V Day's Coming Soon

i just wasted my friday nite n saturday doing NOTHING!!!! n i'm still wasting my time doing nothing rite now.....the reason y i didn't go back this week is coz i wanted to study for my test next week....but i have yet to start.....*sigh*

i kept thinking n thinking abt him this week especially this past few days....i miss him so much.... plus valentine's coming in 1 week's time.....i didn't have the chance to celebrate it with him last year coz it was on a weekday...n i couldn't go back on weekdays......n i fail to go back this year coz of many reasons.........it sucks knowing that i have to alone on that day =(

deep down inside.....i secretly hope that he'll suprise me with something.....like suddenly showing up at kampar on friday nite with a big bouquet of flowers or a huge soft toy......kekekekke....but knowing him, i dun think such a thing will happen coz he's always so predictable...hahhaaaa..well, a girl can only hope.....

argggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....i hate the fact that i love him so much......=(