Back Again!!

so i'm back at kampar again for another sem..........n i'm still in the lazy mood....3 weeks is NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!

1415 is getting quieter each sem...last sem, xiao pig n pennie moved out.....this sem, siew ling n arlene are away for their internship...so the house is now 'invaded' by unknown juniors....this means that there'll be less hokkien-conversations n more mandarin-conversations for me.....n this means that i'll be lonelier than ever.....*sigh*

once again, it was hard to say goodbye to sheng sheng....i've grown so attached to him, it's like parting away with half of my soul.....one thing i regret is that i'll be missing his birthday tmr =(

also, i'll miss two of my sisters....chloe, the michevious lil' dog-sis of mine.....she's so cute, i can stare at her the whole day.....n of course, nini, who is now at setapak.....as annoying as she may be...she's my best friend........i think i've already rambled abt her in an earlier post last month....n i don't intend to start the whole emo-episode again.......so this sem, instead of going back pg often, i'll be going down to kl.........

anyway, new sem....new resolution.....i will study so hard, my brain will expand till my head size doubles.....less going back to penang.....no last minute revision, though it's inevitable in the end......=P

pardon my poor english........it's getting worst......*sigh*

Forgive my short posts......i'm too lazy..........it's the holidays!!! n i'm too lazy to bother abt anything...i just laze around.....

READING TWILIGHT SAGA BOOKS!!!!!! TEEHEEEEEEEEEE........it has been a while since i read anything other than my revision books...very relaxing =)

PS: EDWARD CULLEN..PLZ CHOOSE ME INSTEAD OF BELLE....SUCK MY BLOOD N MAKE A VAMPIRE!!! =_="

NO.2

HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY SHENG SHENG!!!!!!

MMMUAKKS!!!!

=_="

i can't decide on whether i should laugh or cry

shoot me plz

i'm really gonna be in serious sh*t la....................

wat's wrong with me?????

y can't every paper be like HR paper...

well, at least tmr's the last paper.....

n then i'm going back.....

home sweet home!!!!!

but soon i have to face the results!!!!

A Series of Unfortunate Events

i'm sooooooooooo dead!!! i had the worst day ever!!!! what a series of unfortunate events........n to top it all off...i had a hard time on the paper while everyone else was satisfied with the questions...

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME???

oh pls God......give me the best u can.......i've already done my part n tried my best....so plz dun fail me.....i need to maintain my cgpa....it was good the last sem, but i think this sem, there'll be a very big huge drastic decrease.....=(

die ler.....how to prove to me parents then?? i still need to show them that i can juggle both studies n relationship together.......

have to strive harder for the next two days...n then pray my way to a better results during the sem break........*sigh*

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it's 3.15 am...obviously it's an emo post..either read it or hit the exit button.....


tat's it...my small sis had ended her foundation studies here at kampar...she'll be going to setapak the following sem for her degree....

my parents came to fetch her today n brought her things down to kl....then the three of them went back to penang....after my finals on the 7th, i'll be going back as well....n after 3 weeks of sem break, we'll start a new sem....

the thing is i'm gonna miss her once the new sem starts in june....suprise huh?? i know we sometimes dun get along well, but tat's wat sisters do!!!! we fight...n at the end of the day, everything's back to normal.....

honestly speaking, my sis is the closest thing i have here at kampar....she's the one that keeps me sane....wat i mean is that at the end of the day, i know that i can depend on my sis....when i'm bored, i just pop my head downstairs n shout at her to ask wat's she doing.....or i'll go downstairs to kacau her n maybe have a chat.....just so u know, she's living downstairs while i live upstairs on the 2nd floor...

i owe her so much.....she's the one that provides me dinner every nite for the past year.... coz i seldom go out to eat.....there's more actually, but at this point i can't think of any....

we know so much of each other's secret...it's amazing...........=)

i've never been a social n outgoing person, whereas nini is totally the opposite..she's outgoing n street-wise.....which explains y we complement each other so well.....

the bottom line is..........now that she's moving to kl the next sem, i dun have anyone to rely on anymore....someone to keep me accompanied....someone to gossip with....someone to yell at... someone to watch las vegas with.....or late night movie sessions....

dun ask me abt my coursemates or housemates....thay are all nice people..n i'm glad to know them....but i don't have any similarities with them....none whom i can share my interests with...conversations always revolve around the same thing.....i guess it's because of different backgrounds....

even with sheng sheng, i can't talk abt those things that i talked with my sis....

with all the assignments, quizzes, tests, exams, n reports, life can be stressful n boring....n life can even be tougher when u r alone.....i feel lonely every single night....

there's not a single person in this world whom i can trust more or rely than my sis.....

ps: i'm still having my finals...but this is affecting me hard....no drive to study at this point....i hope tomorrow's a better day...=)