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HAIYA!!!!!!!!!!!! y can't i make up my mind???? BLOG TITLE OSO DUNNO WAT TO PUT.......

One minute i'll be............hmmm, i better start doing my assignment n reports

The next minute............it's saturday nite n i deserve a good rest, dun need to....

Then.............no i shouldn't.....if i rest tonite, i'll suffer for the rest of the week

After that...........LIKE WTF!!!!!!!!! even if i start doing my assignments...i'll still suffer for the rest of the week...........

ANGIE!!!!! STOP READING OTHER'S PPL'S BLOG WOULD U???? U R WASTING TIME READING ABT SOMEONE ELSE'S PERFECT N CARE-FREE LIFE............NO POINT GETTING JEALOUS..............*smacks head*

I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW~!!!!

PS: where did i get the blue-black on my hand?
pps: my english is getting from bad to worst...n my mandarin is getting better........wat a reverse......
ppps: !!@#@$$%%^%&*())*&^%$##@##%^&&**$!@#$^*@$^*$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bleh!!

poor sheng sheng
right now...
he must probably be wondering...
what had he done wrong.....

to be honest
he's innocent
n he did nothing wrong
infact he's being as sweet as ever

with all the stress and PMS
i need someone to let it out on
n when i'm with my friends
i don't actually get angry n moody
but at the end of the day
i need to just throw a tantrum.....=_="

n he's my one and only punching bag
always so willing to be one
always so generous
always so patient
always so caring
always so loving

=( sorry dar....

A DEDICATION

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MY LECTURERS & TUTORS

YOU ARE ALL DIFFERENT

ONE OF A KIND

EACH SO DISTINCT

AND PLAY DIFFERENT ROLES

IN MAKING WHO I AM TODAY

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CAN SOMEONE SHOOT THEM

FOR ME PLEASE

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PLEASE

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PRETTY PLEASEEEEEE!!!

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I'M BEGGING U!!!

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OH WELL

INSTEAD OF SHOOTING 7 OF THEM

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U MIGHT AS WELL

SHOOT ME INSTEAD!!!!

aTTENTION PLZ...

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i'm backkkkkkkkk to kampar

but deep down inside, i dun wanna come back to kampar ....coming back to kampar means work work work work non-stop....coming back to kampar means i'm alone once again with my computer as my best friend.....

well, at least i had a well-deserved rest yesterday with dardar...we went kai kai after so long...i miss going kai kai n watching movie with him.....n i got to do it yesterday.....n he was so sweet as always......i misss himmmmmmmm =(

i went back n i have tons of stories to tell my mum....n my sis has tons of stories to tell me.....abt su ann's wedding n abt her house-hunting at setapak.....it was so noisy as my sis n i tend to talk loudly at home....n cute chloe just sat there looking confused.......yesterday chloe wasn't as active as usual...coz in the morning my mum n sis took her to the vet for her annual vaccination....so i wasn't able to play much with her n her fav tennis balls.....i missssssssssss chloeeeeeeeeee =(

i barely get to c dad when i went back....i reached pg abt 6pm on friday, dardar fetch me home...n i reached hm abt 7.30pm as we detoured to somewhere....when i reached hm, mum told me that dad had to work late as usual.......then since i had nothing to do, i went to have dinner/supper with dardar abt 9pm.... n went i came hm abt 11.30pm....dad had came back n gone to sleep......

the next morning, dad went to work abt 6am i think....i was asleep that time......i went kaikai at 3pm n came back abt 11.15pm....n dad haven't even reached hm yet that time....10 mins later, he got hm....he took a bath n ate....he was tired i could c....with two daughters studying, the costs can be high....i could c y.....plus there's a lot of functions at the hotel currently, so he has to oversee a lot of things i guess...........thanks daddy....i know u n i always disagree on almost everything, but i dun always show my appreciation to u n mum......i tend to take things for granted....

the most i can do is study hard n get good results.....but i'm suffocating here....but i'm able to cope..... i don't usually tell my parents abt my progress over here....abt my studies coz i don't want them to worry.........arggghhhh....i misssss homeeee....=( it wasn't till this year that i got so home sick.......last year i was quite fine here...it must be because of the increasing workload....i don't even have time to just have proper dinner....

ps: thanks mum for my fried rice........i have 6 huge prawns n tons of fish ballss....yummy =D

CRAZZIIIIIEEEEEEEE WEEK!!!!

i had the crazieeeeeestttttttt week.......n it's only wed nite.......n i'm bound to have 2 other crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy week.......i just wanna arrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh n hit someone......anyone willign to become my punching bag???

the right definition for the term crazy here is me having so much work n assignments to do, i barely have time to even breath.....

i'm not exagerating laa....

anyway let me give u an idea on how crazy my week has been so far....

MONDAY --- i had my microbiology test...i think i did ok in it

TUESDAY --- physiology test.......it was ok as well

WEDNESDAY --- biochemistry and cell metabolism test........argghhhhhhhhh i hate this paper... i

felt so stupid the moment i walked out....=_="

THURSDAY (tomorrow) ---- organisation and human resource (OHR) tutorial presentation...

i haven't even done the slides yet

FRIDAY ---- microbiology lab report (Exp 2) submission....which is not finished yet

Coming soon:

1. 25/2 Biochem assignment submission
2. 25/2 Principles of Biotechnology test
3. 25/2 Biochem lab report (Exp 2) submission
4. 28/2 OHR Mid-term
5. 2/3 Biochem presentation
6. 3/3 Physiology lab report (Exp 2) submission
7. 4/3 Principles of Biotech lab report (Exp2 &3) submission
8. 6/3 OHR assignment submission
9. 6/3 Physiology Mid-term

with an average of two lab reports per week + assignments + tests + mid-terms ........... i can go crazy d laaaaaaaaaa ..............class starts at 9 in the morning n finish at 5pm almost everyday....i reach hm abt 6pm, eat, take a bath, maybe take a short nap, clean my room (which is necessary to me).... n by the time everything is done, it's nearly 8pm...wtf???

I DUN CARE I'M GOING BACK PENANG THIS WEEK!!!!!! I MISS HOME!!!!

N WAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE TELLING U ABT MY SCHEDULES????? IT'S NOT LIKE U GUYS CARE.... CONSIDERING U HAVE UR OWN THINGS TO BE DONE!!!!

IT'S 9PM N I'M HERE WRITTING NONSENSE!!!! =_="

GOTTA GO DO MY OHR PRESENTATION NOW!!!!

15th Feb- A Day to Cherish

To aunty n ke-pa,

Hello....Both of u had left the world for more than 2years now.....how's life up there?? su ann, nini n i definitely missed both of u....

i think both of u have already know...su ann got married today...yup to a malay man....i don't know how u guys would react if u were still here today, but i think he's a good man.....
i haven't seen him or met him b4, but i think that su ann herself is wise enough to choose whoever she wants to marry....

nini went down to KL to attend her wedding n she's staying at apple kor's hse......sadly i couldn't go as i have three upcoming tests this week....i wish so much to be there, especially after i know that nini had a great time with su ann there =)....i had a good time here at kampar during the weekends...my bf came =)....he knows abt u guys, i've told him stories b4 abt both of u.....both of u raised me up to what i am today n i miss u guys a great lot.......

u must be proud...su ann's beautiful n successful...both of u left her at the same year just 3 months apart....n yet she remained strong...n now she has someone to take care of her... so bless her from up there......not forgetting me n nini too =P......

i gtg have my dinner now.....good nite!!

From, Angie.....

My Valentine's

i guess most ppl would be confuse when they read my previous posts on v-day.....where i 1st complained abt how i would not get to spend v-day with him again this year n still hope he would suprise me, n then i post up something abt how every guy should make their loved ones happy during valentine's day coz it's not an everyday thing........n a day after that, i change my mind coz he somehow convinced me that valentine's day is not actually that important if we have each other, but deep down inside i still hope he would do something =P.....

on friday, i finished my class early abt 12 n reached home abt 12.30pm....he then sms-ed me to ask if i have reached my room n then said that he had to fetch his dad to town to do something n that he would reached hm abt 5pm.... i said ok....at this point i wasn't expecting anything from him......

i cleaned my room n then did my report + surfing the net.....my mum called abt 5pm.....n then my hsemate come knocking on my door while i was on the phone n told me tat someone outside wanted to see me......i became a lil' suspicious...so i went down to find a Myvi parked outside, with the boot opened n a bouquet of teddy bears on the dashboard behind.... how i squealed (in a very high pitch squeal)...n saw him hiding behind the bicycles =_="....... n to make things sweeter....... HE WORE A FERRARI TEAM POLO SHIRT........he knew i loved that shirt n bought it earlier this month n waited till now to wear it ^^....

well....we had dinner later that nite at KFC n Pizza Hut the next day for lunch (coz there's nothing but KFC n Pizza Hut at Kampar), i cooked maggi mee for him at abt 1am coz he said he was hungry (added tons of fishballs n crab sticks =P coz he deserved it) n we did more things together.... i wouldn't want to give details coz it was our special day... abt 4pm the next day, he went back.....once again, it was hard to say goodbye =(

IT WAS DEFINITELY A DAY TO REMEMBER....COZ IT WAS MY 1ST VALENTINE'S DAY EVER...N I GET TO SPEND MY DAY WITH HIM (not counting last year's coz i didn't get to spend my v-day with him)....
Goh Yong Sheng-i love u......MUAKS! ^.^

ps: for once i wanted to post up pictures....but i can't seem to transfer the pics from my hp to my laptop...=(
too bad....

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24 hours had gone by so fast........dardar went back to penang d...leaving me here alone once again, wondering when can i see him again =(..... he had just called a few minutes ago to tell me that he had reached pg.

hearing his voice makes me cry............i feel so weak n helpless this few weeks.....not to mention home sick.....i miss chloe so much....it's kinda silly to miss a dog, but i do...

*sigh*

Leaving that aside........

I HAD THE BEST VALENTINE EVER......
THANKS SHENG SHENG.....
^.^ MUAKS!!

HE'S REALLY HERE!!!!!!! SOMEHOW I THINK HE READ MY MIND!!!

WITH A BOUQUET OF TEDDY BEARS!!!! =D

a change of opinion...................i guess wat he said is true....

WHEN I'M WITH U, EVERDAY DOES FEEL LIKE VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!! =)

but i still hope he would come up with a suprise or something.....

i miss him .........

My Opinion on V-Day

For u guys out there.....i have some advice.....

NEVER EVER, i hereby quote, say "When i'm with u, everyday feels like valentine's day!" What the hell???

IT'S A WHOLE LOT OF BULL CRAP!!!!
-__-"

IF everyday is valentine's day...then it might as well be my birthday EVERYDAY!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeee.......

According to some guys, valentine's day is supposedly created by females just so that they themselves could be pampered on that day......well, i dun quite know the history behind it, but if it was created by us ladies, then just follow along with it k???? it is so difficult??

FYI....to some of the female species, valentine's day is only once a year (Feb 14), n NOT CELEBRATED EVERYDAY!!!....duh!!! it's so obvious y v-day is not celebrated daily.....coz if it was, then all the guys would be broke.....so u should be thankful n count urself lucky *wink*..........
So plz make it memorable for ur loved ones on that day....

well, i hope ur v-day is gonna be wonderful.....n i doubt mine would......

V Day's Coming Soon

i just wasted my friday nite n saturday doing NOTHING!!!! n i'm still wasting my time doing nothing rite now.....the reason y i didn't go back this week is coz i wanted to study for my test next week....but i have yet to start.....*sigh*

i kept thinking n thinking abt him this week especially this past few days....i miss him so much.... plus valentine's coming in 1 week's time.....i didn't have the chance to celebrate it with him last year coz it was on a weekday...n i couldn't go back on weekdays......n i fail to go back this year coz of many reasons.........it sucks knowing that i have to alone on that day =(

deep down inside.....i secretly hope that he'll suprise me with something.....like suddenly showing up at kampar on friday nite with a big bouquet of flowers or a huge soft toy......kekekekke....but knowing him, i dun think such a thing will happen coz he's always so predictable...hahhaaaa..well, a girl can only hope.....

argggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....i hate the fact that i love him so much......=(

When Summer's Gone

i got tagged for the 1st time....usually i'll be too lazy to do this, but since i'm too lazy to start studying right now, i'll do this =P. ..hehe....btw chia li's the one who tagged me

1. Put your iTunes/mp3 player/Cellphone etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Write the name of the song, regardless of however weird
4. Tag some friends who might enjoy doing this.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
I Swear - All 4 One

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Bad Day- the version done by Alvin and The Chipmunks

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
In the Morning-Lee Ryan
~i wonder if i'm dreaming........~

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Qi Li Xiang (Orange Jasmine)-Jay Chou

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Get Down-Blue
~if u wanna get down with me, let the love come naturally...~ (hahaha ^^")

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Without You-Blue
~i couldn't live without my cellphone, i couldn't live without my 4by4, i couldn't live without my credit card........~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
She Told Me-Blue
~.........compatible star signs~
(hahaha...i dunno...that's the only part that i could think of that could relate to my parents......ps: i have tons of Blue songs)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Cowboy on the Run-Jay Chou
(hahahahahaha...that's so funny...well, i wish could have my own cowboy though =D)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Back for More-A-Teens (?????.......2+2 is 4 rite??? =P )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Jump-Blue (again....i swear this is on shuffle)
~if u work all day, u deserve a little time to play..........^^"~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just the Way U Are-Billy Joel
~don't go changing to try to please me, u never let me down before..........i take u just the way u are........~

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Track 15-MC Hot Dog
(who???? what????? i dun even know the title.....i can't even understand wat the guy is saying....the singer is some chinese dude..........bf forced me to download this song)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Miss My Everything- Lee Ryan

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My Love-Westlife (awwwwwwwww........that's so true)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Only You-the version by Alvin and the Chipmunks
(they only think abt me...hahaha...ignore my sis laaaa =P )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Rockin'-A-Teens
~we'll gonna keep on rockin through the nite....~
(wow....i'll be dancing to this....it's quite a cool song...let's rock at my wedding!!!!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Everyday I Love You-Boyzone (*sob sob* so sweet =)...even after i'm dead, ppl will still love me)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Parking-Lee Ryan (muahahahahahha.......my new hobbby is parking the car)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Could I Have this Kiss Forever- Whitney Houstan & Enrique Iglesias
~ i wish this kiss wouldn't end.........~
(errrrrrrr......guys, please ler....this is a lil' inappropriate la ^^")

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Track 11-MC Hot dog (aiyoooooooo.........)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
No Goodbyes-Blue ( i refuse to die!!!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Better Man-Robbie Williams
~As my soul heals the shame, i will grow through this pain, Lord i'm doing all i can, To be a better man~

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
7 Things-Miley Cyrus

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
For the First Time-by i dunno who.....

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Super Mario Theme Song (huh???)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
I'm Alive- Celine Dion (i'm scared to be alive???)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
If I Were A Boy-Beyonce (if i were a boy, would u like me better??)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Melody-Lin Yu Zhong & Sheila Majid

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Larger than Life-Backstreet Boys

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
When Summer's Gone-Blue

*Not gonna tag...feel free if u wanna do it!!! =)

A 360degree turnaround.....from Pakatan back to BN

i'm so annoyed at this point.....as some of u might not know, i'm studying at perak....which was 'previously' under Pakatan.....the Perakians had given the power to Pakatan during the last election....but due to some 'unloyal' monkeys who decided to cross-over from Pakatan to BN, Pakatan has to give up their power to BN.....wat annoys me is tat the Sultan has ignored and refuse to dissolute the state assembly and make way for new elections.....His Royal Highness as instead asked Nizar and his gang to step down n gave BN the state assembly..........where's the democracy in that???

well, at least the monkey gets to keep her car n doesn't have to give it back unlike her former counterparts......anyways, i'm confident that if the Sultan dissolutes the state assembly n make way for new elections, Pakatan would surely win again....but alas, tat's not gonna happen.....it's sad to know that the reason behind this is not because the Pakatan was not effective BUT is because of those state assembly persons who defected to BN.....Pakatan may not be perfect, but do u think it's fair to take it all away from them??? at least give them a more significant chance to serve the ppl of Perak......n give the ppl the right to choose whomever they wish to govern the state.....

all i can say right now is.......from my point of view, Pakatan has done quite a good job...at least i've seen some development in Penang n Perak for the past 1 year....it may not be much given that it has only been a year so far, but i think they are trying hard enough.....on the brighter side, eventhough Pakatan have been tested n they fail, this will give them a chance to rise to the occasion once again n kick some a** in the future......hope the same thing doesn't happen in Penang, Selangor, Kedah n Melaka....n hope that His Royal Highness might reverse his decision...*cross fingers*

ps: i dun think that wat i wrote is too controversial rite??? u might read abt me tmr morning in the newspaper......

Teen blogger arrested under ISA

yaiks, i wouldn't want that ^^"..........let me know wat u think abt this whole issue.....practice ur rights!!! in 4 years time, we can vote d!!!

SO Little Time So MUCH to DOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

it's raining again.......i can't quite get it....wat's wrong with Kampar?? it rains whole year long....
juz let me show u the equation......

RAIN = NICE WEATHER = I WANNA SLEEP!!!! = PROCRASTINATION = MY WORK LOAD PILLING UP n UP n UP= I'M SO DEAD!!!!!!

HELP?????

i guess everyone's going through the same thing......so good luck to u guys!!! =D