HARLO 2012

Bye 2011, Hi 2012!!!

2011 has been a fruitful year for me....i've learnt so much through 1 year of working...things i couldn't have learn in 16 years of studies.

i did not really have a new year resolution for 2011...all because i was an unfocused, undetermined new graduate at the end of 2010. But by the end of 2011, i knew what i wanted in my personal life, career and future. so here goes...

1. To have more FOCUS in work. Although my work is kinda flexible in the sense that u can do whatever u like as long as u complete all your work and hit your KPIs, it definitely requires lots and lots of discipline. Something that i think i lack of in 2011. Sure, I was able to do well in work and in that process earn quite well =P....but still, i know that i did not put my 100% in it. SO FOR 2012, I WOULD GIVE 120% IN MY CAREER!!!

2. Strive for career advancement. i got the recognition i deserve when GM followed me out for fieldwork (definitely the scariest moment of my life....although he intimidates the hell out of me, a hands on GM is somewhat better than other GMs who sits in the office all day long). Identifying me as someone to look out for to my ABM & NSM is 1 step closer to my long term career plans. NOW IT'S TIME TO MOVE ANOTHER STEP CLOSER...

3. Financial planning. With a large chunk of monthly salary going off to parents, insurance, car loan, house loan and credit cards payment, i would have to be more prudent in my savings. Happy to say i've done quite well in 2011. MUST CONTINUE TO SAVE MORE IN 2012!!!

4. Start paying my student loan. I'm so embarassed to admit that i have not been paying my RM40k debt in 2011. MUST START PAYING at least RM12k/year and settle off student loan by 2015 or I'll be in debt till im old!!!

5. FURTHER STUDIES = MBA by end of 2012!!!

6. EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE!!!! need i say more?....MUST DRAG SHENG ALONG COZ HE'S GETTING FATTER AS WELL!!!

7. Wow, Sheng and I are going into our 5th year now...time really does fly. =) and every single moment in the last 5 years was amazing...to others, when u r already in a 5-year relationship, u would hv probably met with the parents, grandparents, extended families etc. But not in our case...yes, we've met each others' parents...but just short meetings n never for dinner or anything significant. Same goes to extended families, some knew that we are in a relationship, some do not hv a clue at all. Mostly because we prefer living in our own world and never like people asking us too many questions (think of ur own personal situation in family gatherings, weddings, CNY, and times that by 100x o.O). So, for 2012, should we make an effort to branch out and explore the possibilities of meeting the families??? ....we'll see how it goes. CNY is less than a month away...

8. MORE HOLIDAYS!!!! ya, a lil' against resolution #3 (where i'm supposed to save more $$$). But i believe all work n no play...will not make me a dull person, it'll only make me CRAAZEEEE!!! Sheng and I started off the holiday thing quite successfully in 2011, where we paid our own way to HONG KONG!!! before that, it was either KL or Genting (meh!)...

@ Victoria Peak

@ Jumbo Floating Restaurant

and to start off my holiyear 2012..I'm going to JAPAN!!! with my colleagues in 6 days time!!! i LOVE u Uncle Pfizer!!!

(Hi Mt Fuji! see you in one week!!!) YAY!!!!

*abrupt ending to post*

SO HERE'S TO TURNING QUARTER OF A CENTURY!!!! *oh no, 25!!!* HAVE A GREAT 2012!!!

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i'm having my last paper tomorrow and i'm not in the mood to study anymore =="

reason?

scroll down to the bottom of my blog n u'll know!

it's our 3rd ANNIVERSARY!!! =)

time really flies, and it has already been 3 years......doesn't feel like 3 years though. i remembered when i entered into UTAR, we had only begun to 'date officially' for about 7 months..and as a new couple in the early stage, u know la....all lovey-dovey and the i'm-gonna-miss u-dun-wanna-leave-u thing.....

3 years later, it's still the same thing...and i'm about to graduate in abt 4 months....hahahaha ==" but we've adapted so well to the LDR. we c each other once every 3 weeks and if it's longer than that, he'll make an effort to come down to kampar.....delivering McD of course =P

i can foresee that final (next) sem is gonna be hard for us, with me doing fyp thesis....but it helps since he now owns a laptop and we get to virtually see each other every night. whatever la, we can make it through.....=)

if i go on writing abt how awesome he is, this post is never gonna end and i need to study NOW!! so yeah, he's 'almost' perfect with a few flaws....who doesn't right?

yea, silly picture....u could almost c my tonsils....but i love it coz that's how we act most of the time...=)

p.s: good luck to the Malaysian team....against Denmark wor later =="

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my 23rd birthday fell on the study week....it was actually a blessing having my bday during the study week unlike the previous two years where i was having papers on the 29th....=)


sheng wanted to suprise me by coming down to kampar....but somehow i figured it out earlier and forced the secret out of him....lolz....he then complained that i'm so un-romantic...so true =P....i'm too clever to be fooled...or in other words, i'm no fun >.<

i don't actually like taking pictures...but it's my day so whatever la.....=.="

my pressie from him...such a waste of money but whatever la, it's nice ma hor?? =.=" he did gave me a children's t-shirt =.=" coz he said the design was nice...like wtf, the round-neck collar was so high i could barely breathe.....the last pic on the right is the reason y i don't like taking pictures....whatever la hor, it's a rare chance for u to admire my ugliness....and make u feel good abt urself =D

anyways...to UTAR students reading this, GOOD LUCK IN UR FINALS!!!!!

and to my other graduating friends (i.e. SGGS girls =D )....CONGRATS!!!!!! i have 5 more months to suffer before joining u guys...

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we're so different yet we're the same in so many ways =="

u make me laugh, u make cry....i can never stay mad at u for more than an hour....coz u'll always find a way to make me smile =)

it's amazing how we can just talk for more than 3 hours without realizing it....

that's y u r the best...the only person i can really be myself with...

c u soon =)

~ilyss~

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a friend of mine just posted something on Fb saying that he get to see his gf 'only' 10 hours per day...n he's worried that their bond will become 'looser'

n i was like =.="

10 hours is hell lot of time to spend with ur significant other...if 10 hours is still not enough to become closer to ur bf/gf, then i dunno what else could be done.. =.="

i 'only' get to see my bf twice per month....each occasion abt 3 hours only...which makes it abt 6 hours per month....=.=" compared it to 10 hours per day, 300 hours per month...hahaha!!! =D hilarious right??

i'm not complaining...i'm satisfied =D 6 hours of pure bliss and happiness is enough for me...=D

he's coming tomorrow!!!! =D i love it when he comes over...movie night!!!

FINISH!!!!!

nowadays, i can't seem to write complete and full sentences...FAIL!!!!

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there's no goodbye

true indeed.............

counting the moments till i c u again =)

now, it's crunch time!!! STUDY!!! i hope.....

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i'm back!!!! after a dissappearing act for a week....truth to be told, i have nothing to blog abt, i prefer reading one.......

reading other ppl's blog may sometimes make me jealous.........pretty girl with a handsome bf, pretty girl who dresses nicely, pretty girl who has everything in the world she wishes for....

but then again, i have a perfect man in my life.....n he's the only thing i can brag abt apart from my dog chloe.........yes, i know...i have no life.....so if u dun wanna continue reading abt how perfect my bf is then u better go.............

coz he is so perfect!!!!!

the more i think abt it, the more perfect he seem to be......ok, he may not be the most educated person in the world....but he's polite, kind, generous n FUNNY!!!!! n he respects me n love me for who i am......who else would love a fat girl like me??? sheng sheng la......^^

i overheard a few things abt my friend's bf who asked her to run an errand for him....i can't mention wat it is here.....but it's really stupid....to ask her to do such a thing would be memalukan.....he can just do it himself n it wouldn't be embarrasing for him at all....i can't imagine my man asking me to run such an errand....maybe it's a good thing having an older bf... coz he's sensible......but he can be really silly though =D

anywayzz.........i went to Bon Odori on saturday...n OMG....banyaknya orang.....i couldn't wait to get out of there....but as we were abt to leave, the fireworks came..........* in awe* WOW!!!!!!! it's probably the best i've seen so far.......out of the 3 fireworks we saw together in our 26+ months together.....

that was the best 10 minutes of my life....a perfect moment at that time...to have someone u love, holding u close, n just staring into the dark sky iluminated by the bright n colourful fireworks.....it's this 10 minutes that makes life with him worth it.....it's this 10 minutes that makes all the torturous waiting n anticipation to see him again worth it........

p.s: picture not taken by me..i stole it from dunno who.......^^" ......n for those of u who don't know, that circle thing there is actually a replica of the buah pinang near esplanade.........buah pinang = pulau pinang...yea, wat a way to waste the public's money.....FYI, it was built when BN was still ruling.....

p.p.s: just in case u r wondering, my bf is not an 40-year-old man.....he's still very young, just older than me

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the things he do

makes me love him even more

even when i'm angry

even when he's wrong

my guy is so soft at heart

n only i know how soft it it.....

it has been 20 long days

looking forward to friday.....

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hahaha..two entries in one night...but i can't help posting this up....my mum is so cute......


Message from Chloe's mummy‏

From: Pat Lim (pat_ng@yahoo.com)
Sent: Tuesday, 30 Jun, 2009 2: 30 PM
To: taurus_ann@hotmail.com

Dear Tua Pui,
Chloe's mummy is waiting for the list of company
Regards
Chloe's Mummy


that's how my mum or should i say, chloe's mum emails me........oh ya, she calls me tua pui =_="

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tata sheng sheng....c u in 6 days....6 long dreadful days for me...........

i'll always miss u......even if it's just for a day.....

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HAPPY SECOND ANNIVERSARY SHENG SHENG!!!!!!

MMMUAKKS!!!!

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it's 3.15 am...obviously it's an emo post..either read it or hit the exit button.....


tat's it...my small sis had ended her foundation studies here at kampar...she'll be going to setapak the following sem for her degree....

my parents came to fetch her today n brought her things down to kl....then the three of them went back to penang....after my finals on the 7th, i'll be going back as well....n after 3 weeks of sem break, we'll start a new sem....

the thing is i'm gonna miss her once the new sem starts in june....suprise huh?? i know we sometimes dun get along well, but tat's wat sisters do!!!! we fight...n at the end of the day, everything's back to normal.....

honestly speaking, my sis is the closest thing i have here at kampar....she's the one that keeps me sane....wat i mean is that at the end of the day, i know that i can depend on my sis....when i'm bored, i just pop my head downstairs n shout at her to ask wat's she doing.....or i'll go downstairs to kacau her n maybe have a chat.....just so u know, she's living downstairs while i live upstairs on the 2nd floor...

i owe her so much.....she's the one that provides me dinner every nite for the past year.... coz i seldom go out to eat.....there's more actually, but at this point i can't think of any....

we know so much of each other's secret...it's amazing...........=)

i've never been a social n outgoing person, whereas nini is totally the opposite..she's outgoing n street-wise.....which explains y we complement each other so well.....

the bottom line is..........now that she's moving to kl the next sem, i dun have anyone to rely on anymore....someone to keep me accompanied....someone to gossip with....someone to yell at... someone to watch las vegas with.....or late night movie sessions....

dun ask me abt my coursemates or housemates....thay are all nice people..n i'm glad to know them....but i don't have any similarities with them....none whom i can share my interests with...conversations always revolve around the same thing.....i guess it's because of different backgrounds....

even with sheng sheng, i can't talk abt those things that i talked with my sis....

with all the assignments, quizzes, tests, exams, n reports, life can be stressful n boring....n life can even be tougher when u r alone.....i feel lonely every single night....

there's not a single person in this world whom i can trust more or rely than my sis.....

ps: i'm still having my finals...but this is affecting me hard....no drive to study at this point....i hope tomorrow's a better day...=)

R-A-N-D-O-M P-I-C-S

Yup...=) somehow i feel like uploading some pics...though i've mention before that i dun upload pics........

THE PICS ARE RANDOM...IT CAN BE ABOUT ANYTHING....

but mostly it reflects my life and what i love the most.....awwwww.....

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DAMN...it takes forever to do this.....hold on ya.....

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#$@%$^&*(()$!#$@#$%&**$$!!!!!

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HERE GOES!!!!!!!!!!

looks yummy ain't it??? hehehe....

that's what my dad do as a living.......basically, he works with food.....=D......n before u jump to any conclusion as y i'm so fat....he NEVER cooks for his family *sob sob*......so i never get to eat his cooking.........

that's my parents in thailand....while they were on their once-every-three-months-vacation....i dun say this often...but i love them so much *hugs*

NEXT!!!!! more random things abt me.........

the view of the back alley from my room at kampar..........

i love this......shows that i'm his baby!!! *shy*

my study table.......filled with all the things he gave me....that's his doraemon, accompanying me while i study....next to it is Michael Schumacher's Ferrari 248 given to me for my birthday last year (i love this the most).....there's another smaller model of Felipe Massa's F2007....others include Stitch, some Super Mario mushroom thingy, bubble pop thingy (the yellow thingy), keychain, my Christmas Swatch Watch, n our pic!!!! etc etc etc....this pic was taken in March...there's more now...=D

guess what's this????

my valentine's day present.........remember my earlier blog abt him suprising me here at kampar...this is it!!

the long road ahead.....this was taken last week....sheng sheng came to fetch me back from kampar....just for fun! =D

his sunnies.......he looks funny wearing it ehehe but that's for me to know....n that's the reflection of him driving ^^

at the petrol station with me wearing his sunnies.....n that's him behind =_="

us again.....the main purpose of the pic is to secretly take his pic.....=_="

there u go.......the bf driving....=D

NEXT!!!!!!

may i introduce to u....chloe.....this is how she looks like when she's bored...look to the left n u can c one of her 4 current tennis balls....she has 6 actually,but i kept 2 new ones for the future, just in case =D

just so u know......she's my mum favourite daughter..my mum pampers her to the max!! *sigh*

ok...this is chloe's latest Babolat tennis ball....it's HUGE!!!! the size of a volley ball....well, u can't exactly c how big it is here as it's a close-up...but it's huge...i swear......believe me...sheng sheng was so thoughtful, he gave it to her.....got it from the shop after they changed the window display =D i love this ball so much i kept it to myself... occasionally i'll let chloe play with it...

WELL...........i guess this is it for now!!!! total time taken: 2 hours.....i'm suppose to study for my finals in two weeks time ler.........ish ish ish, now i know y i dun upload pics in the first place........

ps: i'm going back pg tmr.....for my bean sprout chicken rice, dry bak kut teh, nasi lemak from the kopitiam downstairs, mcd, kimberly street's curry mee n lots more......... teehee =P......who cares if i'll grow fatter..... "i rather die early"-------quoted from dr.han!!! =D

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IT'S BACK TO REALITY AFTER SPENDING NEARLY TWO WHOLE DAYS WITH HIM........
IT'S BACK TO BORING OLD REPORTS, LUCKILY THE LAST 2 FOR THIS SEM...
BUT NOW, IT'S NEARLY TIME FOR THE FINALS, IN TWO WEEKS TIME...

BUT ALL I DO IS CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT HIM....
EVERYTIME I SAY GOODBYE, I'LL TURN INTO THIS EMO-CRYING-PERSON....

ALTHOUGH MY CASE IS NOT REALLY THAT EXTREME....
AS IN WE'RE STILL LIVING IN THE SAME COUNTRY, N NOT SEPARATED BY THE OCEAN.....
I STILL NEED HIM BADLY.....
TO LOOK AT HIS GENTLE SMILE N TO HOLD HIS HAND....
THE WAY HE KISSES THE BACK OF MY HAND.....
SIMPLY, THE WAY HE HUG N KISSES ME....
I MISS HIS WARMTH AND COMFORT EVERY SINGLE DAY....
EVERYTHING FEEL SO RIGHT N NOTHING ELSE'S MATTER...
N THE EARTH JUST STOOD STILL......

URGHHHH....HOW I ENVY THOSE WHO GETS TO SEE THEIR LOVED ONES EVERYDAY...

I MISS SHENG SHENG SO MUCH.....=(

*UPDATES*

this is a very very very random blog...i talk abt everything..... BEWARE!!!!

i'm just to lazy too blog......haiz.....finished two tests this week n i have 4 reports to complete by next wednesday!!!! crazy laaa.....the lecturers r getting crazier each day i tell u.......fyi, it's 3 weeks till the finals.....n we still have tons of reports to do.........crazy crazy crazy.....*sigh*

i tried n tried to salvage my coursework marks for my 4 core subjects but sadly, not much can be done at this point....it's better now but still VERY TERUK =( .....it's nearly week 13, so i guess it's a bit too late.... *sigh*

BTW.......Malaysian GP this weekend =( sadly, i won't be able to watch the race this weekend coz i'm STUCK here at kampar with my 4 stupid reports..... so i'll have to depend on the live timing through the official website.......BUT THE INTERNET LINE LOUSY LA THESE FEW DAYS!!!!!!!! =( F1 is the only thing that keeps me sane here n i dun get to enjoy it this weekend.....so be prepare to face a cranky moody crazy n sleepy Angie next week...... *sigh*

on the good side, Practice 2 just finished....KIMI N FELIPE came in 1st n 2nd..... hehehhehehehehhehehehhhhhhhheheheheh =D.......hope they qualify the same tmr....they deserve it coz they didn't even finish the race last week at Australia..... *sigh*

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RANDOMness ALERT !!!!!
Ohh, how i love kimi n felipe + sheng =) + daddy + mummy + chloe + sis
(but only when she's not rude to me)........i miss sheng n chloe the most though!!! ;_; as usual, i'll be on my emo mode on friday nights and the whole of saturday when i'm in kampar during the weekends..........*cries loudly*

i know i know......it's very sweet of me to miss the bf *wink wink* .....but if u think that it's a lil' silly to miss the dog....u'r wrong.....she's part of the family k....


on another note--------------> ur good friend, Mr. Najib is our 6th PM of Malaysia =_=".......i have tons of things to say abt him, but it's a lil' unappropriate........i think u know what i'm saying here rite??? *sigh*

ps : i sigh too much these days..........gtg go take my afternoon nap....i'm getting cranky......={
pps: I HATE COCKROACHES n MAGGOTS!!!!!

On Monday morning, we flew to Hong Kong.............
The following day, we flew to Shanghai....
I was tired last night....we went to Singapore.......


hahahha.....it's our trip around the world!!! =)
more to come......

*~ TOGETHER WE FLEW TO TAIWAN N COME BACK IN ONE NIGHT~*

Bleh!!

poor sheng sheng
right now...
he must probably be wondering...
what had he done wrong.....

to be honest
he's innocent
n he did nothing wrong
infact he's being as sweet as ever

with all the stress and PMS
i need someone to let it out on
n when i'm with my friends
i don't actually get angry n moody
but at the end of the day
i need to just throw a tantrum.....=_="

n he's my one and only punching bag
always so willing to be one
always so generous
always so patient
always so caring
always so loving

=( sorry dar....

My Valentine's

i guess most ppl would be confuse when they read my previous posts on v-day.....where i 1st complained abt how i would not get to spend v-day with him again this year n still hope he would suprise me, n then i post up something abt how every guy should make their loved ones happy during valentine's day coz it's not an everyday thing........n a day after that, i change my mind coz he somehow convinced me that valentine's day is not actually that important if we have each other, but deep down inside i still hope he would do something =P.....

on friday, i finished my class early abt 12 n reached home abt 12.30pm....he then sms-ed me to ask if i have reached my room n then said that he had to fetch his dad to town to do something n that he would reached hm abt 5pm.... i said ok....at this point i wasn't expecting anything from him......

i cleaned my room n then did my report + surfing the net.....my mum called abt 5pm.....n then my hsemate come knocking on my door while i was on the phone n told me tat someone outside wanted to see me......i became a lil' suspicious...so i went down to find a Myvi parked outside, with the boot opened n a bouquet of teddy bears on the dashboard behind.... how i squealed (in a very high pitch squeal)...n saw him hiding behind the bicycles =_="....... n to make things sweeter....... HE WORE A FERRARI TEAM POLO SHIRT........he knew i loved that shirt n bought it earlier this month n waited till now to wear it ^^....

well....we had dinner later that nite at KFC n Pizza Hut the next day for lunch (coz there's nothing but KFC n Pizza Hut at Kampar), i cooked maggi mee for him at abt 1am coz he said he was hungry (added tons of fishballs n crab sticks =P coz he deserved it) n we did more things together.... i wouldn't want to give details coz it was our special day... abt 4pm the next day, he went back.....once again, it was hard to say goodbye =(

IT WAS DEFINITELY A DAY TO REMEMBER....COZ IT WAS MY 1ST VALENTINE'S DAY EVER...N I GET TO SPEND MY DAY WITH HIM (not counting last year's coz i didn't get to spend my v-day with him)....
Goh Yong Sheng-i love u......MUAKS! ^.^

ps: for once i wanted to post up pictures....but i can't seem to transfer the pics from my hp to my laptop...=(
too bad....

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24 hours had gone by so fast........dardar went back to penang d...leaving me here alone once again, wondering when can i see him again =(..... he had just called a few minutes ago to tell me that he had reached pg.

hearing his voice makes me cry............i feel so weak n helpless this few weeks.....not to mention home sick.....i miss chloe so much....it's kinda silly to miss a dog, but i do...

*sigh*

Leaving that aside........

I HAD THE BEST VALENTINE EVER......
THANKS SHENG SHENG.....
^.^ MUAKS!!