Num 105

at last, i finally have some time to breathe, read news, and blog...

i found this news a few minutes ago and seriously think that the guy that kena extorted is stupid...

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/4/15/nation/6056857&sec=nation

what grown man in his 30s doesn't even know how to masturbate??

so naive to believe meh??

=="

also..... read this

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/4/15/nation/6055104&sec=nation

of all possible locations, the porno film was shot at taman negara...

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NUM 100!!!!!

it's the 100th post!!!!! initially, i wanted to write something fun as my 100th post...but right now, i'm so frustrated i just wanna vent out........


freaking next door renovation is killing me.........all the drilling since 9.30 has made me gone @#!$$%^(^&%@#@$%$!!!! such a coincidence that they decide to drill today when i'm not having classes....=(

another thing that has made me gone cuckoo....i'm gonna write this in terms that ppl can't understand now...

i want it but i can't have it.... actually i could've have it but my pride and ego has made me lost it...no one else deserves it more than me n my dad...i'm not going to do it with other ppl who is not even crazy over it.... i'm a true _ _ _ and i need someone who is also the same....i can't stand ppl who just do it coz they have too much money...and have no idea of the industry at all....=.="

it's hard to write like this....wtf =.=" but i must not be obvious coz i really dun want hurt anyone's feelings.....

yes, i'm jealous....plz dad, i really really want it....

haiz, what a way to start my day.....

Num 96

u know u're having PMS when u start to get annoyed at simple things in life =="

i might offend some ppl in this post, but wth this is my blog after all.....

this post may not apply to everyone...so if u 'terasa' means u are one of those people who are guilty of pulling my last nerve....

VENUE : entrepreneurship class

VICTIMS : me, n maybe some other biotech students.....but then again, maybe i'm the only one feeling annoyed...

CULPRITS : business students...i.e: students pursuing business admin, entrepreneurship, accounting, marketing....those in the same entre class with me this sem...

SITUATION 1: they talk crap all the time....talk crap to the lecturer, ask crap questions, tell crap jokes (which aren't funny at all)...thank god the lecturer can stand them....or maybe not.... coz he's resigning n this will be the last week for him..maybe he's resigning coz he can't stand those students anymore.....

SITUATION 2: they cheat in their mid-term, right in front of my own eyes n the lecturer's...... at the beginning of the test, while we science students were cracking our heads trying to do a last-minute read-through, they (the business students) were laughing and talking loudly behind.... yala, maybe entre very easy for u guys since ya'll are business students ma....but us science students aren't pro okay....so plz be more considerate for god's sake......anyway, we did our mid-term n when time's up, we (BT students) passed up our papers obediently n quietly like we always do in every other quiz/test/exam, and walked out of the exam hall.....

as for them??? some of them did passed up their papers, while others started talking n discussing at the back with their papers and pens still in their hand o.O wtf right? some even walked to the front table where the lecturer was standing n changed his/her answers on the spot......WTF RIGHT????

the lecturer knew, and he couldn't be bothered with them....what does that tell u??? duh, obviously he's probably used to this kinda situation n sudah tak larat to do anything anymore....

what can we do but to secretly curse them in our hearts for this unfairness.....

y must we take arts and business subjects as our main papers apart from our usual science subjects??? y do we have to come out with a business plan for our assignment when we are actually specializing in tissue culturing and molecular work??? if that's the case, then y can't they have lab experiments as well?? so to be fair lah...........

oh i know, coz we science students are AWESOME!!!! =D we're good at multi-tasking and we're good at everything we do!!!!! ask the arts/business students to do a business plan, lab reports, prepare for tests every week, spend hours in the lab doing FYP etc, and i dun think they can juggle as well as the science students do.....AND to top that, we have to pay more for our fees as well.....where's the equality in that??? hmpppppph........

okay, this may not apply to everyone.....some arts/business students are very very very good in what they do....they have assignments almost every week and are doing their best....i admire that =D

no offense k everyone =) i'm just super-pissed off at those talk-crap-cheating students in my entrepreneurship class.....

sorry for my lousy english =(......if dr.han were to read this, he'll probably change his mind abt my english proficiency T.T

Num 90

hey there....i know i've been MIA...sorry =(

i've been MIA during my 3-months of sem break...my penang friends kept asking me for a gathering n yet i did nothing....coz i basically was too tired to do anything after work each day =.="...bleh! lazy me!!

n i lost contact with all my coursemates coz i did not have any internet connections...i went back Pg n my parents had already cancelled the internet line as we were abt to move....n when we had already moved, the TMNet idiots took such a long time just to set up everything for us....btw, i moved to Balik Pulau =.="

so this is the 1st week of my final year...it's FYP year n that my dear, equals to DEATH!!!!! =.=' okla...i know some of u might be complaining...

'y u so lucky wan. u dun have to do ur FYP project all throughout this sem...ur FYP starts in May, which is during the sem break. n it only lasts for abt 1 week nia. nt fair la.....' hehhe...i admit. i might not have to slave myself in the lab during the whole sem...but this means that i have less time to do my thesis n project in the final sem...die lo that time =.='

it's not that i chose to do so...i picked a project which involves me going to the forests n so, it involves me being there for 7-9 continuos days. thus, i can only do that during the sem break in May =.="

Week 1 was tiring........not tired of the classes. more like being tired waiting for the classes to start.....the weather here is so hot.....i swear to God, standing under the sun for 2 minutes will give u a minor sunburn =.="

uni social life reminds me of high school....in fact it's worst than high school. i won't say much..but let's just put it this way.....cliques happen...

haiya....i dun have anything to blog about liao laaaa... nothing interesting going on in my life...n so nothing to talk or brag about....

TATAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!1

p.s: next door hse so noisy....y renovate now!!!!!!!! ppl need to study u know....hahaha. as if la =.="

Num 89

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

sorry for the 3-month dissapearance....i know i haven't been updating as much as i should..i was enjoying my holidays..hehehe

anyways, i'm now living in balik pulau...which is this 'ulu' place at the 'forgotten' corner of penang island. *sigh*....such a boring n quite place, it almost remind me of kampar....no entertainment, no good food =(

3rd year of uni will start in 5 days...something that i'm not looking forward to at all...assignments, FYP, quizzes, stress and home-sickness....blehhhhhhh......

i've cut off 6 inches of my hair....n am looking more like a watermelon now...i've put on weight for the past 3 months...no regrets though =D

............ermm..........nothing else to write...


till then.....tata!!!

Num 88

i'm sitting here in the room of Golden Sands Resort...damn fast internet connection la =D....my mum got complementary rooms...that's one of the perks having your parents working in the hotel industry =P

nothing much these days...just working and gaining weight ^^"

so i'm going for a swim in the pool now...and ignoring the fact that my exam results had already came out yesterday!!!!

i'm still in the holiday mood...n so, i haven't started doing any research for my FYP.....anyways, FYP officially starts next year. n i have the right to do my own things these three months....

i'm moving next month!!! balik pulau =( haiz.........

till then....tata...=)

Num 87

holidays have started n i'm lazing around as usual....ahhhhhhh...life is great again!!!

=D so this means that i won't be updating as often as i should...

firstly, it's coz the line here sucks so much...i don't have the patience to wait for a full page to load...it takes at least 5 mins per page ok...so, no thank u, i rather sit in front of the TV n watch E!

secondly, i'll be working again....after i come back from thailand of course... since i've started studying, i've not been on a proper holiday....n i miss thailand so so much...when i was in secondary school, it'll always be 2 thailand trips per year...ahhhh, the islands there are heaven i tell u....cannot be compared to those in malaysia at all...the islands in malaysia are too commercialized...the thai islands are so secluded and peaceful with crystal clear water...a perfect getaway =)....just simple chalets and a small cafe which operates till 8pm....KOH LIPE HERE I COME!!!!!!

ahh i can't wait to work again...getting paid lotsa of $$$ and given free clothes by just standing there....=D

anyway, like i said, i won't be updating often!!!! so tata.....au revoir...c ya around!!!

Num 84

just a few quick updates and current thoughts......i'm having my finals right now...

1. damn!!! i'm so way behind for my tues molecular bio paper......die die liao la =.="...n yet i'm still so relaxed right now.....knowing myself, i'll definitely start panicking tmr.....oh no!!!! i've already started to feel panic in me while writing this......HELP!!!!!!!!

2. how many more to go????

Pendidikan moral 12/9
Molecular biology 15/9
Cell and Tissue Culture Techniques 17/9
Genetics 19/9
Culture and Communication 23/9

3. i so can't wait for the 3 months holiday to start......good food, good friends, shopping, sleeping, working and getting paid for the work.....ahhhh...life is wonderful again!!! persevere angie persevere!!!!!! 10 more days to go!!!!

4. wei...FYP confirmation coming out liao anot????? i've been waiting for so long for the confirmation...did i get it??? did i not get it??? if i do get my 1st choice, then there goes my holidays....if not then =(

5. i miss out on chloe's first swim today T.T .....my parents took her to mukah head and chloe had fun there.....i wondered how she would look like swimming in the sea....plus, mum told me that chloe kept on chasing and barking after those monkeys...how cute!!!! and she was so friendly to the ang mohs there.....yeah for chloe!!!! show those mat saleh some friendly malaysian hospitalities....=D

6. on another note.....i'm so pissed off with my next door neighbour u have no idea....plz la, show some civic responsibilities....clean the toilet after u use la......there's always this weird smell after u use the toilet =.=".....and also, do u need to take 6 times bath per day......ohhhh, i know!!!! ur bf baths there too rite....dude, electricity bill was already so high before ur bf decided to move in for free....i dun want to pay extra just because ur bf is sleeping in ur room.....ask him to go back n sleep at his own hse la....if not, pay monthly rent for his own room for wat???? also, do u have to be so lansi....smile a bit la....talk with other hsemates a bit la.....don't just play with ur bf in the room and shout like u own the whole house...i'm next door okay??? plus, ur bf is not really that handsome....show off sumore la i dun care....mine is way better looking!!!! ONE MORE THING.....STOP BANGING THE DOOR EVERYTIME U CLOSE IT!!!! FREAKING ANNOYING!!! no wonder ur roomate decided to move out at last.....i bet u're happy rite? coz now u get to invite ur bf n have sleepovers....

i'm so mean rite??? yea, i'm mean like that.....cross my boundaries and i won't hesitate to talk bad abt u here.....but then again she doesn't read this, so it doesn't matter la.....

7. i'm moving to the ulu balik pulau soon.........T.T mum i dun wanna move plz.........i rather stay in a small apartment then move into a bigger house far far away from civilization (aka queensbay)....dahlah i spent most of my time here at ulu Kampar, now i have to move to ulu Balik Pulau.....huhuhuhu T.T.......if i stay at balik pulau then it'll be so difficult to go out at night.....and i dun want him to fetch me back to a place so far away late at night.....ahhh.....i need my late nite supper and midnight movies at the cinema...

8. out of boredom and stress, i spent rm90 on online shopping yesterday....yea silly me spend money on clothes without trying it on.....let's c if i'll regret on my choices in another 3 days....=.="

okay that's it for now....gotta get back to MB.....i won't be updating often...bye

Num 83

since kok quin's posting something just coz it's 09 09 of 09...i'm gonna post something up as well..... yea...i'm a copycat!!!! =.="

though i shouldn't coz i'm running out of time and haven't finish studying for my finals next week....=.="

n yet i'm feeling so relaxed these few days..taking my own sweet time...lalalalalala-ing the whole day.....n not to mention sleeping for abt 10 hours per day....i feel like i've take a whole bottle of sleeping pills which makes me drowsy the whole week......

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! TOLONG AH!!!!! i need more time T.T huhuhuhu!!!!

anywayz....bf sms-ed me at 0909 in the morning today just before he went for his badminton...so sweet rite?? the timing exactly sumore.....=)

so everyone!!!!

HAPPY 090909!!!!!!

Num 77

i'm back......a week without internet can be torturous......

pardon my extremely emo posts last week...i was really really dissapointed with myself at that moment....the good news is that i'm over it now =D..........

yea!!!!! NO MORE LAB REPORTS FOR THIS SEM!!!!!
BOOOOOOOOOO....FINALS COMING SOON......=(

on another note, do u think i'm having H1N1 if i'm having cough n sore throat???? i doubt that i'm having it....though i've been to many public places last weekend.....i've not visited the clinic so far...coz i'm not used to going to clinics as the last time i fell sick was when i was in F6....n even then, i did not go to the clinic...hahhaa...=.="

there u go...i've updated.....

Num 74

just a few updates on my oh-so-boring-life..........

sleeping is addictive....the more u sleep, the sleepier u'll get.....

online shopping is damn fun......u can take the mall away from the girl, but u'll never take the girl out of shopping....even if it's a virtual mall....=D

it has been 23 long days since i've seen him n chloe....n 1 month since i've seen my parents

no more assignments n presentations, but here comes the quizzez, lab tests, exams.....n coming soon---FINALS!!! all at once....i can't breathe...HELP!!! drowning here....we basically have a quiz/lab test/test every 3 days now....*sigh*
example: last wed, molecular bio quiz. then on saturday, genetics test. tmr (monday), tissue culture lab tests. coming thursday, mol bio test. walau!!!

FB is now officially boring.......

Num 72

how'z my new blog layout????

cute hor cute hor cute hor.........=P

sorry for not updating as often as i should...i'm have nothing to ramble about.....

TTFN =.=

Num 67

somehow i don't feel comfortable letting ppl read my blog......coz i like to ramble and vent out my frustrations here.....so y am i getting judged on the things i wrote on my own blog?? i'm considering turning it private soon........

i like competitions between peers....i think it's healthy and it makes a person strive harder.....competition can be a positive thing.....yes, i might sometimes compare myself with others....coz if others can do it, then i should be able to do it as well..........no excuses for my poor performance

....

.......

coming from st.george's made me competitive....i'm sure some of u girls feel the same.....coz all the girls there were straight A students in UPSR and were specially selected to go there......in fact, georgians are all-rounded and competitive in a way....coz we r so used to winning and getting good grades......after all, we are the best girl school in penang!!!!....right?? remember all those perhimpunan on mondays?? where the headmistress would always give away those certs, prizes and trophies that had been won by the students in national or state 'peraduan' or 'pertandingan' or whatever MSSM or MSSP medals....n OMG who could ever forget our school band, they're awesome!!!!! i used to be so proud whenever someone win something.....almost every student i know has been up there at least once..myself included.......

yeah, i admit i can be jealous at times...especially when it comes to 'kelas terbersih'.......y do u think i was so obsessed in winning 'kelas terbersih' during my F6......it was the trophy and the merit points....i knew some of my classmates needed it....SGGS with strict rules always giving students demerit..ish ish...

the point is SGGS made me take my work and studies seriously.....that is y i'm so particular abt my work quality......i can't stand it when ppl do their work in a lazy manner....SGGS nurtures each student so that they can achieve their full potential....i bet that if i were to come from another school other than SGGS, i would be a different person from what i am today...n i'm happy with myself =)....my english would be a lot worse if it wasn't for SGGS....

the famous clock tower =D

anyway, georgians are awesome (note: myself EXCLUDED!!!!)..... half my peers are now not in malaysia, i.e they r studying elsewhere around the world....Singapore, Australia, US, UK, Rusia....n they r doing very well.....another 25% are in local unis while another 10% have graduated or going to graduate soon....yup, time flies huh.....this leaves the remaining 15% in the private unis around malaysia.....including myself in UTAR (no Choice!!)....older georgians are mostly professionals and a lot of them are Datins and Datos, doing tons of charity works....hello, Dato' Sri Sharizat is a georgian ok... so is Dato' faridah merican if i'm not mistaken...and a lot more in fact....i just dunno their names.........*sigh* i bet ya i'll never become a Datin or a Dato' especially since i'm in the science field...=P but nothing's imposible maaaaaaaaa............

to all my fellow georgian friends reading this, i miss u all dearly....i miss those good old days.....n if u ever doubt yourself even for a moment, just remember our school's slogan.....Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam!!!!!!!! be proud!!! =D

p.s.: i'm writing this to cheer myself up coz i'm in a total emo mood rite now......due to a certain group assignment that i'm not particularly happy abt....let's just say i'm not satisfied/trust the quality of the assignment (mostly grammar mistakes) as i wasn't able to proof-read it first before they submitted it....i 've asked him to let me do so n i waited till late for the soft copy...but alas, nothing!!! whatever la.......

Num 66

i've just realized i'm in deep shit.........especially after my consultation with Dr. Han....my results were awful last sem n i didn't give a damn abt it till an hour ago......

but i really honestly don't know what went wrong during the finals last sem.....i think the whole thing came down to time management....my time management skills suck, but i didn't make any attempt to change it.......the killer part was the 3 papers in 3 continuos days......

another fact i can't get over is that the weaker students r now doing better while i'm getting worst....=_=" i have a few conclusions on y that's happening but i'm not gonna tell it here...their efforts paid off.....let's just say life is not always fair =(

no matter how hard i tried, it just doesn't seem to pay off.....eg. my test 1 results for molecular bio.....it was actually ok, but compared to how others did, mine was not good....

i'm not going to make any more excuses......n i'll just have to keep on trying harder.....

i'm gonna go cry my eyes off now....bye

Num 63

just came back from my class bbq/steamboat

DAMN FUN !!!!!

n DAMN FULL!!!!

going back to pg tmr..........

can't wait!!!!!!

*hophophophophophop* *skipskipskipskip*

OPTIMUS PRIME!!!! BUMBLEBEE!!!!! SHENG SHENG!!!!!!! here i come..........

Num 57

hahaha..two entries in one night...but i can't help posting this up....my mum is so cute......


Message from Chloe's mummy‏

From: Pat Lim (pat_ng@yahoo.com)
Sent: Tuesday, 30 Jun, 2009 2: 30 PM
To: taurus_ann@hotmail.com

Dear Tua Pui,
Chloe's mummy is waiting for the list of company
Regards
Chloe's Mummy


that's how my mum or should i say, chloe's mum emails me........oh ya, she calls me tua pui =_="

Num 56

so many things r happening to the ppl around me....so many different episodes of dramas surrounding me....n i dun actually know wat's really happening...nor do i intend to know what's really going on.....

coz once u drown in the situation, there's no way of telling when u'll resurface again.....

let's say la...A not talking to B, B not talking to C, C not talking to D, D not talking to E, ------continues to person Z, n Z not talking to A.....

it's very difficult u know, considering the fact that the class is smaller in size compared to other courses....so once u stop interacting with one another, it can get quite tense in some situations....

all these actually made me think....
have i ever offended anyone before without realizing it??
have i said anything that hurts others without intending to do so???

i honestly don't know....coz all these while, i remained low-key n quiet........but i do say some hurtful things in my blog whenever i'm angry.... whatever that i've said, i meant it at that time......but once my anger is over, all those things that i've said seemed so silly n stupid.....
eg. my last entry abt my assignments....sure, i was angry at the quality of work done by others....but after submission, it doesn't even matter anymore.....we passed up a good work....*i think*

so if i've done anything or said anything to the ppl out there that might have hurt ur feelings, i'm sorry..........

i'll try not to talk bad abt others here....i've learn from other ppl's mistakes......so from now onwards, i'll blog abt cute actors that makes my heart skip a beat (though they don't know me)....nice yummy food that i ate (though i've not eaten a nice nice meal in a while).....places i've been to (though i've not been anywhere else other than classes-room-classes-room....), how i miss everyone back in penang.....n lastly abt pretty rainbows n butterflies =_=" oh...oso i'll ramble n ramble n ramble.........useless ramblings!

I MWISSSSSSSSSS MY MUMMY!!!! DADDY!!!! NINI!!!!! CHLOE!!!!! N SHENG!!!!!! =(


side note: i think i've never actually hurt anyone before in my life...not that i know la....maybe someplace somewhere someone holds a grudge against me....someone who's waiting to 'balas dendam' n kill me in my sleep......take out all my organs n sew me back....n no one here will ever know if i'm dead, coz no one really cares actually........n i'll slowly rot in my room till my next door hsemates smell something funky....calls the police but cannot identify my body...coz some indonesian-construction guys had stolen my IC...n so they'll put me in the morgue.......

so in case u wondering where i am, find me in the morgue...........but then hor...u have to find out yourself which morgue i'm at...coz i'm dead n i can't tell u that........

THE END!!!!!

told ya i ramble

Num 53

believe it or not....i just did what i deemed to be the most ''stupidest' thing i've done so far.....

I CALLED A TUTOR 'STUPID' IN FRONT OF HIS FACE!!!!!

BUT then again, i did not regret it at all.....he was really stupid...n really annoying. that guy is like the rudest tutor i've met in my whole entire existence!!!!!!!!! so he deserved it.....

but i've gotta admit, i was scared as hell when that word slipped out of my mouth.....

what happened was something like this :

- he came late to class.....
- 2 groups were presenting their tutorial homework in class as usual...n he was busy texting behind.........STUPIAK!!
- after abt 15 mins, he locked the door.....who the hell does that? STUPIAK!!!!
- after presentation, he kinda commented on the fact that the presentors weren't wearing any formal attire....hello???????? u didn't mention anything abt that coz this was after all just a normal presentation on our homework...not an assignment presentation....STUPIAK!!!!
- then he commented that after 15 mins of class, he's gonna close the door....coz he won't allow the late students to come in........DOUBLE STANDARD GUY!!!!! STUPIAK STUPIAK STUPIAK!!!! he himself was late ok....

so, my anger was like building up since the beginning of class...n upon hearing that i pun mumbled the word 'stupid'.........or at least i thought i mumbled it, coz the word came out from my mouth loud n clear......the class was quiet, so everyone obviously heard it =_=" hehe.......n he said

" WHO SAY STUPID? "

as nervous as i was, i suprisingly managed to reply him coolly n casually...........

" Oh.....i dropped my eraser on the floor."

hahahahaaaaaaaaaahahahaaa........he didn't reply anything after that.....maybe he believed me, or maybe he knew i was referring to him n he didn't dare to go AGAINST me....muahahahahaha...

or maybe deep down inside, he's gonna target me for the rest of the semester....die la if like that....

after class, my classmates began asking me abt my sudden outburst.....some really believed it was abt my eraser but others knew that i was 'stupiaking' that stupid guy coz they saw my eraser.... hahahaha....

well, at least i got lots of compliments from my actions.....my classmates were glad someone dared to do speak up to that guy....i did wat everyone else wanted to do, but did not dare to do it.....the whole situation was kinda........LIBERATING!!!!!!

n for once i did something really wrong without feeling guilty abt it......ohhhhhhh, how i've changed...i'm becoming more erm.....honest????

hahahaha......well, i guess i'll have to find out soon if he holds a grudge against me....

Forgive my short posts......i'm too lazy..........it's the holidays!!! n i'm too lazy to bother abt anything...i just laze around.....

READING TWILIGHT SAGA BOOKS!!!!!! TEEHEEEEEEEEEE........it has been a while since i read anything other than my revision books...very relaxing =)

PS: EDWARD CULLEN..PLZ CHOOSE ME INSTEAD OF BELLE....SUCK MY BLOOD N MAKE A VAMPIRE!!! =_="

DONE!!!!

*UPDATED*

BIOCHEMISTRY AND CELL METABOLISM
ORGANISATION AND HUMAN RESOURCE
PHYSIOLOGY
MICROBIOLOGY
PRINCIPLES OF BIOTECHNOLOGY

5 DOWN NO MORE TO GO!!!!!!


in 10 days time, i'll be outta here......
i can't wait to get out of this place!!!!
coz me lurveeeeeee penang.....

ps: how do ppl make the strikethrough thingy for their words???...i mean like, put a line through a particular word....i just wanna cancel the 1st paper off...to show that it's done!!! =_=" haiz nvm la...
pps: how'z my new blog layout?