Num 101

a friend of mine just posted something on Fb saying that he get to see his gf 'only' 10 hours per day...n he's worried that their bond will become 'looser'

n i was like =.="

10 hours is hell lot of time to spend with ur significant other...if 10 hours is still not enough to become closer to ur bf/gf, then i dunno what else could be done.. =.="

i 'only' get to see my bf twice per month....each occasion abt 3 hours only...which makes it abt 6 hours per month....=.=" compared it to 10 hours per day, 300 hours per month...hahaha!!! =D hilarious right??

i'm not complaining...i'm satisfied =D 6 hours of pure bliss and happiness is enough for me...=D

he's coming tomorrow!!!! =D i love it when he comes over...movie night!!!

FINISH!!!!!

nowadays, i can't seem to write complete and full sentences...FAIL!!!!

NUM 100!!!!!

it's the 100th post!!!!! initially, i wanted to write something fun as my 100th post...but right now, i'm so frustrated i just wanna vent out........


freaking next door renovation is killing me.........all the drilling since 9.30 has made me gone @#!$$%^(^&%@#@$%$!!!! such a coincidence that they decide to drill today when i'm not having classes....=(

another thing that has made me gone cuckoo....i'm gonna write this in terms that ppl can't understand now...

i want it but i can't have it.... actually i could've have it but my pride and ego has made me lost it...no one else deserves it more than me n my dad...i'm not going to do it with other ppl who is not even crazy over it.... i'm a true _ _ _ and i need someone who is also the same....i can't stand ppl who just do it coz they have too much money...and have no idea of the industry at all....=.="

it's hard to write like this....wtf =.=" but i must not be obvious coz i really dun want hurt anyone's feelings.....

yes, i'm jealous....plz dad, i really really want it....

haiz, what a way to start my day.....

Num 99

i actually wrote a num 99 a few hrs ago....but i chose not to publish it yet as i was waiting for a sign from god...

i did get a sign from Him, but a different one from what i expected...

it's amazing how 60 minutes can do to a person...once i calmed down n started thinking rationally, i realized that i'm actually a very impatient person...

thank god i didn't publish the post as it would've make things worst...

well it's gonna be a long n quiet lab session later...

i look forward to the weekends...to be with my loved ones again =)

Num 98

there are days where i feel like i'm such a failure...today is one of those days T.T

nothing i do seems to be going well these days...as hard as i try, i still end up failing miserably...i dunno...

i should try harder i guess...after all i'm not a genius...i'm not as good in multi-tasking as i used to...old age is catching up on me =="

thank god i'm not having classes on tues n wed....i can't bear going to class n putting on a fake smile when all i wanna do is to be alone...i think everyone sees me as a happy-go-lucky girl...one who is never gloomy or sad...bleh!! i wish...

i so so want to make 'them' proud! so please..........

Num 97

i'm so happy right nowWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalalala.....i'm gonna write in caps lock......

FERRARI WON ONE-TWO AT THE BAHRAIN GRAND PRIX!!!!!!!!!!! =D
though schumi only ended up in 6th place =(
BOTH LOTUS CARS MANAGED TO FINISHED THE RACE.......quite an achievement since this is their first race ever...=D not bad at all....


on another note,

LEE CHONG WEI WON THE ALL-ENGLAND TITLE!!!!!!! =D
AHAHAHAHAHA.....

SUCH A GOOD DAY FOR SPORTS TODAY!!!! all my favourite people won....=D


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y am i so happy when i did nothing productive at all this weekend??? =( i'm so dissapointed in myself right now......

i practically used the whole weekend proof-reading my group's assignment when i'm supposed to be doing my lab report and studying for my test T.T

i'm not blaming anyone but myself......=(
wtf, y am i so generous??? T.T

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it's 1.40 am already.....while writing this, i'm talking to mr.goh on the phone.....=) so efficient right?? if only i can multi-task like this in my daily life....*sigh*

Num 96

u know u're having PMS when u start to get annoyed at simple things in life =="

i might offend some ppl in this post, but wth this is my blog after all.....

this post may not apply to everyone...so if u 'terasa' means u are one of those people who are guilty of pulling my last nerve....

VENUE : entrepreneurship class

VICTIMS : me, n maybe some other biotech students.....but then again, maybe i'm the only one feeling annoyed...

CULPRITS : business students...i.e: students pursuing business admin, entrepreneurship, accounting, marketing....those in the same entre class with me this sem...

SITUATION 1: they talk crap all the time....talk crap to the lecturer, ask crap questions, tell crap jokes (which aren't funny at all)...thank god the lecturer can stand them....or maybe not.... coz he's resigning n this will be the last week for him..maybe he's resigning coz he can't stand those students anymore.....

SITUATION 2: they cheat in their mid-term, right in front of my own eyes n the lecturer's...... at the beginning of the test, while we science students were cracking our heads trying to do a last-minute read-through, they (the business students) were laughing and talking loudly behind.... yala, maybe entre very easy for u guys since ya'll are business students ma....but us science students aren't pro okay....so plz be more considerate for god's sake......anyway, we did our mid-term n when time's up, we (BT students) passed up our papers obediently n quietly like we always do in every other quiz/test/exam, and walked out of the exam hall.....

as for them??? some of them did passed up their papers, while others started talking n discussing at the back with their papers and pens still in their hand o.O wtf right? some even walked to the front table where the lecturer was standing n changed his/her answers on the spot......WTF RIGHT????

the lecturer knew, and he couldn't be bothered with them....what does that tell u??? duh, obviously he's probably used to this kinda situation n sudah tak larat to do anything anymore....

what can we do but to secretly curse them in our hearts for this unfairness.....

y must we take arts and business subjects as our main papers apart from our usual science subjects??? y do we have to come out with a business plan for our assignment when we are actually specializing in tissue culturing and molecular work??? if that's the case, then y can't they have lab experiments as well?? so to be fair lah...........

oh i know, coz we science students are AWESOME!!!! =D we're good at multi-tasking and we're good at everything we do!!!!! ask the arts/business students to do a business plan, lab reports, prepare for tests every week, spend hours in the lab doing FYP etc, and i dun think they can juggle as well as the science students do.....AND to top that, we have to pay more for our fees as well.....where's the equality in that??? hmpppppph........

okay, this may not apply to everyone.....some arts/business students are very very very good in what they do....they have assignments almost every week and are doing their best....i admire that =D

no offense k everyone =) i'm just super-pissed off at those talk-crap-cheating students in my entrepreneurship class.....

sorry for my lousy english =(......if dr.han were to read this, he'll probably change his mind abt my english proficiency T.T

Number 95

i did it just for u...but since my effort is not appreciated then fine!!!!

i'll go to that concert myself with another friend of mine......

i've made up my mind not to come back this weekend n it's all ur fault...

dun say u miss me while i'm at kl......

i couldn't be bothered anymore!!