HARLO 2012

Bye 2011, Hi 2012!!!

2011 has been a fruitful year for me....i've learnt so much through 1 year of working...things i couldn't have learn in 16 years of studies.

i did not really have a new year resolution for 2011...all because i was an unfocused, undetermined new graduate at the end of 2010. But by the end of 2011, i knew what i wanted in my personal life, career and future. so here goes...

1. To have more FOCUS in work. Although my work is kinda flexible in the sense that u can do whatever u like as long as u complete all your work and hit your KPIs, it definitely requires lots and lots of discipline. Something that i think i lack of in 2011. Sure, I was able to do well in work and in that process earn quite well =P....but still, i know that i did not put my 100% in it. SO FOR 2012, I WOULD GIVE 120% IN MY CAREER!!!

2. Strive for career advancement. i got the recognition i deserve when GM followed me out for fieldwork (definitely the scariest moment of my life....although he intimidates the hell out of me, a hands on GM is somewhat better than other GMs who sits in the office all day long). Identifying me as someone to look out for to my ABM & NSM is 1 step closer to my long term career plans. NOW IT'S TIME TO MOVE ANOTHER STEP CLOSER...

3. Financial planning. With a large chunk of monthly salary going off to parents, insurance, car loan, house loan and credit cards payment, i would have to be more prudent in my savings. Happy to say i've done quite well in 2011. MUST CONTINUE TO SAVE MORE IN 2012!!!

4. Start paying my student loan. I'm so embarassed to admit that i have not been paying my RM40k debt in 2011. MUST START PAYING at least RM12k/year and settle off student loan by 2015 or I'll be in debt till im old!!!

5. FURTHER STUDIES = MBA by end of 2012!!!

6. EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE!!!! need i say more?....MUST DRAG SHENG ALONG COZ HE'S GETTING FATTER AS WELL!!!

7. Wow, Sheng and I are going into our 5th year now...time really does fly. =) and every single moment in the last 5 years was amazing...to others, when u r already in a 5-year relationship, u would hv probably met with the parents, grandparents, extended families etc. But not in our case...yes, we've met each others' parents...but just short meetings n never for dinner or anything significant. Same goes to extended families, some knew that we are in a relationship, some do not hv a clue at all. Mostly because we prefer living in our own world and never like people asking us too many questions (think of ur own personal situation in family gatherings, weddings, CNY, and times that by 100x o.O). So, for 2012, should we make an effort to branch out and explore the possibilities of meeting the families??? ....we'll see how it goes. CNY is less than a month away...

8. MORE HOLIDAYS!!!! ya, a lil' against resolution #3 (where i'm supposed to save more $$$). But i believe all work n no play...will not make me a dull person, it'll only make me CRAAZEEEE!!! Sheng and I started off the holiday thing quite successfully in 2011, where we paid our own way to HONG KONG!!! before that, it was either KL or Genting (meh!)...

@ Victoria Peak

@ Jumbo Floating Restaurant

and to start off my holiyear 2012..I'm going to JAPAN!!! with my colleagues in 6 days time!!! i LOVE u Uncle Pfizer!!!

(Hi Mt Fuji! see you in one week!!!) YAY!!!!

*abrupt ending to post*

SO HERE'S TO TURNING QUARTER OF A CENTURY!!!! *oh no, 25!!!* HAVE A GREAT 2012!!!

10 months later...

It has been 10 months since i've last updated my blog. Main reason: i've been working since Dec 2010 (the same time i stopped blogging) and couldn't be bothered to do anything else after a hard day's work.

Ok...and so i've stumbled across the new Blogger apps on iOS and decided to install it. Who knows i might start rambling actively once again....So yeah, i'm blogging through iphone now, alone at hm dog-sitting Chloe, Kimi, Suki while my parents n sis are all at Koh Lipe enjoying the sand, sun and sea...

Working life's fine...a lil' hectic with travelling and i don't really hv time to do anything else. I guess that's normal being a medical rep....i'm earning quite well for an entry level position and saving quite a lot since i'm stingy like Scrooge. I rarely buy new clothes, and even if i do, it'll be working clothes and shoes (FYI, i destroy an average of 1 pair of shoe every 3 months due to lotsa walking).

At 24, i have tons of commitments!!! =( Car loan, insurance, house loan, study loan. It's a lot to handle but i'll survive! Plus, how many 24-yr-olds out there can claim that they hv a hse of their own, right? So i guess i'm doing ok, although i will hv to slave away for the next 25yrs. My next few aims would be to pay off my student loan within 2.5 yrs (RM40k wtf!!!) and to then pursue MBA! Sounds like i'm having my plate full here...

Family's doing fine, dad's retiring end of Nov, sis's having her internship, bf sweet as ever, Chloe couldn't be any more cuter, Kimi n Suki has destroyed our garden by constant digging and... that's it for now. Oh ya, i'm darker n fatter!!! Two words a girl dread! =(

Pics below: Chloe; and our destroyed garden filled with booby traps to prevent more digging.

Num ???? err i lost count...

boo hoo hoo.....here i am... exactly 2 months 3 days later, i finally updated my blog. mainly because i have nothing to update about.

my life so far has been boring. in a few sentences, i'm going to elaborate.

i sleep late, wake up late. feed chloe and my 2 new puppies, kimi and suki. occasionally i'd drive to Queensbay Mall to have lunch with my bf and shop around (window shopping though coz i have no source of income as for now). once in a while, i'll go for interviews. got a few jobs offered to me but since i'm picky, i chose to decline them ==" finally accepted one and will start working on dec.

there u go...my life for the past 2 months in less than 80 words.

oh...and at night, i'll either have dinner with my parents or go out for supper with bf, watch tv and call it a night.

ok, that makes it 102 words....

who knows once i start working, i might have things to complain about and 'Angie Rambles' might be an active blog again. =="

till then, may u have a wonderful day!!! =)

Num 123

my blog is in a coma thank u very much....

and after next week i think it'll officially be dead...

coz i'm having my last paper of my final sem on monday, do the necessary corrections on my thesis so that my supervisor can approve it and then i'm done with my degree....

hopefully...cross my fingers i dun fail the worst paper i've done in my whole entire life...otherwise i might have to repeat. yes, i'm not a bright student.....T.T

so unless i'm frustrated or have something to rant and ramble about, don't count on me to update this blog of mine. blogging is not really a passion of mine. it's more of an outlet for me to just pour all my feelings out...

so that's all for now i guess.....will be back soon...hopefully =)

Num 122

when will this thing called 'cancer' stop interfering with my life...

no, i don't have cancer.

but i just found out a few days ago that another person that i truly love has cancer...

=(

again!!!

throughtout my 23 years of existence, i've received this news 3 times!!!

my mum survived cancer =) coz she's young and strong....but my aunty (babysitter/god-mum) did not =(

and now it's her turn....judging from her age, i really dunno if she would survive it =(
i'd always thought that she would live to a ripe age of 99 and die of natural causes.
and i can't bare to go home to visit her coz it would kill me so much i might break down there and then....but not visiting her would make me an unfaithful/ungrateful/mean person...

from what i wrote, some u might guess how this person is related to me..

i have so much in my head, i woke up today with the worst headache ever!

there's nothing i can do but to keep myself occupied right now...

Num 121

first of all i would to apologise in advance because what u r about to read is again another post of me getting frustrated and angry over a group assignment....

so, i've spent my whole day editing my group's assignment yesterday. going through shitty grammar and lousy sentences. i don't mind doing this part, coz that's what editing is about right???

but then, wat i got from them...total nonsense.

1. uncomplete work...so instead of editing, i ended up doing their part...how should i put this?? er....'got head, no tail'....so i ended up writing the 'tail' part...=="

2. capital letters and full stops!!!!! capital letters and full stops!!!!!! CAPITAL LETTERS AND FULL STOPS!!!! these are simple common things....and some couldn't even be bothered to put in a capital letter and a full stop....==" hello, all u have to do is press a key or two on the keyboard. i don't need unnecessary work like adding in capital letters and full stops just because they are lazy to press 'caps lock'.

3. i did as much as i could. using my effort and precious time to edit, writing extra, putting all the pieces together....and what i requested was for them to help me do the cover page and help in printing out the assignment. that's all right??? simple and easy....guess what???
mistakes on the cover page =="'

haiz...i was speechless and at that point, i was totally dissapointed. i spent my whole night trying to make the assignment better, when i could've done my own thesis instead. i corrected mistakes and grammar errors, and hell...even added capital letters and full stops!!!

so i thought, simple cover page nia ma......no way they can do mistake on that ma.....i was wrong apparently... coz some ppl couldn't be bothered to double check before printing....it only takes a few seconds of ur life to scan through the cover page, spot the mistake, and correct it. the least u can do compared to the amount of work i did!!!!

some might say....haiya, nvm la....a bit nia ma........that's not the point!!! the point is they rely too much on others and do not show any effort at all....they knew i would pick up their shit and clean it....and so, they shitted everywhere so that i can continue cleaning up the shit....i can't take it when ppl take me for granted.

we passed up the assignment earlier today. i didn't want to look at the final printed copy at all!!!
thank god it's the final group assignment i'll ever do in my uni life.... after today, the only shit i have to clean up is my own and chloe's!!!!

to coursemates of mine who are reading this....i'm sorry for being such a bitch for the last 3 years! i can't help it but to be like this.....i was born with this obssesive-compulsive thing when it comes to doing my work. don't believe me...ask my secondary schoolmates....i used to cut small pieces of white papers and stick them on whatever mistakes i had instead of using liquid papers =="

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this is really fu*ked up la...........

i have no time for my thesis and yet i have to edit the group assignment....

i don't mind actually to edit........

but when i c the work they did, i get so frustrated!!!!!

i'm abt to cry now!!!!

seriously???? is that all???

i know the assignment is only 8 pages maximum, but it doesn't give us the right to slack off........

please la........it's 40% of my final grades for that subject k...

u guys may be smart but i rely on my asisgnments to score in the subject....

and thanks to u guys, i don't think i can do well in this fu*king assignment anymore....

some of u may read this, but then again i don't care.

u guys cost me my 40%!!!!!

T.T

stress is really getting on me.......

ps: dude, copy and paste is not even an option la....it's so obvious that u copied and paste....i kept my mouth shut because this is the last group assignment. thank god it's the last sem...

Num 119

i have tons of things to do and yet when i c this shitty work, i become so effing pissed off!!!!!

thank god it's the last sem.....

grrrrrrrrrrrr............

Num 118

once again, the feeling of being such a failure arises again tonight.

another good friend of mine is on to something great soon.

y am i so incompetent??

*sigh*

being in a typical chinese family, my mum would definitely compare me to these ppl if she knew.
and being me, i would be so dissapointed in myself for not making my parents proud.
it's hard to live up to their expectations. and my own expectations as well.

=(

Num 117

i'm feeling inferior and at a very low point of my life right now...=(

former schoolmates of mine who had 90% graduated are all going places. as in they are getting their dream jobs, working outstations, interning outstations, first class degrees from international universities, going to graduate school etc. i'm really happy for them =) and it shows that SGGS produces good quality students that will go on in life to become successful ppl.

but somehow i'm stuck here. unsure of what lies ahead of me. not motivated, and very sure that i won't be getting these chances like them.

Num 116

now this is really weird........

i was abt to go to sleep, said good nite to sheng and closed my eyes.....

till the image of my aunty and ke-pa pop into my head out of a sudden....i have no idea y but i started missing them so much i cried so much i never cried like this since the day she died.

aunty and ke-pa were like my parents. they were my babysitters who took care of me till i was 9. i was so attached to them when i was younger i wasn't even close to my own parents. by as i grew up and moved back into my parent's hse, i started to grew apart from them. n when they moved to kl to live with their working daughter, we didn't seem to keep in contact much anymore. i remembered promising myself that i would give them some monthly allowance one day when i start working.....bad news came and aunty was diagnosed with colon cancer. she eventually passed away. i can still remember seeing her thin fragile body when we visited her in kl abt a few months before she died. 4 months after she passed on, ke-pa passed away as well....

i was crying so badly just now i couldn't stand it but to get out of bed wanting to blog abt my sudden emo-ness.....i checked back my previous blog under friendster to read abt the post i wrote on the day i received the news. and was shocked....aunty died on the 6th of July 2006... today is 6th of July 2010. exactly 4 years later....i can't believe the coincidence here....was it pure coincidence? or did some bizarre and weird force of nature happened here??

really, i am not creating any story or anything....it really happened right before i went to sleep. all of sudden the thought of them came out and i started missing them so much.....i cried buckets of tears..am still crying now =(

4 years is a long time, and lots had happened. i'm abt to graduate in abt 3 months....i thought it was stress causing all my sudden outburst just now...but apparently not. i know both of them are in a happy place....i just wished i had the chance to repay them and take care of them. although they are not related by blood to me and my sis, we owe them tons for loving us like their own daughters.

this post is for my aunty's 4th year death anniversary. will always love and remember both u and ke-pa forever.

Num 115

as usual when i'm in an irritated mood, i'll blog..............

the one and only way to vent out....go elsewhere if u don't wanna read this...

i mean who needs a laptop and a netbook at the same time???

apparently his dad bought him a netbook, 2 months after his dad bought him a laptop...which he is slowly paying back every month........i think it's so not necessary and a waste of money....

it's their lives, not mine...what can i do??? i say what i have to say already, and he didn't even try to stop the dad from buying it....

daddy's boy is truly blessed...and spoilt to the max!!!

at this age, he should be buying the dad something and not the other way around...

-fin-

Num 114

i hate blogging except when i feel like expressing something without anyone really understanding what i'm actually talking about....it's a crazy habit of mine coz i really want to keep my thoughts private but can't help but to write it out....

so.................


RANDOM POST ALERT!!!!
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it's weird....but i can't help but to feel flattered by it....

it happened last year, and it happened this year....

or maybe i'm just too perasan of myself....

=="

on another note, i saw a rainbow today after an exhausting 7-hour lab session.....made me smile... rainbows have a weird effect on me =)

Number 113

just for laughs...i find this hilarious =D

u have edward there all of a sudden ^^" and i just love the fact that voldemort and snape hv Fb accounts as well....lolz..

harry potter and twilight are the two most anticipated movies this year...so yea....

Num 112

i'm too bz to blog these days..and not to mention...lazy

arghhhhhhhhhhhh......
WTH....my graduation present/november HK holidays has been downgraded to Sg T.T

i feel like kicking somebody in the arse......any takers??

my HK trip ah T.T..............T.T we were about to book the flight tickets in a matter of days and sheng had already made his passport..........and then we got the 'news'...jeng jeng jeng...

all because of sheng's friend whose wife suddenly decided to waste RM8000++ on a stupid slimming programme....and now they r on a tight budget and couldn't afford to go to HK anymore....

stupid ppl....just because of ur fat wife, 5 other ppl had to cancel their plans.....

i know i know, some might ask y can't we just go along with the plan without the two of them....

well, they are a bunch of good friends so much so that if one decided not to go, the rest wouldn't go either....so, me, as a 'supporting actress', was dragged into the hole as well....T.T


FML la.....

Num 111

to sum up my day.......UNPRODUCTIVE!!

i did nothing although i'm suppose to do my thesis....==" kill me plz

but hey, today's Agong's birthday. n he deserve some form of celebration from me =P

i was dissapointed in myself at first for not doing anything today except watching the latest episode of Glee and catching up on Ugly Betty. Yesterday i watch the 4 last episodes of Grey's Anatomy and cried like hell when Gary Clark went on a rampage and started killing the doctors... T.T i cried in front of the webcam in front of sheng. =="

n i was angry at myself earlier for doing nothing today till i saw the itineray posted up by sheng's friend on the HK visit this November. couldn't help smiling and wishing Nov would come soon... HK Disneyland!!! here i come!!!! =D

but before that, i need to straighten out my priorities and start to get real serious on my studies and FYP. 4 months is real short and time is running out!!!! i'm scared deep down inside. i'll just have to keep motivating myself.....and stop watching dramas for now...=="

AFTER TONIGHT, I, NG YUET HUI, SOLEMNLY SWEARS TO DO HER VERY VERY VERY VERY BEST IN HER FINAL SEM!!!!!

Num 110

i dunno what to do right now!

so dissapointed of myself. the more expectations i put on myself the worst i become. this is probably the worst ever. infact, it can't get any worst than this. yes, i'm so ashamed of myself i'm afraid to even write abt this 'thing' on my blog.

i dunno what to do at all!

when everyone else are getting better, i'm getting from bad to worst. i thought i was good at what i was doing or at least an above average person. well, it turns out that i'm not. i'm way way below average. i worked so hard and nothing seems to ever pay off for me.

mum, dad i'm so sorry!!!! if only u guys knew!

=(

it's f-ing painful to come back here (kampar) today with a dissapointed heart and low morale to start off my final sem. i didn't manage to see him yesterday due to a stupid heavy rain at balik pulau. no comforting hugs from him. no 'it's gonna be ok. everything will turn out fine dear' pep-talk from him. so yea, here i am abt to explode anytime, wishing i have someone i love next to me to comfort me when i'm down.

=(

i'll have to face the harsh reality tomorrow!
=(

Num 109

i'm having my last paper tomorrow and i'm not in the mood to study anymore =="

reason?

scroll down to the bottom of my blog n u'll know!

it's our 3rd ANNIVERSARY!!! =)

time really flies, and it has already been 3 years......doesn't feel like 3 years though. i remembered when i entered into UTAR, we had only begun to 'date officially' for about 7 months..and as a new couple in the early stage, u know la....all lovey-dovey and the i'm-gonna-miss u-dun-wanna-leave-u thing.....

3 years later, it's still the same thing...and i'm about to graduate in abt 4 months....hahahaha ==" but we've adapted so well to the LDR. we c each other once every 3 weeks and if it's longer than that, he'll make an effort to come down to kampar.....delivering McD of course =P

i can foresee that final (next) sem is gonna be hard for us, with me doing fyp thesis....but it helps since he now owns a laptop and we get to virtually see each other every night. whatever la, we can make it through.....=)

if i go on writing abt how awesome he is, this post is never gonna end and i need to study NOW!! so yeah, he's 'almost' perfect with a few flaws....who doesn't right?

yea, silly picture....u could almost c my tonsils....but i love it coz that's how we act most of the time...=)

p.s: good luck to the Malaysian team....against Denmark wor later =="

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PLEASE DON' T READ!!!!! it's just a post on me complaining.........
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it's a norm that i ramble and complain excessively during the exam seasons =.="

but seriously, i should kill myself here and now....

it wasn't the most difficult paper....it was actually quite okay with the exceptions of a few difficult questions here and there.....

argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh......but i wasted some stupid marks away....

A = Q4 was easy!!! but i couldn't manage to finish the last part T.T so there goes my 4 marks

B = my incomplete/imperfect answers for other Q4 parts (due to me rushing like hell during the last 5 minutes)

C = questions i dunno how to answer at all

A+B+C = not good!!!!!!!

how am i suppose to pull my cgpa up leh???

if the paper was difficult, i wouldn't be so hard on myself.....but it was actually a do-able paper so go die la angie ng!!!

5 more minutes....an additional 5 more minutes would make me a happier girl right now T.T

y is it that science papers only have an allocation of 2 hours while the other business/ elective papers are 2 1/2 hours?? so unfair T.T

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my 23rd birthday fell on the study week....it was actually a blessing having my bday during the study week unlike the previous two years where i was having papers on the 29th....=)


sheng wanted to suprise me by coming down to kampar....but somehow i figured it out earlier and forced the secret out of him....lolz....he then complained that i'm so un-romantic...so true =P....i'm too clever to be fooled...or in other words, i'm no fun >.<

i don't actually like taking pictures...but it's my day so whatever la.....=.="

my pressie from him...such a waste of money but whatever la, it's nice ma hor?? =.=" he did gave me a children's t-shirt =.=" coz he said the design was nice...like wtf, the round-neck collar was so high i could barely breathe.....the last pic on the right is the reason y i don't like taking pictures....whatever la hor, it's a rare chance for u to admire my ugliness....and make u feel good abt urself =D

anyways...to UTAR students reading this, GOOD LUCK IN UR FINALS!!!!!

and to my other graduating friends (i.e. SGGS girls =D )....CONGRATS!!!!!! i have 5 more months to suffer before joining u guys...