that circle thing there is actually a replica of the buah pinang near esplanade.........buah pinang = pulau pinang...yea, wat a way to waste the public's money.....FYI, it was built when BN was still ruling.....

p.p.s: just in case u r wondering, my bf is not an 40-year-old man.....he's still very young, just older than me

Num 64

i dun want the weekends to finishhhhhhhh......

now i have to complete 3 reports and an assignment..*sigh*

i want the time to stop ticking at yesterday.........


ps: y is my next-door-hsemate singing MJ's song with her coursemates?? must be for some assignment..damnit...i want an assignment where i can sing oso.........ish

Num 63

just came back from my class bbq/steamboat

DAMN FUN !!!!!

n DAMN FULL!!!!

going back to pg tmr..........

can't wait!!!!!!

*hophophophophophop* *skipskipskipskip*

OPTIMUS PRIME!!!! BUMBLEBEE!!!!! SHENG SHENG!!!!!!! here i come..........

Num 62

if i were to wait any longer, i would die!!!!!!!

no, i'm not talking abt seeing my bf again..........

I'M TALKING ABT SEEING OPTIMUS PRIME ON THE CINEMA SCREEN!!!!!

Num 61

the things he do

makes me love him even more

even when i'm angry

even when he's wrong

my guy is so soft at heart

n only i know how soft it it.....

it has been 20 long days

looking forward to friday.....

Num 60-------READ THIS!!!!!

what has gone wrong with humans these days........

read this......http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/7/5/nation/4260041&sec=nation

it's heart-wrenching.....what did these ppl do to get this kind of treatment?? they r just humans like us, maybe they r disabled but they don't deserve this at all.....

FUCK THOSE STUPID PPL WHO DID THIS TO THEM!!!!!!!!

i've dun usually use the 'word'...but this is a special occasion....

may the ppl who did this to them rot in hell kao kao!!!!!!!!

Num 59

ish...i feel so stupid n immature right now.......



anyway, let's forget abt it n let me show u some rainbows.....=P



taken near queensbay........once upon a time ago

Num 58

NO RAINBOW N NO BUTTERFLIES HERE!!!!

ANGIE IS IN A BAD MOOD!!!!

GET AWAY AS FAR AS U CAN!!!!!!
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FML!!! FML!!!! FML!!!! FML!!!

WHAT A "GREAT" START TO MY DAY!!!!!

STUPID BUS SERVICES!!!!

I'M NEVER EVER GONNA ASK FOR HELP COZ NO ONE EVER OFFERS ANY HELP!!!

THIS IS NOT PMS SPEAKING K....IT'S STILL EARLY IN THE MONTH!!!!

MUM, I NEED MY CAR HERE!!!!!

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Num 57

hahaha..two entries in one night...but i can't help posting this up....my mum is so cute......


Message from Chloe's mummy‏

From: Pat Lim (pat_ng@yahoo.com)
Sent: Tuesday, 30 Jun, 2009 2: 30 PM
To: taurus_ann@hotmail.com

Dear Tua Pui,
Chloe's mummy is waiting for the list of company
Regards
Chloe's Mummy


that's how my mum or should i say, chloe's mum emails me........oh ya, she calls me tua pui =_="

Num 56

so many things r happening to the ppl around me....so many different episodes of dramas surrounding me....n i dun actually know wat's really happening...nor do i intend to know what's really going on.....

coz once u drown in the situation, there's no way of telling when u'll resurface again.....

let's say la...A not talking to B, B not talking to C, C not talking to D, D not talking to E, ------continues to person Z, n Z not talking to A.....

it's very difficult u know, considering the fact that the class is smaller in size compared to other courses....so once u stop interacting with one another, it can get quite tense in some situations....

all these actually made me think....
have i ever offended anyone before without realizing it??
have i said anything that hurts others without intending to do so???

i honestly don't know....coz all these while, i remained low-key n quiet........but i do say some hurtful things in my blog whenever i'm angry.... whatever that i've said, i meant it at that time......but once my anger is over, all those things that i've said seemed so silly n stupid.....
eg. my last entry abt my assignments....sure, i was angry at the quality of work done by others....but after submission, it doesn't even matter anymore.....we passed up a good work....*i think*

so if i've done anything or said anything to the ppl out there that might have hurt ur feelings, i'm sorry..........

i'll try not to talk bad abt others here....i've learn from other ppl's mistakes......so from now onwards, i'll blog abt cute actors that makes my heart skip a beat (though they don't know me)....nice yummy food that i ate (though i've not eaten a nice nice meal in a while).....places i've been to (though i've not been anywhere else other than classes-room-classes-room....), how i miss everyone back in penang.....n lastly abt pretty rainbows n butterflies =_=" oh...oso i'll ramble n ramble n ramble.........useless ramblings!

I MWISSSSSSSSSS MY MUMMY!!!! DADDY!!!! NINI!!!!! CHLOE!!!!! N SHENG!!!!!! =(


side note: i think i've never actually hurt anyone before in my life...not that i know la....maybe someplace somewhere someone holds a grudge against me....someone who's waiting to 'balas dendam' n kill me in my sleep......take out all my organs n sew me back....n no one here will ever know if i'm dead, coz no one really cares actually........n i'll slowly rot in my room till my next door hsemates smell something funky....calls the police but cannot identify my body...coz some indonesian-construction guys had stolen my IC...n so they'll put me in the morgue.......

so in case u wondering where i am, find me in the morgue...........but then hor...u have to find out yourself which morgue i'm at...coz i'm dead n i can't tell u that........

THE END!!!!!

told ya i ramble

Num 55

WTF!!!! FML!!!! WTH!!!

PPL ALWAYS TAKE ME FOR GRANTED...PASS ME EVERYTHING TO EDIT, I'M FINE WITH IT......BUT TO PASS UNCOMPLETE WORK FOR ME IS LIKE TELLING ME TO DO ALL........SO

I MIGHT AS WELL BE DOING THE WHOLE THING BY MYSELF...N PUT MY NAME ON IT!!!!


ps: this is temporary madness only...i'll be OK after this........SORRY!

Num 54 - The Ed Westwick post

hey, i'm back!!!!!


plz go away if u can't bear to read abt my infatuation n adoration for Ed Westwick aka Chuck Bass......... i warned u d ha......=_="

i have no idea y i'm always attracted to british guys....y oh y oh y??? their accent? their manners? oh maybe it's coz british guys have better genes??? =)

u c...there's my 1st love lee ryan, then there's rob pattz, n now ed westwick......n they r all bad boys.....

just so u know, i'm not so into Rob Pattinson anymore...... maybe it's coz Ed is so much better n way hotter....ooooh, the way he talks makes my heart skip a beat...n his half-smile-half-smirk makes my heart melt like a butter........ aahhhhhhhhhhh......the way he say 'i love you' to blair in the last episode makes me go aaaaaaaaawwwwwwww

*angie melting.........*


i'm crazy rite?? but i have my reasons k.........



i mean, how can i say 'no' to this face???? aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...........

n he dresses so well..........so dashing......*drools*

plus, he has my teeth.....look look...the-bunny-teeth-with-a-gap-in-the-middle.....teehee!!! =D

once again, how can i say 'no' to this face????

ps: i dreamt abt him 2 days in a row....i'm no lying k....=_="

Num 53

believe it or not....i just did what i deemed to be the most ''stupidest' thing i've done so far.....

I CALLED A TUTOR 'STUPID' IN FRONT OF HIS FACE!!!!!

BUT then again, i did not regret it at all.....he was really stupid...n really annoying. that guy is like the rudest tutor i've met in my whole entire existence!!!!!!!!! so he deserved it.....

but i've gotta admit, i was scared as hell when that word slipped out of my mouth.....

what happened was something like this :

- he came late to class.....
- 2 groups were presenting their tutorial homework in class as usual...n he was busy texting behind.........STUPIAK!!
- after abt 15 mins, he locked the door.....who the hell does that? STUPIAK!!!!
- after presentation, he kinda commented on the fact that the presentors weren't wearing any formal attire....hello???????? u didn't mention anything abt that coz this was after all just a normal presentation on our homework...not an assignment presentation....STUPIAK!!!!
- then he commented that after 15 mins of class, he's gonna close the door....coz he won't allow the late students to come in........DOUBLE STANDARD GUY!!!!! STUPIAK STUPIAK STUPIAK!!!! he himself was late ok....

so, my anger was like building up since the beginning of class...n upon hearing that i pun mumbled the word 'stupid'.........or at least i thought i mumbled it, coz the word came out from my mouth loud n clear......the class was quiet, so everyone obviously heard it =_=" hehe.......n he said

" WHO SAY STUPID? "

as nervous as i was, i suprisingly managed to reply him coolly n casually...........

" Oh.....i dropped my eraser on the floor."

hahahahaaaaaaaaaahahahaaa........he didn't reply anything after that.....maybe he believed me, or maybe he knew i was referring to him n he didn't dare to go AGAINST me....muahahahahaha...

or maybe deep down inside, he's gonna target me for the rest of the semester....die la if like that....

after class, my classmates began asking me abt my sudden outburst.....some really believed it was abt my eraser but others knew that i was 'stupiaking' that stupid guy coz they saw my eraser.... hahahaha....

well, at least i got lots of compliments from my actions.....my classmates were glad someone dared to do speak up to that guy....i did wat everyone else wanted to do, but did not dare to do it.....the whole situation was kinda........LIBERATING!!!!!!

n for once i did something really wrong without feeling guilty abt it......ohhhhhhh, how i've changed...i'm becoming more erm.....honest????

hahahaha......well, i guess i'll have to find out soon if he holds a grudge against me....

Num 52

tata sheng sheng....c u in 6 days....6 long dreadful days for me...........

i'll always miss u......even if it's just for a day.....

Num 51

if only i could wipe off the smug on that guy's face...........urghhhhhhh.....f**king annoying...he probably thinks that he's the king of the world...since no one else can possibly beat him....

but then again, he deserves to have that huge smug on his face....coz he is the best n he deserves it...

Num 50

i'm in such a dillema right now..........

for once, i dun feel like going back to penang this weekend....due to some reasons la..teehee

n for once, my parents....of all days, chose to go to thailand this weekend....*sigh*

n they want me back to babysit chloe...fyi, chloe's my dog...*sigh*

but i dun wanna babysit this weekend n i dun wanna go back....*sigh*

but at the same time, they deserve some vacation away....

as a good daughter, should i stay here for my own benefit or should i give my parents a well-deserved holidays by going back???

i guess the answer is obvious....n yet deep down inside, i really dun wanna go back.....i've been looking forward to this friday for such a long time...n it's gonna be such a bummer that i have to cancel everything...........*SIGH*

wat should i do laaaaaaaaaa???

Num 49

i'm gonna start numbering my posts coz i'm horrible at giving title to my posts.........

1st week has gone by slowly....classes r okay...at least for now

currently, in week 2......i'm still free....thus, i'm here writting crap

the weather sangat teruklah............it's like living in a sauna everyday.....

that's all for now.........

i just felt like writing something...

p.s : can't wait till it's friday!!!

serious problem...

i'm crazy n i have a serious addiction problem going on......THE TWILIGHT SAGA...

i hereby quote..... 'it's like my own personal brand of heroin'........that's how i felt towards the books, movies n characters....i'm like seriously hooked on everything involving the twilight saga....

my obsessions started during my finals last sem....i was so tired from studying, i decided to kacau my sis downstairs.....n it so happens that she was watching twilight on pps......at that time, the movie had already been out for almost a year........i wasn't really interested in it n i couldn't understand y everyone was crazy over it...those crazy girls shown on E! shouting n screaming over robert pattinson...bimbos i thought.....=P

yea, sure robpattz-cedric diggory was cute on harry potter but then i preferred oliver wood on harry potter......no big deal, twilight was probably another superficial love story...y bother..... BOY, WAS I WRONG..............i sat there watching half of the movie with my sis n when it was finished, i repeated the whole movie again.......

i was then i knew...........i'm ADDICTED!!!! DASH UNDERSCORE DASH SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT!!!

so once my sem break started, i began reading the books one by one by one......i've just finished the last book two hours ago.......

DAMN, EDWARD's HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm actually atracted to the character of Edward Cullen more than i'm atrracted to robpattz.......now, i'm one of those bimbo girls who has fallen head-over-heels for EDWARD CULLEN aka ROBPATTZ.........arghhhhhhhh, how i wished i was bella..... ....oh, edward, can u please turn me into one????

*sigh......begins dreaming n drooling*

i seriously can't wait for the new installment of new moon in november.............wtv (wat the vampire)!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have to wait another 6 months???? i hyperventilate just by watching the trailer......crazy right????

n now i'm officially bored as i dun have anything else to read....no more 4-in-the-morning-reading-twilight-newmoon-eclipse-breakingdawn anymore............life is boring now......so i guess i'll probably have to spend my time searching about things related to twilight then......

if i were to have a daughter in the future, i'll call her isabella....or if i have a son, i'll call him edward.... *starts dreaming again*

in many ways, sheng is exactly like edward....minus the fact that he's a vampire of course, n obviously he's not as smart as edward (but that's coz edward has all the time in the world to submerged himself in knowledge)....n also minus the fact that he's english name is not edward ..............but other than that, my own vampire is just as gentle, kind n HOT as edward cullen .........okok, maybe he don't have the abs like robpattz, but my own vampire is still damn fit n damn fine.........n i wouldn't trade him with anything else in the world!!!!

told ya i'm crazy...blame the stupid weather for making me crazeeeeee......

Back Again!!

so i'm back at kampar again for another sem..........n i'm still in the lazy mood....3 weeks is NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!

1415 is getting quieter each sem...last sem, xiao pig n pennie moved out.....this sem, siew ling n arlene are away for their internship...so the house is now 'invaded' by unknown juniors....this means that there'll be less hokkien-conversations n more mandarin-conversations for me.....n this means that i'll be lonelier than ever.....*sigh*

once again, it was hard to say goodbye to sheng sheng....i've grown so attached to him, it's like parting away with half of my soul.....one thing i regret is that i'll be missing his birthday tmr =(

also, i'll miss two of my sisters....chloe, the michevious lil' dog-sis of mine.....she's so cute, i can stare at her the whole day.....n of course, nini, who is now at setapak.....as annoying as she may be...she's my best friend........i think i've already rambled abt her in an earlier post last month....n i don't intend to start the whole emo-episode again.......so this sem, instead of going back pg often, i'll be going down to kl.........

anyway, new sem....new resolution.....i will study so hard, my brain will expand till my head size doubles.....less going back to penang.....no last minute revision, though it's inevitable in the end......=P

pardon my poor english........it's getting worst......*sigh*

Forgive my short posts......i'm too lazy..........it's the holidays!!! n i'm too lazy to bother abt anything...i just laze around.....

READING TWILIGHT SAGA BOOKS!!!!!! TEEHEEEEEEEEEE........it has been a while since i read anything other than my revision books...very relaxing =)

PS: EDWARD CULLEN..PLZ CHOOSE ME INSTEAD OF BELLE....SUCK MY BLOOD N MAKE A VAMPIRE!!! =_="

NO.2

HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY SHENG SHENG!!!!!!

MMMUAKKS!!!!

=_="

i can't decide on whether i should laugh or cry

shoot me plz

i'm really gonna be in serious sh*t la....................

wat's wrong with me?????

y can't every paper be like HR paper...

well, at least tmr's the last paper.....

n then i'm going back.....

home sweet home!!!!!

but soon i have to face the results!!!!

A Series of Unfortunate Events

i'm sooooooooooo dead!!! i had the worst day ever!!!! what a series of unfortunate events........n to top it all off...i had a hard time on the paper while everyone else was satisfied with the questions...

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME???

oh pls God......give me the best u can.......i've already done my part n tried my best....so plz dun fail me.....i need to maintain my cgpa....it was good the last sem, but i think this sem, there'll be a very big huge drastic decrease.....=(

die ler.....how to prove to me parents then?? i still need to show them that i can juggle both studies n relationship together.......

have to strive harder for the next two days...n then pray my way to a better results during the sem break........*sigh*

Untitled~

it's 3.15 am...obviously it's an emo post..either read it or hit the exit button.....


tat's it...my small sis had ended her foundation studies here at kampar...she'll be going to setapak the following sem for her degree....

my parents came to fetch her today n brought her things down to kl....then the three of them went back to penang....after my finals on the 7th, i'll be going back as well....n after 3 weeks of sem break, we'll start a new sem....

the thing is i'm gonna miss her once the new sem starts in june....suprise huh?? i know we sometimes dun get along well, but tat's wat sisters do!!!! we fight...n at the end of the day, everything's back to normal.....

honestly speaking, my sis is the closest thing i have here at kampar....she's the one that keeps me sane....wat i mean is that at the end of the day, i know that i can depend on my sis....when i'm bored, i just pop my head downstairs n shout at her to ask wat's she doing.....or i'll go downstairs to kacau her n maybe have a chat.....just so u know, she's living downstairs while i live upstairs on the 2nd floor...

i owe her so much.....she's the one that provides me dinner every nite for the past year.... coz i seldom go out to eat.....there's more actually, but at this point i can't think of any....

we know so much of each other's secret...it's amazing...........=)

i've never been a social n outgoing person, whereas nini is totally the opposite..she's outgoing n street-wise.....which explains y we complement each other so well.....

the bottom line is..........now that she's moving to kl the next sem, i dun have anyone to rely on anymore....someone to keep me accompanied....someone to gossip with....someone to yell at... someone to watch las vegas with.....or late night movie sessions....

dun ask me abt my coursemates or housemates....thay are all nice people..n i'm glad to know them....but i don't have any similarities with them....none whom i can share my interests with...conversations always revolve around the same thing.....i guess it's because of different backgrounds....

even with sheng sheng, i can't talk abt those things that i talked with my sis....

with all the assignments, quizzes, tests, exams, n reports, life can be stressful n boring....n life can even be tougher when u r alone.....i feel lonely every single night....

there's not a single person in this world whom i can trust more or rely than my sis.....

ps: i'm still having my finals...but this is affecting me hard....no drive to study at this point....i hope tomorrow's a better day...=)

DONE!!!!

*UPDATED*

BIOCHEMISTRY AND CELL METABOLISM
ORGANISATION AND HUMAN RESOURCE
PHYSIOLOGY
MICROBIOLOGY
PRINCIPLES OF BIOTECHNOLOGY

5 DOWN NO MORE TO GO!!!!!!


in 10 days time, i'll be outta here......
i can't wait to get out of this place!!!!
coz me lurveeeeeee penang.....

ps: how do ppl make the strikethrough thingy for their words???...i mean like, put a line through a particular word....i just wanna cancel the 1st paper off...to show that it's done!!! =_=" haiz nvm la...
pps: how'z my new blog layout?

Frustrated

okay...once again this is a rambling....

n i'm gonna sound shallow and may look like some sour grape.......


y do i have to spend hours n days reading just a few chapters when others can take just a few hours to read a subject for their finals???
i'm referring to my housemates.....she's always out n when she's at home, she be on fb.....
n she took a while to read for her paper only.....
what paper is she taking tmr, u may ask???
COLOUR STUDIES!!!!!

this is f*cking unfair.............COLOUR STUDIES......the study of colours...red mixes with blue to get purple..........cold and hot colours.....
she asked me if i have a purple colour pencil abt 2 hrs ago.....which probably means that there will be some colouring for finals!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!

while others colour their way to an 'A'........ i have to slave over Biochemistry n memorizes all possible pathway....glycolysis, gluconeogenesis, glycogenolysis, glycogenesis, cholesterol biosynthesis, pentose phosphate pathway n bla bla bla...........with the 1001 enzymes involved....

sorry for my immature rambling....i guess it must be due to stress.. biochem paper is on tues n i'm only abt 30% ready for this paper.....

as for the other papers....dun even talk abt em'......i haven't touched my microb revision!!!

I'M IN SERIOUS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

R-A-N-D-O-M P-I-C-S

Yup...=) somehow i feel like uploading some pics...though i've mention before that i dun upload pics........

THE PICS ARE RANDOM...IT CAN BE ABOUT ANYTHING....

but mostly it reflects my life and what i love the most.....awwwww.....

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DAMN...it takes forever to do this.....hold on ya.....

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#$@%$^&*(()$!#$@#$%&**$$!!!!!

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HERE GOES!!!!!!!!!!

looks yummy ain't it??? hehehe....

that's what my dad do as a living.......basically, he works with food.....=D......n before u jump to any conclusion as y i'm so fat....he NEVER cooks for his family *sob sob*......so i never get to eat his cooking.........

that's my parents in thailand....while they were on their once-every-three-months-vacation....i dun say this often...but i love them so much *hugs*

NEXT!!!!! more random things abt me.........

the view of the back alley from my room at kampar..........

i love this......shows that i'm his baby!!! *shy*

my study table.......filled with all the things he gave me....that's his doraemon, accompanying me while i study....next to it is Michael Schumacher's Ferrari 248 given to me for my birthday last year (i love this the most).....there's another smaller model of Felipe Massa's F2007....others include Stitch, some Super Mario mushroom thingy, bubble pop thingy (the yellow thingy), keychain, my Christmas Swatch Watch, n our pic!!!! etc etc etc....this pic was taken in March...there's more now...=D

guess what's this????

my valentine's day present.........remember my earlier blog abt him suprising me here at kampar...this is it!!

the long road ahead.....this was taken last week....sheng sheng came to fetch me back from kampar....just for fun! =D

his sunnies.......he looks funny wearing it ehehe but that's for me to know....n that's the reflection of him driving ^^

at the petrol station with me wearing his sunnies.....n that's him behind =_="

us again.....the main purpose of the pic is to secretly take his pic.....=_="

there u go.......the bf driving....=D

NEXT!!!!!!

may i introduce to u....chloe.....this is how she looks like when she's bored...look to the left n u can c one of her 4 current tennis balls....she has 6 actually,but i kept 2 new ones for the future, just in case =D

just so u know......she's my mum favourite daughter..my mum pampers her to the max!! *sigh*

ok...this is chloe's latest Babolat tennis ball....it's HUGE!!!! the size of a volley ball....well, u can't exactly c how big it is here as it's a close-up...but it's huge...i swear......believe me...sheng sheng was so thoughtful, he gave it to her.....got it from the shop after they changed the window display =D i love this ball so much i kept it to myself... occasionally i'll let chloe play with it...

WELL...........i guess this is it for now!!!! total time taken: 2 hours.....i'm suppose to study for my finals in two weeks time ler.........ish ish ish, now i know y i dun upload pics in the first place........

ps: i'm going back pg tmr.....for my bean sprout chicken rice, dry bak kut teh, nasi lemak from the kopitiam downstairs, mcd, kimberly street's curry mee n lots more......... teehee =P......who cares if i'll grow fatter..... "i rather die early"-------quoted from dr.han!!! =D

EAT THE END OF THE DAY.....

NOTHING ELSE'S MATTER....

I STILL HAVE MY FAMILY N HIM....

I'LL STRIVE HARDER.....

WELL, GUESS I MUST GO BACK TO THE REPORTS NOW!!

=)

BEFORE AND AFTER

THIS IS GETTING MORE RIDICULOUS EACH MINUTE....3RD POST OF THE NITE.. WTH!

2 YEARS BEFORE....
I WAS THIS HAPPY, CARE-FREE, NERDY N HARDWORKING, BUBBLY PERSON.....
I SING TO MYSELF ALL THE TIME....
SURROUNDED BY LOVING FAMILY, GOOD FRIENDS, GOOD FOOD, N GOOD LIFE!

2 YEARS AFTER.....
I'M THIS SAD, EMO, CRYING, NERDY BUT LAZY, NON-SOCIAL PERSON....
WITH NO DRIVE AND ENERGY TO GO ON ANYMORE....
N I BARELY SING ANYMORE......
SURROUNDED BY FOUR EMPTY WHITE WALLS, SELFISH PEOPLE, LACK OF NUTRITION, N NO LIFE!!!!


WHAT HAPPENED??

I COULD HAVE....

I COULD HAVE SPEND MORE TIME IN BED TODAY

I COULD HAVE WATCH MORE TV TODAY

I COULD HAVE LAZE AROUND AT HOME

I COULD HAVE GONE SHOPPING WITH SIS TODAY

I COULD HAVE PLAYED WITH CHLOE MORE TODAY

I COULD HAVE FIND SHENG SHENG N HAVE LUNCH WITH HIM DURING HIS BREAK TIME

I COULD HAVE HAVE A BIG BOWL OF CURRY MEE N WAN TAN MEE WITH SHENG SHENG FOR SUPPER RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT.......

IF DR.CHOO WAS TO LET US KNOW EARLIER THAT THE CLASS TMR WILL BE CANCELED!!!!!!!!

NO-TITLE

IT'S BACK TO REALITY AFTER SPENDING NEARLY TWO WHOLE DAYS WITH HIM........
IT'S BACK TO BORING OLD REPORTS, LUCKILY THE LAST 2 FOR THIS SEM...
BUT NOW, IT'S NEARLY TIME FOR THE FINALS, IN TWO WEEKS TIME...

BUT ALL I DO IS CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT HIM....
EVERYTIME I SAY GOODBYE, I'LL TURN INTO THIS EMO-CRYING-PERSON....

ALTHOUGH MY CASE IS NOT REALLY THAT EXTREME....
AS IN WE'RE STILL LIVING IN THE SAME COUNTRY, N NOT SEPARATED BY THE OCEAN.....
I STILL NEED HIM BADLY.....
TO LOOK AT HIS GENTLE SMILE N TO HOLD HIS HAND....
THE WAY HE KISSES THE BACK OF MY HAND.....
SIMPLY, THE WAY HE HUG N KISSES ME....
I MISS HIS WARMTH AND COMFORT EVERY SINGLE DAY....
EVERYTHING FEEL SO RIGHT N NOTHING ELSE'S MATTER...
N THE EARTH JUST STOOD STILL......

URGHHHH....HOW I ENVY THOSE WHO GETS TO SEE THEIR LOVED ONES EVERYDAY...

I MISS SHENG SHENG SO MUCH.....=(

*UPDATES*

this is a very very very random blog...i talk abt everything..... BEWARE!!!!

i'm just to lazy too blog......haiz.....finished two tests this week n i have 4 reports to complete by next wednesday!!!! crazy laaa.....the lecturers r getting crazier each day i tell u.......fyi, it's 3 weeks till the finals.....n we still have tons of reports to do.........crazy crazy crazy.....*sigh*

i tried n tried to salvage my coursework marks for my 4 core subjects but sadly, not much can be done at this point....it's better now but still VERY TERUK =( .....it's nearly week 13, so i guess it's a bit too late.... *sigh*

BTW.......Malaysian GP this weekend =( sadly, i won't be able to watch the race this weekend coz i'm STUCK here at kampar with my 4 stupid reports..... so i'll have to depend on the live timing through the official website.......BUT THE INTERNET LINE LOUSY LA THESE FEW DAYS!!!!!!!! =( F1 is the only thing that keeps me sane here n i dun get to enjoy it this weekend.....so be prepare to face a cranky moody crazy n sleepy Angie next week...... *sigh*

on the good side, Practice 2 just finished....KIMI N FELIPE came in 1st n 2nd..... hehehhehehehehhehehehhhhhhhheheheheh =D.......hope they qualify the same tmr....they deserve it coz they didn't even finish the race last week at Australia..... *sigh*

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RANDOMness ALERT !!!!!
Ohh, how i love kimi n felipe + sheng =) + daddy + mummy + chloe + sis
(but only when she's not rude to me)........i miss sheng n chloe the most though!!! ;_; as usual, i'll be on my emo mode on friday nights and the whole of saturday when i'm in kampar during the weekends..........*cries loudly*

i know i know......it's very sweet of me to miss the bf *wink wink* .....but if u think that it's a lil' silly to miss the dog....u'r wrong.....she's part of the family k....


on another note--------------> ur good friend, Mr. Najib is our 6th PM of Malaysia =_=".......i have tons of things to say abt him, but it's a lil' unappropriate........i think u know what i'm saying here rite??? *sigh*

ps : i sigh too much these days..........gtg go take my afternoon nap....i'm getting cranky......={
pps: I HATE COCKROACHES n MAGGOTS!!!!!

WOW!!!

wow!!! brawn gp won 1st n 2nd...something i would never thought of....especially since this is the 1st race of the season....their achivement was amazing....i'm struck with awe...wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! 1 month ago, they weren't even sure if they would be able to race again n now....WOW!!!!!

that ross brawn guy is really something la.....when he was at ferrari with schumi, ferrari n schumi kept on winning n winning.....n now he bought over honda n named it brawn gp...n look wat happened......

too bad my kimi n felipe din finish the race........huhhuhu T.T......but at least hamilton din win =P

CONGRATS BRAWN GP!!!!! u guys deserve it!!!!!!

IT'S BACK!!!!

I CAN'T BARELY CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT...HENCE, I'M GONNA WRITE IN CAPITAL LETTERS TODAY!!!!

F1 IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK

FERRARI IS BACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK

KIMI, FELIPE N ME,

WE'RE BACKKKKKKKKKKK

=D

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NEW RULES AND REGULATIONS

HE-WHO-GETS-THE-MOST-FIRST-PLACE-FINISHING-GETS-IT-ALL

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NEW TEAMS

THANKS TO ROSS BRAWN WHO SAVED THE HONDA TEAM

N SAVED BUTTON N BARICHELLO FROM BEING JOBLESS =D

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NEW DRIVERS

ERRRRR........THIS I'M NOT SO SURE

THE TIMING IS JUST PURRRRRRRRFECTTTTT!!!!

I'M GOING BACK THIS WEEKEND!!!

N IT SO HAPPENS THAT THE FIRST RACE IS THIS WEEKEND!!!

I'VE BEEN SO BUSY THIS FEW WEEKS, I'VE FORGOTTEN THAT THE AUSTRALIAN GRAND PRIX IS THIS WEEKEND!!!!

LUCKY ME!!!!!

I CHOSE THE CORRECT WEEKEND TO GO BACK!!!

F1 GIVES ME THE ADRENALINE RUSH!!!

I LURVEEEEEEEE IT!!!!

I LURRVEEEEEEEEEEEE FERRARI IN PARTICULAR!!!!!

*jumps up n down*

2009 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR FERRARI!!!

WE'RE GONNA KICK MCLAREN'S ASS!!!!

MASSA N RAIKKONEN ARE GONNA KICK HAMILTON'S ASS!!!

* Hamilton runs back crying to gf Nicole of PCD* (isn't she too old for him)

AT THE END OF THE SEASON, WE'RE GONNA RETAIN THE CONSTRUCTOR'S CHAMPIONSHIP

N SNATCH THE DRIVER'S CHAMPIONSHIP!!!!

=P

i WANT THIS!!!!!! =D

N i WANT THIS AS WELL!!!!!!!!!! it's so cute....anyone seen it anywhere??

*sigh*

y am i doing so badly in all my mid-terms?? it's like the harder i try, the worst it becomes.....some ppl can just simply flip through the notes the night before and end up scoring so high....=(

i'm scoring half of what i used to score last sem....yep, tat's how serious my current situation is....
*sigh*

i sometimes wonder if i had chosen the wrong field....when it comes to elective subjects, i'll do well...n by well, i mean i'll nail those subjects....fyi i scored 98.8 on OHR....probably because it's mostly related to opinions and common sense and writing skills, which i prefer any time of the day....

with science, it's all about the process, the details n bla bla bla....i can be so clueless in class sometimes........these are all the things that i basically don't care abt anymore....maybe it's because of all the reports that i've been doing...i'm sick of it!!!!

Hunger

i'm hungry......my hunger is killing me.....i'm in the midst of completing my 3 reports....i haven't had a proper meal in 3 days.....=(

there's so much i'm craving for right now.....it's like i'm pregnant......

let's c.....
--roast chicken....a quarter of chicken each from nando's & dave deli's & kenny rogers
--mcd....i want twister fries though it's not CNY n chicken foldover...=(
--kfc......two pieces of the original +the mashed potatoes + coleslaw
-- junk food.....ice-cream , potato chips (Mister potato in particular)
--all the hawker food in penang....curry mee, hokkien mee, wan tan mee, loh bak, char koay teow --dimsum
--steamboat
--japanese, italian
--nasi kandar. subaidah's after 10pm nasi lemak
--chili's or tgi's...i need some good food.....big portion ones

huhu....kampar is the most miserable place in the world.....no good food except MyFC (a parody of kfc).....n MyFC recently burned down =_="...i wonder if they have already fixed it....it's been a while since i went out for dinner...ok la...i admit...my social life sucks la....i have only been out for dinner 3 times this semester..n it's already Week 11 now....pathetic me....i blame it all on Ms. Ass Teo Kah Cheng................=(

ps: any food sounds good to me right now....even plain white bread sounds good to me
pps: i rather die of high cholesterol than die of hunger..........=(

A Prayer

Dear God,

PLEASE DON'T CHANGE MY MARKS. I REALLY HOPE THAT MY OHR MID-TERM MARKS OF 39.5/40 IS NOT A TYPO ERROR. FOR ONCE, I WOULD LIKE TO SHOW TAT SMART KID THAT HE'S NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO IT. FYI HE GOT 27/40, WHICH SHOCKED EVERYONE.......

i've always felt that he looks down on me....ok so we don't talk much...maybe it's because i don't talk much mandarin n his english is so-so only.....so wat??? that barrier doesn't stop me n my bf.....y do the smart bunch of kids stick together?? *sigh*

ps : i really really hope it's for real.....coz i put a lot of effort in my OHR mid-term...

From Angie

arrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................i'm really gonna go crazy....
they leave a huge pile of mess...i have to clean it off......n while i clean off their mess, they now have the time to do their report....which leaves me way behind on my reports.....i have three freaking reports this week which is to be submitted next week...plus a biochem test....*sigh* y do ppl like to pick in me???

Thank u

FOR NOTHING!!!!!!

i had the yuckiest day ever.....yuck yuck yuck yuck!!!!!! YUCK!!!

ok let me explain one by one...coz tonite i can afford to waste some time =D.....

firstly i woke up in the morning n bla bla bla....i had physiology lab at 9am. the lab today was related to our kidney function n homeostasis n etc.....abt renal function la.....

GUESS WHAT WE HAD TO DO???

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WE HAD TO PEE...

n then get our urine

in a styrofoam cup....

=_="

so anywhere, there's 4 person per group which means there's 4 urine samples.....each of us was supposed to drink a different kind of solution...n collect our urine every 30 mins....during the whole process, we had to collect our waste 3times =_="

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haiyoooo..so menyusahkan for us girls.....it's easy for the guys la...their 'thingy' were designed to aim...they can like directly aim into the cup n just pee...as for the girls, it's difficult to pee into the cup as we can't direct our urine into that small styrofoam cup.....IT WAS A MESS!!!.....c la....guys got it easy....their privates are so convenient n useful, they can't get pregnant n suffer from the torture of childbirth....and....they don't have their aunties visiting them every month....n thus they don't get emo n moody n no PMS......which makes us girls look like crazy idiots n the boys to look like angels for tahan-ing us......*sigh* ~~~i prefer to be a girl though~~~^^v

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ok back to topic.......imagine having to pee every 30 minutes.....so stupid la....at first the quantity may be a lot la (130ml)...but as time passes by, the quantity can't even be measured using the huge cylinder that the lab officers had provided us (>25 ml) (just so u know, the quantity stated wasn't mine....mine was a bit more consistent in value)........yup cylinders, beakers, droppers, styrofoam cups, hydrometer, thermometer, ph meter.....pour n transfer our urine from one container to another, test our urine in various aspects.......arghhhhhhh... yellow smelly liquid everywhere =_="...it was disgusting at first, but once i got used to it..it was ok......even helped others to wash the apparatus =D

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the most difficult part was to drink that uber-disgusting-yucky-weird-smelling-tasting- liquid of sodium bicarbonate..u can find this in soda but the waste was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy different....ewww....according to clement (from another group), tat sodium bicarbonate smells like hamster's urine ^^"....an hour after drinking that solution, i kept on burping n farting n burping n farting (the side effect).......clement even said that he had bombed hokkaido... hhahahaha.....n poor jing jing, she had to drink 350ml of salt water, which is definitely worst than mine...but she did it easily...n useless me took 15 minutes to drink the solution....i nearly vomitted....pai seh nia..the whole class must have thought that 'cheh....itu perempuan tak guna betul'....but on my defense, it smelt lke hamster urine laaaaaaaa......how to drink????

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then after brunch, i went to check my bacteria culture from another experiment done earlier with my coursemates... n to my horror.....nearly all the petri plates in the lab were infested with maggots.......aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...fyi, maggots are my biggest fear....i shouted so loud, my coursemates must have probably think that 'cheh.......memang sah...itu perempuan memang tak guna betul'.......i stopped taking pictures n stopped recording the results.....n stood outside waiting for the rest to play with their darling maggots....

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THANKS MS. TEO FOR ALL THE TROUBLE THAT U'VE CAUSED ME TODAY!!!!

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO U......

ps: if u any of u guys want to threatened me or anything, bring the maggots along.....i'll definitely surrender....