Num 87

holidays have started n i'm lazing around as usual....ahhhhhhh...life is great again!!!

=D so this means that i won't be updating as often as i should...

firstly, it's coz the line here sucks so much...i don't have the patience to wait for a full page to load...it takes at least 5 mins per page ok...so, no thank u, i rather sit in front of the TV n watch E!

secondly, i'll be working again....after i come back from thailand of course... since i've started studying, i've not been on a proper holiday....n i miss thailand so so much...when i was in secondary school, it'll always be 2 thailand trips per year...ahhhh, the islands there are heaven i tell u....cannot be compared to those in malaysia at all...the islands in malaysia are too commercialized...the thai islands are so secluded and peaceful with crystal clear water...a perfect getaway =)....just simple chalets and a small cafe which operates till 8pm....KOH LIPE HERE I COME!!!!!!

ahh i can't wait to work again...getting paid lotsa of $$$ and given free clothes by just standing there....=D

anyway, like i said, i won't be updating often!!!! so tata.....au revoir...c ya around!!!

Num 86

finals is finished!!!!!!

i'm coming back to penang!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!


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on another note:

how do u expect me to react to that???

this is so wrong in so many ways......

u r such an idiot....

i'll just close one eye n pretend nothing happened....

*sigh*

Num 85

arghhhhhhhhhh...my head hurts like hell!!!!

n i think i've just flunked my 4 credit hrs paper.....i'm so disappointed in myself so much right now i just wanna choke someone to death...any takers??

1.5 hrs of sleep last nite and this is what i get???

i can only hope that a miracle can happen....

i really need to increase my cgpa back to the glory it once was...n that was in Year 1 =.="

damn u angie!!!! u need to focus harder!!!!

Num 84

just a few quick updates and current thoughts......i'm having my finals right now...

1. damn!!! i'm so way behind for my tues molecular bio paper......die die liao la =.="...n yet i'm still so relaxed right now.....knowing myself, i'll definitely start panicking tmr.....oh no!!!! i've already started to feel panic in me while writing this......HELP!!!!!!!!

2. how many more to go????

Pendidikan moral 12/9
Molecular biology 15/9
Cell and Tissue Culture Techniques 17/9
Genetics 19/9
Culture and Communication 23/9

3. i so can't wait for the 3 months holiday to start......good food, good friends, shopping, sleeping, working and getting paid for the work.....ahhhh...life is wonderful again!!! persevere angie persevere!!!!!! 10 more days to go!!!!

4. wei...FYP confirmation coming out liao anot????? i've been waiting for so long for the confirmation...did i get it??? did i not get it??? if i do get my 1st choice, then there goes my holidays....if not then =(

5. i miss out on chloe's first swim today T.T .....my parents took her to mukah head and chloe had fun there.....i wondered how she would look like swimming in the sea....plus, mum told me that chloe kept on chasing and barking after those monkeys...how cute!!!! and she was so friendly to the ang mohs there.....yeah for chloe!!!! show those mat saleh some friendly malaysian hospitalities....=D

6. on another note.....i'm so pissed off with my next door neighbour u have no idea....plz la, show some civic responsibilities....clean the toilet after u use la......there's always this weird smell after u use the toilet =.=".....and also, do u need to take 6 times bath per day......ohhhh, i know!!!! ur bf baths there too rite....dude, electricity bill was already so high before ur bf decided to move in for free....i dun want to pay extra just because ur bf is sleeping in ur room.....ask him to go back n sleep at his own hse la....if not, pay monthly rent for his own room for wat???? also, do u have to be so lansi....smile a bit la....talk with other hsemates a bit la.....don't just play with ur bf in the room and shout like u own the whole house...i'm next door okay??? plus, ur bf is not really that handsome....show off sumore la i dun care....mine is way better looking!!!! ONE MORE THING.....STOP BANGING THE DOOR EVERYTIME U CLOSE IT!!!! FREAKING ANNOYING!!! no wonder ur roomate decided to move out at last.....i bet u're happy rite? coz now u get to invite ur bf n have sleepovers....

i'm so mean rite??? yea, i'm mean like that.....cross my boundaries and i won't hesitate to talk bad abt u here.....but then again she doesn't read this, so it doesn't matter la.....

7. i'm moving to the ulu balik pulau soon.........T.T mum i dun wanna move plz.........i rather stay in a small apartment then move into a bigger house far far away from civilization (aka queensbay)....dahlah i spent most of my time here at ulu Kampar, now i have to move to ulu Balik Pulau.....huhuhuhu T.T.......if i stay at balik pulau then it'll be so difficult to go out at night.....and i dun want him to fetch me back to a place so far away late at night.....ahhh.....i need my late nite supper and midnight movies at the cinema...

8. out of boredom and stress, i spent rm90 on online shopping yesterday....yea silly me spend money on clothes without trying it on.....let's c if i'll regret on my choices in another 3 days....=.="

okay that's it for now....gotta get back to MB.....i won't be updating often...bye

Num 83

since kok quin's posting something just coz it's 09 09 of 09...i'm gonna post something up as well..... yea...i'm a copycat!!!! =.="

though i shouldn't coz i'm running out of time and haven't finish studying for my finals next week....=.="

n yet i'm feeling so relaxed these few days..taking my own sweet time...lalalalalala-ing the whole day.....n not to mention sleeping for abt 10 hours per day....i feel like i've take a whole bottle of sleeping pills which makes me drowsy the whole week......

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! TOLONG AH!!!!! i need more time T.T huhuhuhu!!!!

anywayz....bf sms-ed me at 0909 in the morning today just before he went for his badminton...so sweet rite?? the timing exactly sumore.....=)

so everyone!!!!

HAPPY 090909!!!!!!

Num 82

there's no goodbye

true indeed.............

counting the moments till i c u again =)

now, it's crunch time!!! STUDY!!! i hope.....

Num 81

i spent the whole nite thinking of what could've been....

n i was actually halfway writing more hurtful things in a newer post...........till one of my groupmates sms-ed to apologise to me..........

then i deleted everything off.........=.=" coz i feel so bad..........

coming to think abt it, y should she apologise to me.........she hasn't done anything wrong...she wasn't the leader.......in fact, i think she did more than her own part....

i wanted so badly to help out but......*sigh*

what has been done has been done.........it's the past n there's no use getting angry abt it anymore........i hope i'll wake up tmr feeling much better...so much for wanting to concentrate on my studies tonight huh....

revision for tonight--FAILED!!!!

it's just that i feel as if i dun have control on my life anymore......coursework marks for almost every subject this sem sucks......i strive so hard but it's not paying off.....n when it's not paying off, i feel demotivated......n lazy!!!

God, plz bless me n hope i stay strong for the coming finals....

Num 80

i'm gonna cry...i swear i'm gonna cry.....................

my group assignment marks for CC was so horrible i'm gonna cry......T.T....n to know that it could have been done better makes me wanna cry more.......if the assignment marks was better i could have gotten such a better coursework marks.......

55/100.........what the hell rite??? abt half??? while other groups gotten as high as 92.5/100!!!! i've always done well in assignments n to know that i have no control over this one kills me.....elective subjects are always easy to score, but i guess it's not happening in this case.....

that is why i HATE group assignments...no offense to my fellow coursemates reading this =.="..... but when it comes to group reports, ppl tend to put in less effort...i've seen it lots of times before.....they do their part n submit everything to the group leader....n when u have a not-so-responsible leader, u just know that the whole assignment is going to flop.......

i actually knew that the assignment wasn't gonna be the best when they submitted it.....i didn't have a chance to look at the final work n when i kept asking the leader to let me have a look at it and edit the grammar, sentences and etc, he failed to pass it to me....i waited many days....till late at night the day before submission btw.....but alas, i went to bed frustrated as i recieved NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was actually so frustrated at that time, i wanted to blog abt it.... but i didn't coz what has been done has been done..................BUT AT THIS SHITTY MOMENT, I'M SO PISSED OFF N FRUSTRATED U HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!

i'm a control freak....n when there's something that i can't control, i'll be very frustrated n very annoyed coz i basically trust no one but myself.....n to know that i could have helped to make the assignment better but didn't have a chance to do so kills me so much i want to stab myself to death right now......it's one of those things where u know u can make it so much better but was not given an oppurtunity to do so!!!!! as a result i got this stupid shitty marks for my CC assignment while pulls down my whole coursework marks.............which means it's harder to get A for a usually-easy-to-score-elective subject..........

FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!